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Lesbian in the classical sense Free Palestine. Terfs fuck off

[twilightbaseball]

the fact that im doing all this (daily life) FUCKING SOBERRR im gonna kms. nary an occasional cigarette nor a cheap beer to be had.

[twilightbaseball]

reading the most gooey disgusting lovey-dovey fluff while listening to kill yourself music. as god intended

[kenshitty]

can i get a fucking ETA on “this too shall pass”?

[twilightbaseball]

WE ONLY SAID GOODBYE WITH WORDS I DIED A HUNDRED TIMES YOU GO BACK TO HER AND I GO BACK TO I GO BACK TO US I LOVE YOU MUCH ITS NOT ENOUGH YOU LOVE BLOW AND I LOVE PUFF AND LIFE IS LIKE A PIPE AND IM A TINY PENNY ROLLING UP THE WALLS INSIDE

[enyafans4communism]

fuck, marry, kill: the wound that won’t heal, the past you can’t undo, the ghost that keeps returning

[modernbaseball]

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

a while back I reblogged a post pointing out that it's totally reasonable to have a crush on someone and just Not Act On It, Ever, At All, and I cannot stop thinking about the sweet souls in the notes who seemed baffled as to why anyone would ever want to leave a crush unspoken. absolutely fascinating life experience you must be having if that's not a possibility that's ever even cropped up, I have to say. I don't think it's unforgivably naive or anything but it does warrant further study.

[twilightbaseball]

so like i do perhaps maybe need a therapist. someone 2 talk 2 would be good right now#spiraling. You know what on second thought i'm normal &fine

[twilightbaseball]

dreamt we were writing together & it was awkward and so peaceful & i woke up trying to remember what our stories had been about

[twilightbaseball]

i miss having a crush and getting to analyze every little thing now whenevr she txts a picture of like her crochet or the city or the beach im like. ow ouch yeah still in love. Like it hurt before too but in a funner way now im just #resigned

[twilightbaseball]

well the rain falls hard on a humdrum town this rain has dragged you down oh the rain falls hard on a humdrum town this rain has dragged you downnn oh no and everybodys got to live their life and god knows ive got to live mine god knows ive got to live miiine

[twilightbaseball]

its hard when u make an effort & spend too much money trying 2 have a social life/hobbies & ur still stranded on an iceberg like i dont want to be lonely anymore! im trying to make life not suck! And its so fucking exhausting to only have casual friendships when im fuckin hardwired for obsession like i'll rremember evrything about u and go from zero to one hundred so quickly if u let me. im so so sick of being alone all the time and I'm sick of finally finding my footing just 2 pull the rug out from my own feet AGAIN because i can't cope with being even a little bit comfortable/settled I have to live in constant upheaval. it's only tuesday jesus this is 2 early in the week 4 a breakdown.

and like i know i just need 2 invest in myself seriously this time like actually take myself fucking serious instead of avoiding hardship but itss so hard when I dont even care about myself like that, like the only way i can get myself to do anything for me is thinking about other people. i place such little value on my own life/emotions/needs/wants and it makes everything impossible and I dont know how to magically give myself a sense of urgency like if nothing to this point has convinced me that i am allowed 2 take up space in thsi world i seriously dont know what the fuck will

[gerardwaysbob]

let's just say i'm good at the rodeo...

[twilightbaseball]

dove chocolate wrapper told me to express whats in my heart Bitch>??

[twilightbaseball]

well the rain falls hard on a humdrum town this rain has dragged you down oh the rain falls hard on a humdrum town this rain has dragged you downnn oh no and everybodys got to live their life and god knows ive got to live mine god knows ive got to live miiine

[twilightbaseball]

sometimes a little distance is good bc all it takes is listening to louder than bombs on valentines day and im like i should beg

[twilightbaseball]

2026 mantra I am not aroace just autistic I am not aroace just autistic I am n