Demian/Silly Puppy

Demian/Silly/Puppy/Nyct—genderfluid/idk anymore—18

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Welcome to my blog!!! Trying to stay silly despite the horrors.

What can you call me?

- Demian

- Nyct

- Puppy

- Silly

Please beware as you scroll, I try to tag trigger warnings on posts I make but I’m also very bad at doing things so I may miss a Tw!

BUT! My blog also contains a lot of silly little things!

I have been in a mental rut for a while now but I am trying again. Please be patient with me.

DNI if:

Pro shipper

MAP (just say pedo bro you stink)

Zionists (Jewish people *can* interact. I just don’t support killing innocent people)

Ageplay (SFW Agere only in my house)

Ableist

Homophobic

Transphobic

Racist (to anyone)

Enjoy responsibly and don’t drive while using your phone. Wear a seatbelt!

I am not a minor anymore

This scares me

Other accounts I admin:

@prsk-headcanons (mostly inactive)

@dumb4ssneon (art alt, pretty inactive)

@demonic-demian (somewhat active)

@nyct-writes-shit (kind of active I’m trying again)

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I think I’m finally okay again. I found community.

I hope you’re also doing well, my friend.

[gingermaple]

recluse should be allowed to kill him

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Im so tired of shit happening all at once. I finally think I’ve clawed my way out of it and then something cold and slimy drags me back down into the depths of grief

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His doppelgänger has become a regular at my job. I don’t almost cry when I see them anymore.

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Hey I know you're going through a lot but one of the anons (specifically the one that said "I miss you everyday" iirc) isn't actually him. I'm so sorry that anon was probably trying to make you feel worse or something. I can assure you though, he hasn't forgotten about you. Hope you start feeling better soon

Thanks for letting me know

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he misses you too

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Fuck I saw someone who looked just like I remember him looking today. It couldn’t possibly be him, but dammit if I didn’t almost start crying just thinking about him.

I miss you.

[parabins]

tumblr isn’t considered a social media because everyone on here is just talking to themselves

[parabins]

yeah i agree

[armayes]

wait what

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My fuckim. Tumny.

Puppyboy having problems, will cry about them later.

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I miss you. Every day. Some days are easier but almost every day hurts. So much has happened in the past six months. I’m an adult now. I lost my old job. I have a new one. I started watching a vtuber’s streams and she called me her favorite chatter. I finally got discord.

I keep looking through our old chats and trying not to break. It never works.

I’m sorry. I’m really fucking sorry. I wanna talk to you again.

I miss you

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The cat in the snake game called me mother :(

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Fuck it we’re just gonna ignore all the underlying issues that lead to the past twenty minutes of my life

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I’m sorry I promise I’m trying to be better I just can’t handle being human I guess

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I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

[mr-vanhellis]

Phone Call 6: Dark Choco Cookie 💫 (2/2)

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Doubting every thought and memory I’ve ever had!!! :D