Addiction is the quiet companion he never mentions. Unlike for others, it doesn't grant him an escape, it is his imitation of being human. He uses because the chemicals spark something in him, a warmth he's convinced everyone else feels naturally. The high isn't a thrill, it's the closest he ever gets to feeling alive.
ASHER ── online influencer based in Tokyo, unable to feel human emotions, a sociopath written by his past. People fall for him because he seems delicate. He lets them, because he knows how to turn their care into a leash.
⤷ crafted for fakevz, low activity, german/english, only 21+, open for plotting — trigger warning for sensitive content like trauma, drugs, guilt, loss and death
Forgive me for I know not what I do. I’m numb now but I’m betting that you knew. Please God just - forgive me, I’m empty, I let the devil tempt me. Resent me, offend me, I pray to God he'll help me.