Thoughts

[wearedreamer]

It is in these sad moments that I miss you most

[wearedreamer]

They say that I should talk more

open up more.

But why is that

when I do finally talk,

no one is listening

[wearedreamer]

"I'm okay".

It's a mantra I chant in my head over and over again because I really need to start believing it.

[wearedreamer]

These feelings get a bit too much sometimes. I never know how to sort through all these feelings coursing through me.

[wearedreamer]

It is crippling in a way... to be alone with all your thoughts.

[wearedreamer]

I'm sitting in a room with my friends, so why is it that I feel this overwhelming loneliness creeping up on me.

[wearedreamer]

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[wearedreamer]

He texted me today and told me he wishes I would find someone, who thinks the world of me. How would that come to be, when I push away every good thing that comes to me...

[wearedreamer]

You saw the real me and that's why I pushed you away. You saw what a mess I was.

[wearedreamer]

I just wanna be loved loudly, but not with words. Take care of me when I'm feeling sick, listen to my rambles, laugh at my stupid jokes, ask me how my day went and make me feel safe. Kiss me like you can't get enough of me, your hands should always find their way to my hips, my neck and in my arms. I wanna be loved fiercely not just with words but most of all with deeds.

[wearedreamer]

Maybe if I look for clarity

I'll actually find it.

They do say

seek and you shall find.