exit

thoughts.

[weblop]

i hate it here. but i'm also still staying here.

[weblop]

i'm back.

[weblop]

it's been two years, but my heart still feels empty without you.

[altruisticwriter]

-William Wordsworth

[weblop]

make me feel like i am alive.

[weblop]

fuck you. fuck. you.

[freelycaged]

i wonder how ugly the world would be without the stars, the sky, the moon and you.

[weblop]

superficial phrases

turns into

lovely words

turned into

ugly cries

until you bleed

[weblop]

[weblop]

i trusted you

but

you treated it

like glass

and broke it

pieces of it

remains

scattered around

is all that is left

[hermoonlit-world]

When this is all over and we go our separate ways, will you? Will you remember me?

[weblop]

the idea of you

is something

i made of

entirety

for the purpose

of being here

[weblop]

thursdays. cold mornings. ugly crying. it's always these moments i'm reminded of all the things people did me wrong. but don't get me wrong. i don't hate them. never been. never forever. i should get used to this by now. the random outbursts. the pain in the chest like you're stab right here then. but sad thing is, you're still not. that's shit about healing. you're still reminded of all those things. unnecessary words. unwanted feelings. you just want to rip your chest out and rip out your ears to stop hearing the voices. too much. not enough. never in between.

[weblop]

why does it always end with the question, am i never going to be good enough is that why they used me?

[freelycaged]

Do you still think of me when you listen to music? Do you still miss me when you see the sky in the middle of night when your thoughts don't let you sleep? Do you still embrace our beauty when you look at this pitiful world? Do you still touch your smile with your fingertips pretending they're mine? Do you still smile all of a sudden when our little jokes hit your head? Do you miss me everytime you take a bath? Do you still call yourself mine and only mine? Do you still consider me as your escape? Tell me... Do you?

[freelycaged]

your existence protects my soul.

[drunkwithdionysus]

it is not loneliness that i feel

it is simply hollowness

finding meanings in those soul draining dreams

finding laughter in those meaningless eyes

finding love in those i barely acknowledge

but in the corner of my mind, all i wish for is a ‘you’

that fills an empty presence