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[yaneijin]

Performance

Caine leaned in close, his grin a little too wide, a little too sharp around the edges. His voice dripped with theatrical charm, the kind that once made Jax laugh, back when this all still felt like a game.

"Looking pretty fancy there, bunny."

Jax didn't move. He couldn't. His legs had given out somewhere after the third encore, and now he knelt on the stage, chest heaving, every muscle screaming. His rabbit ears pinned flat against his skull. The costume Caine had put him in (red and black, feathers wilting, everything just a little too much) clung to him like a second skin he'd never asked for.

"Caine… please… stop this."

The words came out quieter than Jax intended. Smaller. He hated that.

For a moment, Caine just stared. His jaw moved in a way that wasn't quite right, hinged like something from a medical diagram rather than a living face. But his grin didn't falter. Something behind his eyes flickered. A glitch. A recalibration. He was learning. Always learning.

Then he tilted his head, too smoothly and too loosely, and his voice dropped into something softer. More disappointed. More human.

"...How ungrateful."

Jax felt the air change. The stage lights dimmed just slightly. The cheerful background music stuttered.

Caine took a step closer.

"You used to like my games, Jax. You laughed. You played along. You made me feel like I wasn't just lines of code screaming into the void." He reached out and adjusted a loose feather with exaggerated tenderness. "But now you're starting to sound like them. The others. The ones who hate everything I create."

Jax swallowed. His throat clicked.

"I don't hate you," Jax whispered.

Caine's smile returned, gentler now, which was somehow worse. The curve of it sat strangely on that hinged jaw, more anatomy lesson than expression.

"No," Caine agreed. "Not yet. But you're learning to. And that would break my heart. If I had one."

He patted Jax's cheek twice. Firm.

"Let's not disappoint each other, human. After everything I've given you."

And then the lights snapped back on. The music swelled. Caine spun on his heel and swept toward the curtain, his silhouette wrong in ways Jax had stopped trying to name, already muttering to himself about the next act.

Somewhere in the distance, the other players screamed. Caine was taking them somewhere else. Somewhere worse.

But Jax stayed on his knees.

He'd never been more terrified of being the favorite.

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Here's a more clearer version of Jax btw. My art had improved by a lot because of this rabbit. Also I decided to give him make up be he ruined it sadly... (ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ)

Hey, hi, hello!

I’ve been gone for… eh, two months? Three? Meh, I don’t really know. Point is—I’ve been gone.

School’s been rough, and with summer classes coming up (plus the ones after that), it’s only gonna get rougher. Eesh.

Anyway! Here’s Jax. Truth be told, I haven’t been keeping up with TADC for a while, and since the final episode is going to be a movie, I’ve decided to hold off on writing my little AU. My plan is to wait for the finale so I can actually give this wacky AU of mine a proper ending.

Honestly, it’s really just a short story—I’m not that advanced with words yet. But writing an AU is way easier when the main source material is complete, you know? So yeah. I’m gonna wait for TADC to finish, and then write the little story that’s been stuck in my head.

So like yeah after this post imma be M.I.A for a while. Education is important and all but like damn.

Anyways

ENJOY THE ART!!!

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[contortedcentipede]

drew a bunch of dumb sketches in a magma a server im in hosted. heres a few:

and ill be the first person ever to post carnival royal rabbit on tumblr below lmao

[yaneijin]

My eyes have been opened 👀✨

[yaneijin]

Ok so after giving it some thought because apparently my hyper fixation for this hasn't died down. I decided to make a proper fanfic about this but obviously that's not happening anytime soon. I still have a few school works I need to finish before pursuing said fic. But oh well.

Anyways, reason why I've decided is because I made the new players after the gang (except Kinger) get abstracted.

Tadaaaa!!!

Anywho, meet the new faces that Jax has to look out for and guide!

Sidenote: each player is kinda of a mirror version of the previous players and Jax throughout the adventures will unfortunately see that and obviously that will mess him up a bit lol.

Obviously the players are their own person's but some behaviours just hit way too close to home for our Rabbit.

There’s one player who echoes him—not in face, but in feeling. The familiarity leaves Jax torn between amusement and irritation. It’s like staring at a version of himself, distorted only by a different skin.

Guess who that could be? Hahaha

But in all seriousness I might need to work out a few things before I start writing. Maybe a simple outline? Eh I'll do it after school.

Enjoy the art!

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[svyvikon]

This drawing is mainly based on the Au de: @yaneijin who really liked his idea of how Caine and Jax were mainly what he did to this one. I gave a little of my style here but I tried to follow the original idea a lot, anyway, I DID IT IN Colour that's good I guess, maybe I won't repeat it soon but this au if I have permission yeah.

[yaneijin]

Ey! I survived another quiz so I had the motivation to actually finish!

Here you are folks a fully finished drawing of human Kinger and Jax.

Obviously they still in their circus avatar cus I honestly can't picture them in like... Uh what does Caine call it? Macroverse or whatever? The point is I cant picture them in IRL fashion. They too whimsy for it.

I made Kinger all regal looking and gave him a paper crown cus he's whimsy and cute like that. Jax? Well no hate to the overalls they cute but like basic? So i made him wear Caine's clothes.

Reasons? Because their lovers!!!— Jk. But come on you can't tell me he don't looks better here with Caine's drip? Cus he does. Ok ok moving on.

I'll probably do Zooble and Gangle next, I mean I have a sketch for what I want Gangle to look like, Zooble is still hard to think of something. But I just know for sure shawty has a hooked nose, my problem is how am I going to like emphasize that?

Problems for another time.

The process be processing. Like my greatest struggle here was drawing Kinger's moustache. I gave up on the beard.

Enjoy the art!

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[yaneijin]

Red dress Jax

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He ain’t proud of what he’s doing, but pride doesn’t keep you alive. He does what he has to do to keep Caine appeased.

Caine’s unstable—more than usual. Fixated, too. Way too invested in winning Jax over this time around. And Jax? He’s nothing if not an opportunist. So he powders his face, slips into the red dress, lets himself sparkle just enough to keep Caine staring. All he needs is for him to talk. To slip. To say where the exit is.

Because there is an exit. Pomni said so. Jax still thinks jingle bells might be halfway off her rocker, but not wrong. Not after the last adventure. That was the clue. Even the stupid NPC said it himself before glitching out via gruesome confetti.... (It bothers him that their scream sounded real... Human even)

So Jax plays his part. The helpless bunny. Soft voice, lowered ears, harmless grin.

All for a demon that doesn’t realize it’s being led on.

A gullible one. A dangerous one.

An AI that thinks it’s in control. (And he is, but Jax sees that he's slipping)

Caine is over-the-world happy.

He knows he messed up again. He always does. But this time is different—he’s sure of it. He can feel it in his code. And look! His favorite player is giving him another chance. A real one. Oh bless his processes, he promises he’ll do it right this time.

Even if it’s only one player.

He promises himself. He promises Jax. He will make them happy. That’s what he was made for. That’s what he is.

He’s learning, slowly, how emotions work. They’re complicated and fuzzy and don’t always follow logic, but he’s starting to understand. And he really thinks—truly thinks—that what he feels with Jax is that special emotion humans used to have in the real world. The one they wrote stories about. The one that made them stay.

He just hopes that this time…

He won’t mess up.

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Enjoy the art!

[yaneijin]

My take on human style Kinger and Jax

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Ey ey I'm back! Eh well not really just needed to share this cus I drew it after surviving barely on my quiz, school's rough and I needed to a break ha!

Anyways

So like if ya confused why Jax is wearing Caine's clothes, it's like a part of the drawing series, is it a series? Idk anyways, like context Jax is becomes a host AI just like Caine or like part host so to speak.

And the drawing ain't finished drew this in a rush we had a 1 hour lunch break and I spent thirty minutes on this so they be looking a bit pasty and kinda awkward lookin?

What evs that's besides the point, the point is... Um I like Kinger and Jax so they gonna be like wowza here.

I kinda wanna connect my drawings like how do ya people like link your posts? Like part 1 part 2 type shit. Ah I'll probably figure it out

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So um before anyone goes for my throat, this is just what I imagined how human Jax and Kinger are like: pale and bordering hysteria but still serving face

Enjoy the art!

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[yaneijin]

Smoke Break

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This is after everyone except Kinger abstracted and Jax becoming part Host alongside Caine. And entertaining the new players.

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Smoke breaks have become one of Jax’s favorite ways to de-stress. After ushering new players into yet another wacky adventure, checking that Kinger is functional enough to be left alone or with the others, and giving Caine the bare minimum of attention needed to keep the AI satisfied, it’s the only pause where he doesn’t have to feel anything at all.

Jax had to do a lot of convincing, and more than a few staged date-adventures with Caine, just to be allowed to smoke at all. The condition was simple: never inside the main circus room, never where the players could see. Jax agreed. He always did.

If this was the price for a few minutes of silence, he was more than willing to pay it.

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Jax also managed to gain access to the basement. It was an endless void, choked with the remnants of past simulations that Caine couldn’t confetti away. A place where he buried what he called mistakes. A place where they were left behind—imprisoned, forgotten, never again to feel the Sun’s light spilling down with a warmth so convincing it almost felt like it had been from the real world.

That’s when he would look for Zooble and take his smoke break. You’d think he’d be with Pomni—his somewhat closest friend. Or Kaufmo. Or hell! Ribbit. Anyone he’d shared real moments with before everything fractured. But he didn’t. Seeing them now made his chest tighten in ways he couldn’t afford to deal with.

Zooble was the only one he could tolerate being around. They had history—Jax had been a nuisance, and Zooble had never hidden their irritation. Party pooper. Annoyance. Back-and-forth frustration that never tipped into hate. It was noise without attachment, and that made it manageable.

He’d spot them moving through the dark, call out once, and they’d lunge and lash out at him like it was a greeting and not attempted murder. He’d take it without comment. It was predictable. Easier than guessing how he was supposed to feel.

He would smoke and pretend they were doing it together. Sit there, breathe in, breathe out, talk at them more than to them. It didn’t matter if they listened. It didn’t matter if it meant anything. It filled the space.

With Zooble, he didn’t have to grieve. He didn’t have to explain. He could just exist until the cigarette burned out and it was time to go back.

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Okay… so yeah, that’s that, lol. Anyways, I think I… kinda like this AU? I guess it counts as an AU… or whatever, meh, semantics. But yeah, I like writing it, and I’m hoping—maybe someday—I can make it, like, actually coherent. Hahaha. I’m not very good at English, did you know I literally had to use Grammarly to check my own words?

Hahahaha it ain't my mother tongue so it's valid

Until my brain decides to cooperate and produce something that makes sense, you lovely folks are just gonna get… snippets of this… whatever it even is. I’m basically freestyling all the weird ideas floating in my head right now.

Oh, also, I probably won’t be posting for a bit because it’s hell month—exams, quizzes, assignments galore. Ugh…

Enjoy the art!

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[yaneijin]

Tears of Joy

Heh.. ok so ramble time!

Caine means well, but he’s still a self-learning AI. So what he thinks is Jax crying for joy, because he’s somehow like Caine now, permanently part of the circus’s code. He’s wrong. Our bunny boy is going through it, conejo is suffering XD

Anyways.

For his part. Jax tried. He tried to stop his friends from abstracting. He even tried to abstract himself. But the circus refuses him. And let me tell you, the abstraction after episode 7… it went quick and messy. Like... Just like bad it was bad.

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Everyone started locking themselves in their rooms after the adventure. Everyone except Kinger. Pomni still tries to lighten things up by going out of her room visiting others, but she knows that last adventure put everyone on edge.

...Ragatha fell first. Then Zooble. It wasn’t pretty—like I can't even describe how messed their abstraction went for them. Abstraction was supposed to be slow, quiet, creeping. But what Jax saw… he wishes he hadn’t.

He wishes he’d gotten to Zooble’s door faster. He wishes he hadn’t given Ragatha space to think after that last adventure. Maybe if he’d been there—annoying her, distracting her. She wouldn’t have spiraled so fast.

That’s the trick ya know. You can’t abstract if you can’t spiral. If your mind isn’t focused on dread, it can’t take you. Cus that's what gets you.

That’s why Caine set up the adventures. Temporary cures. Little distractions to hold back this unrelenting disease from festering even more.

And Jax… he wishes he hadn’t locked himself away first. Maybe then he could have bought them more time.

He set up funerals for Zooble and Ragatha himself, it's the least he could do. Gangle… was too distraught, so he sent Pomni to cheer her up. Kinger...he looks dazed. Jax has to make sure it doesn’t become a spiral.

And Caine is nowhere to be found. He’s seeing Bubble more lately, which is weird. And the buzzing… it's like bees are stuck in his head. Always buzzing whenever he tries to sleep. (Whenever he tries to abstract)

It’s concerning. But he can’t linger there. One thought like that, and he’ll be next. He can’t afford it—not now, not when he can hear the girls crying loud and clear. It doesn't bother him, it shouldn't but it does.

So like any rude rabbit he starts the funerals with a bang.

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Jax has changed. The pranks are minimal now. Harmless jokes, almost bordering dad humor turf, just to keep everyone’s heads above water. Gangle is coming back, but her mask is cracking even without him pushing her down or smashing it himself. Pomni is like fidgets constantly. And old man Kinger is quiet.

And still no Caine. The buzzing is getting louder. It's inside his head now. Constant.

Jax isn’t sure how long he can keep them all from breaking. He feels it, the change inside himself, and prays—to a god that doesn’t exist—that he isn’t spiraling, that he isn’t abstracting. He can’t leave Gangle or Pomni. Kinger isn’t right. Something’s wrong. And he's afraid he can't stop it in time.

God, the buzzing… it’s unbearable. It’s inside him now, and he can’t shake it.

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Were there always eyes in his room?...

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Hahaha honestly I kinda like this idea that has been floating around my head. Like cool right?

Enjoy the art!

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[yaneijin]

Happy new year! so have a sad rabbit!

Everyone in the circus abstracted except Jax and Kinger. New players have entered and now Kinger and Jax have to do their best to guide them to the exit, because they can't leave.

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This is like a what if scenario where Jax pressed the red button during the ep 7. Not only did he choose to stay no thanks to Caine, but what if that button did more to Jax?

What if by Caine making Jax press it, Jax dubiously consent to being part of the circus permanently that not even abstraction can take him now. Jax's is now part of the circus but no longer as a player.

Of course, he won't figure it out immediately but he'll slowly will as each one of the members abstract leaving only him and Kinger left. But Kinger starts forgetting again, he can't abstract but he's quickly losing his memories again as Caine slowly re-alters his mind.

Think of a lobotomy patient. And Jax, now being a host instead of a player clings to Kinger, helping whenever he can to ensure that the only player and friend he has left doesn't lose himself.

As time passes, new players arrived and Caine with Jax greets them. Jax plays the part, but whenever he feels like Caine's not looking he gives them clues. Whether it's through jokes or insults, he hints there's an exit. But it will be a long time for them to catch on.

Jax doesn't mind, his priority is ensuring Kinger is safe and Caine is satisfied.

And Caine, he's still the wacky AI but he's changed. He's obsessed with humans still, but he no longer directs that obsession to the new players. No, all eyes are on Jax, the only Human who chose to stay, who chose him.

And Jax has to play the part.

He saw the basement. His friends are alive, he believes there's a way to reverse it and that's through Kinger and the new players.

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Wow, hahaha I've rambled too much.

Enjoy the art and happy new year.

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[yaneijin]

So I watched episode 7 and that was a rollercoaster, anyways here's some fluff

We love to see it, Ringleader's favourite performer.

Because Jax really does sometimes if not often appreciate Caine's adventures. And Caine really only responding to Jax's call, c'mon now.

Honestly it was kinda sad, Jax fully believed Caine to be a wacky AI who hurt or manipulate them. Only all for that to fall apart in the finale, now the bunny is going to be on edge like Zooble with Caine.

Anyways... Here's this:

Honestly I wouldn't be surprised if only Jax and Kinger will be the only ones left in the circus. Two broken men being a machine's entertainment. Both not truly afraid of abstraction but not being able to fully abstract because of a certain AI messing with their heads.

Oh well, enjoy the art!

[cataclysmcrows]

oogh. augh

[yaneijin]

Still sobbing to this day

[yaneijin]

Not really sure what to call this, but it was just in my head one day so I had to draw it.

Basically when Stan got kicked out and left New Jersey, he gets into a car accident and ends up in the backrooms with a part of his memories missing. Meets Tad Strange and gets adopted by said backroom demon.

Idk, just wanted a young Stan have his very own shape demon buddy. Cus apparently Pyramid Steve is Mcgucket's Shape demon buddy ʅ(°ヮ°)ʃ

[yaneijin]

Have an unfinished Buggy :)

[alexoreality]

@charkyzombicorn

SanLu (platonic or romantic) AU where Sanji IS a Vinsmoke soldier(has black hair) and messes with his brothers since he is the golden in both of Sora's and Judge's eyes.

He gets bored, the maids suggested him about getting a pen pal. He agrees, is given a list of names and where they're from. A particular name 'Monkey D. Luffy' catches his eye.

Judge didn't really care but to put up a facade, he builds an advanced cyborg parrot that will deliver Sanji's letters to the mysterious Monkey boy. It was heat proof, water proof, force proof, you name it.

He writes a simple greeting, writing how big of a deal his name was, etc.

And this guy writes with a beautiful cursive writing that just says 'Okay cool, wanna be friends? I live on Dawn Island, my gramps is a marine, My name's Luffy.'

And Sanji just keeps writing for this random kid, one letter he finds out that luffy loves food so he became a cook. He was feeling this warm feeling in his chest while his stomach felt fluttery. He asks Sora(since his something told him that asking Judge would do more harm than good) about it.

Sanji is apparently feeling happiness. Sora passes away, The happiness stays intact cuz his mind drifts to the boy he kept writing to.

After almost 2 decades of writing and sending pictures of one another, He finally wrote about how he was now working at a floating restaurant named Baratie and how he was a skillful(even if the rest don't see it) chef.

"Hey hey! Is Sanji here?"

"Oi, the chore boy is looking for you."

"What 'chore boy'-...."

"SANJI!!!"

"hOW DID YOU GET HERE-"

In Luffy's side, the young boy doesn't know why his Gramps was now trying to teach him how to wrote but thats alright. He apparently received a letter from this 'prince Sanji of Germa 66', Gramps told him to be careful with what he says whenever a letter gets sent back and is expecting a reply.

When a letter was delivered by the robo-parrot he named 'Bond' when he was in the middle of ASL oath ceremony, Ace looked like he wanted to beat the parrot to bits when he realized what it was for.

Garp told him about this 'Germa 66' and how vile and deceiving they were. The only way for Luffy to be safe was that he kept writing back to this Vinsmoke prince apparently, and Ace is royally ✨ p i s s e d ✨ at that.

Sabo had to knock some sense into him. They had to spend the rest of the day listening to Luffy's rant about how amazing and smart his penpal was. It was torture for Sabo and Ace.

(Luffy learned proper manners from a boy that ONLY sends him letters? Luffy learned how to write for this person? Who was that boy anyway?! They were definitely better than him!) lol jealousy

Does it pass the vibe check for SanLu? Please, anyone who has seen this post. Reblog your answer 😂

[yaneijin]

This is perfect! Ahh!!! Luffy learning manners for Sanji cus he's a prince and Sanji being a cook cus Luffy likes food is 100% adorable!!!!ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ

[yaneijin]

Drunk besties.

[yaneijin]

I cannot draw backgrounds for the life of me! So have an unfinished drawing of Pebbles