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[fireheartkr-blog]

“I’ll be here until you fall asleep.”

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Sumin doesn’t know what was most surprising: Juwon sitting at the edge of her bed, staring at her with a smile on his lips, or the way her heart beat fast against her rib cage, this time not because of the usual nightmare but rather something else. Something she couldn’t explain.

“You really don’t have to, you know?”

There are still beads of sweat on her forehead and she wonders how he can look at her and smile when she looks that miserable. Stress is obvious on her features, tiredness evident in the grey bangs under her eyes, light but still there. She was a mess and she was aware of it. Perhaps it hadn’t been the best idea to overwork herself but she had needed a distraction. When he hadn’t appeared at the coffee shop, Sumin had nothing else to distract her mind from the constant nightmare that haunted her every night and kept her awake in the darkness of her room at night.

The dark hadn’t been that terrifying since she had been a child.

How had Juwon decided it was alright to put up with her in that state? She wasn’t even sure she wanted to know the answer. At least for that moment, she wanted to enjoy how warm it was to have him so close (yet he was so far away still).

(Just come closer... I might look strong but I’m fragile and I need you closer.)

“I’m alright. It was just a nightmare.” Her smile wavers and for a moment her eyes show a certain fear in them. But she wasn’t alone and everything seemed better because of that. She felt... safer?

“But hey... if you’re staying...” Somehow, she finds enough strength to master a wider smile, almost playful, eyes focusing on his yet again, the lights from the street outside, ascending from the small window by her bed, brighten up her features, accentuating the flaws that her mother used to say made her even more special, more beautiful in her own way. She wasn’t sure if she believed her. Not yet. “You could read me a story.”

(Tell me the story of the boy that visited the coffee shop every day despite not liking coffee all that much. Tell me how it ends for the girl that smiled at him and only him.)

(Tell me it ends with a happy ever after.)

She hadn’t gotten one of those in a while.

[leexareum-blog]

Loving you is like breathing. I can’t stop and it’s necessary for my survival.

         How much more of this can she take? She doesn’t have the answer for it and perhaps she never will. But if someone would ask her if she’d mind it, she’d look at them with a look of disbelief, as if the mere question was too idiot to be comprehended by the brunette. It was as if asking her ‘do you mind the love of your life constantly showing you through actions and words the immense amount of adoration, fidelity and downright pure love he has for you?’ and it’s plain obvious in her smile, in the look on her eyes, in the way her lips part to let out a slightly embarrassed and timid chuckle, the way heat rises to her cheeks, giving it a pink hue, and how she pushes a strand of hair behind her ear while moving her gaze down, unable to control a smile, in that way he knew she’d do whenever he’d say such beautiful words.

         “Then never stop loving me and perhaps you and I can live forever.”

[fireheartkr-blog]

✤ + suwon!!!!!

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who said i love you first? okay, this might sound surprising, but sumin would be the first one to say i love you. i picture her doing it in a very subtle way though because that’s just sumin. deep down she’s a bit scared that those feelings are not reciprocated. who laughs when the other trips? juwon, definitely. though i can see that smirk on sumin’s lips when he trips and having to place a hand in front of her mouth to keep herself from laughing. she still makes fun of him though, of course.who pays the bills? both. they split the expenses, even though sumin is the one that has the most money. she makes sure that if they are ever in a tight situation, he will shut up and allow her to put money of her own to help them.which one makes a bigger deal around the holidays? i’m thinking juwon would make a bigger deal around the holidays. sumin would try and keep her enthusiasm controlled but she’d probably end up getting invaded with the holidays spirit. the holidays remind her of her family that she lost but she remembers that he is an orphan too so she actually ends up attempting to make the holidays the best possible for him so both of them can create better memories for the future.who’s more clumsy? sumin isn’t clumsy at all. she has a grace to her that is inherited from her mother. juwon isn’t clumsy either but i feel like he’d be a little clumsier than sumin.who checks their daily horoscope? juwon just for fun, i’m guessing. he’s reading the horoscope out loud to sumin every day and she makes fun of him for it but she secretly loves it. every morning waking up and when they are having coffee, he’s reading the horoscope to her and she starts calling him ‘starboy’.who sings louder in the car? ...sumin. watch how surprised juwon is the first time she gets lost in the song and sings with feeling at the top of her lungs even though she sings badly. juwon ends up joining.who leaves the cap off the toothpaste? neither.who is more up to date in pop culture? juwon is only up to date when it comes to girl groups, especially anything related to sana or red velvet. sumin is not impressed by this but decides to let it go. she is actually very up to date in pop culture, songs or movies. who insists on going to see the newest movies? sumin. juwon can’t even sit through a movie without losing focus.who cries when the abused animal commercials come on? sumin holds the tears when the animal commercials come on. honestly, deep inside, she’s a big softie. who’s the lighter sleeper? juwon. he barely sleeps. sumin can’t understand this. she wakes up in the middle of the night to see him awake. she wonders if he’s a vampire.who believes in ghosts? neither, i’d say? if juwon believes in ghosts, sumin is unaware of this fact and she doesn’t believe in them or she thinks her parents would have appeared before her, even as ghosts, to say one last goodbye.who does the grocery shopping? both. juwon makes a joke out of basically anything to make sumin laugh.who updates their facebook status more often? sumin. juwon can’t deal with technology and sumin is the one that has more reputation around high society people, having a wide web of followers. that’s the reason why she updates her facebook status more often.

[fireheartkr-blog]

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61. ❝I’m never gonna leave you.❞

they’re sixteen and that’s what leads them to think they will live forever. or at least they like to vehemently believe so despite knowing everything comes to an end. they feel as if they are temporary but, together, they are infinite. friendships like those don’t come often. sumin feels the desperate need to hold onto it and never let go.

juwon meets her at her worst. the unstable girl feels her world crumble down beneath her feet but there is a hand reaching out for her. she is afraid to take it but she holds onto it nevertheless. it was since that day that their friendship started. and there wasn’t a day after that, that they would be apart.

sumin slowly built herself from unstable to strong. if it was a façade, no one but juwon could really tell. and if he could tell, he didn’t mention it for a second, he didn’t stop the process, he let her grow naturally, not judging, never for a second telling her that her grieving process was the wrong kind. he would limit himself to staying there for her when she needed, listening to her, teasing her sometimes in order to attempt to get smile or laughter out of her.

“i’m never going to leave you.”

the words leave her lips without her even meeting his gaze. they sit outside, side by side, sumin still in her high school uniform, a book laying in the grass beside her. she isn’t able to express completely just how thankful she is that juwon joins her even when she had to hide from the paparazzi waiting for her outside the school building, even at her uncle’s house and in the burnt down mansion that had once been what she could call home. 

hiding was all she could do lately but she wasn’t alone.

she feels as if tears reach her eyes but she stops herself from showing any weakness besides the words that she had spoken to him. sumin turns to look at him though. she knows she’ll have to leave but the words feel right and so she speaks them as if it is nothing but the truth.

in a way it is. there was no way she’d forget him. just like when her parents had left the world but remained in her heart, when she’d leave, he’d remain in her hers, the only friend that was there for her through thick and thin.

“we’ll always be together, right?” all she needs is for him to say one word, nothing else.

the sun warms her cheek and surprisingly, sumin’s lips curl upwards into a soft smile. it almost feels like it used to, it feels as if everything is alright; she’d get home to her loving parents, she’d be able to kiss her personal nanny in the cheek like any other day, she’d go read in the garden and she’d meet new people every day that would be impressed of not only her beauty but also her intelligence.

but the only consistency in her life lately had been juwon. and that was the reason why she felt a sharp pain on her chest, almost like daggers cutting through her rib cage, reaching her heart and stabbing the organ that was already so damaged.

she’d have to leave him in just a few days. it hurt more than she thought it would.

her smile disappears but she has already said what she needed to. there was nothing else that she needed to do before they’d part ways.

when the sun falls, the colors turn to grey, the lights fade to black, and she knows she’s just another person he will see disappear in his life.

but somehow, they make it back again.

[witchymisun-blog]

❝ In order to do the unthinkable, do not think about it. ❞

misun swore she could chuckle at the woman’s words. taking the easy way was certainly not something that appealed to her so if she were to do the unthinkable, which she normally would do every night, she liked to think about it; she liked the realization in the end that she could do something that others have thought to be impossible.

“humans can’t though, right?” her lips almost curved into a smile but she refrained herself from doing so as she got to work on the notebook on the table, her precious book of shadows, a witch’s most prized possession. “we always think of practically everything, even things we haven’t accomplished yet. and you can’t really do something without thinking about it, one way or another.”

[witchymisun-blog]

❝ I’m beginning to think I should make that the title of my autobiography. ❞

“’Magical Me’ is not the best title for your autobiography.”

Misun and Wylie had ended up in the Hogwarts Library to study for their OWLs after a really long class of Potions down at the dungeons, but as they stared at the columns of books, picking which subject they would focus on that afternoon, they had somehow gotten lost playing around with the names of the books they’d found.

“Wait– here,” Misun smirked as she found one of the books she was looking for, tip toeing to reach higher up in the shelf and take the book in her hands. One look at the cover and she was sure that was the perfect one to show Wylie, so she almost shoved the book in his face afterwards. “When There’s A Wand There’s A Way.”

[witchymisun-blog]

❝ Maybe love and pain are synonyms. ❞

if there was something she knew to be true was that, yes, love and pain walked hand and hand. she first found it out when she lost her father. she felt the pain that came with loving him so much, and she found out when she looked at her mother after eight years had passed since the day she lost her husband; she saw the misery and hurt in her eyes, the lack of determination and life in every move she made.

she knew when she found out about her family’s curse. she knew the moment she realized that she could never love anyone, or they would suffer the same fate as her father.

“i think you’re right,” misun nodded to herself, wishing to believe the worst about love or else she would want to pursuit it, and that was something she couldn’t do. “if you love someone, you’re bound to get hurt.”