keep being like fuuuuuck why does my jaw hurt . nd then remembering What I Did and going ohhhh yeh. that was kinda dumb . tmi/nsfw v
dont really have anyone i feel comfortable just. mentioning this to directly ig but posting it hits different. anyway so i started having periods again for the last few months after my t dose was being lowered, this one is v v light so i hoooope i wont get another one now . but the combo of t horny and period horny is like insane.
so i was trying out various positions w my toy bc its kindaaaa big and unweildy and i have bad joints so i dont wanna bounce all the time. so like i was on my stomach. and i had the smaller toy out too n i was like hmmm havent cum while choking on it in a bit . and then i had the GENIUS idea to hold it so i could just kinda bob my head on it (usually just thrust it w my hand). and THEN i remembered i have a massager thing that ive used to get a little bit of thrust.
so i was laying on my stomach w that going at the big toy in my cunt n had the small one in front right. except ! i was having trouble cumming and got so overstimulated that i was having trouble lifting my head and at some point realized i wasnt able to tell if i was actually breathing at all unless i was paying attention. n like it was fun i didnt get hurt or anything (aside from. the sore jaw lmao) but i was SO out of it i ended up . like not vomiting exactly but after i came and started getting normal sensation back. i realized there was just. so much drool? mucus? that i had gagged up. like it was all clear but there was so much there was a puddle and it was all matted in my hair and shit.
anyway i keep thinking about that it could be so much fun if i had a partner. but as it stands it wasnt really worth it overall. the massager is loud as fuck n it was the first time ive had the house to myself in. i feel like over a year? and the cleanup...... i like to cum n then pass out i dont wanna have to clean myself and my sheets and shit. < this is also most of the reason i prefer to cum last. also just bc i like edging and quasi denial ig but whagever. tldr; i need to get dicked down again.