May 4, 2016
Daddy! You introduced me to music...Miss You MEISTER! #InGodsLovingCare #AfireLove #050411 (at Cedar Hill Cemetery & Funeral Home)
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Daddy! You introduced me to music...Miss You MEISTER! #InGodsLovingCare #AfireLove #050411 (at Cedar Hill Cemetery & Funeral Home)
Daddy! 5 years feels like 5 days...Miss You MEISTER! #InGodsLovingCare #AfireLove #050411 (at Cedar Hill Cemetery & Funeral Home)
The day I watched For Colored Girls, I cried a cried that was alien to me. Even now as I struggle to type this.... I feel the frosty chill of tears just streaming down my cheeks. My assumptions going into this, were, that it would be some movie that I'd find some empowerment or strength where i had otherwise couldn't muster up myself. No let me rephrase that, LOST. You see I had it, but I must have lost it somewhere. I had to have lost it somewhere, because if I didn't, why am I so gullible, manipulated, foolish. WHY AM I SO WEAK. Weak and ashamed. Of who I am. When I watched For Colored Girls that day, Wednesday May 4,2011, I gain much more than strength or empowerment. I found beauty in not only myself but the characters. STRONG BEAUTIFUL BLACK WOMEN. Something you don't often see in big motion pictures. I found peace in myself. Myself. A place where I've at war for so long. This movie movie broke me down to nothing. It wouldn't be fair for me to just quote just one line or tell you about one character, cause then you might miss out on something that transcends race, gender and time. This movie, For Colored Girls,spoke to me in a way I'll never really understand. I know now that the tears that ran and that still run, are not wasted. They are healing. Healing my worn out soul.The day I watched For Colored Girls, I was renewed.
Sex in the Air..
So the reason I havnt been on my tumblr alot for the past week is because ive been busy moving. And First of all the shit sucks ass. Im sooo over it.. but i finally have my internet and computer back. Cause tumblr on my BB, aint cute. Ive been working out alot these past few days. cause for a week I was have fast food, im sick of it. If you could only see the trail I hiked, omggg. Then today we rann the track at lakeside HS, got locked in -__- but maddys Bf had the master key.... which was bigg fucking cutters so he cut the lock off.! So the ex Bf came over, later when he got home his Gf saw our txts.., so she txt me tonight and called me. Wanting too know what the fuck was up,,, i could have been a bitch too her but i wasnt. And Hes playing her no jokee, she told me some shit and i cant believe she had the same story as me... so thank you assssssss, i dont feel fucking special.. you fucked me over and fucked every other girl over soo you could go around. I cant believe im still nice to you, whats fucking wrong with me. Im too good for that. Moving on too BIGGER and Better shit. Sooo Im sickk and my chesttt hurts like a bitch. Im soo white I need to go tannn myself. Work sucks and Im broke. as I write this my ex is blowing up the phone probably cause of the talk i had with his Gf a lil bit ago, just great....well thats all for now, Ill be on more oftennn noww, toodaloo muthhaaafxckas oxox.
04. what you wear to bed
CLOTHES, DUHHHHHH!
Of all the things I can do, it's the things I can't do that you focus on the most.
My goal tonight
is to finish typing up a six-paragraph essay, finish the Sac State powerpoint, and study for the precalculus quiz tomorrow. The prize? I get to call you, haha.