Yesterday we threw your shower... only half your family was there but I’m still not sure if the other half will ever meet you. Regardless you should’ve seen the love you got. There was generation after generation rubbing on your mommy’s tummy. Everything you could ever ask for or want is slammed into our Jeep or waiting for you at home. I’m overwhelmed by how blessed we are but that shouldn’t come as a surprise. Little one, you’re already ahead of the game. You’re already protected by so many angels that you will never have anything to worry about. You have softened my heart into an organ I barely recognize and I for one, have no qualms about that.
Your mom looked beautiful. I’d sneak a glance from across the room and I swear I don’t know how I got her to say I do. She legitimately takes my breath away and I can’t wait for you to see what actual love looks like. Because little one love isn’t rare but the love I have for your mom comes from a lifetime of praying for her. Decades of closing my eyes and making her up in my head. Years of begging god for this person I knew was out there and this love, this extraterrestrial, other worldly, outlandish love I’m failing at describing to you will be surrounding you the minute your born. You’re a baby so obviously you don’t know what kind of head start that gives you but baby believe me. It’s one that’s gonna start you on a journey of being the most amazing kid I could have asked for. Mommy is so proud of you already. I know my mom is watching out for you like a hawk. My mom and your mom had a special relationship so I know she’s close by always. Say hi to her from me. 💕
