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> have had vague kinfeels for androids for years > vague memories from a kintype i dont recognize start cropping up > ok whatever > SONIC THE FUCKING HEDGEHOG APPEARS > turns out im scratch from adventures of sonic the hedgehog > have zero exposure to the sonic franchise outside of ytpmv > wtf.png > being a twink robobird thats crazy good at puyo-puyo derivatives was NOT on my bingo card

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I hate, hate finding out I kin someone when someone else in my group already does.

Obviously this isn't their fault, and we're both equally valid, but I just .. sometimes I feel like I won't be seen as me, because the other person is already "me".

They've always been the designated Rocket of the group, it feels, so kinfirming him leaves me kind of .. lost? Of course I'm him. So is my friend. But they were him "first", I guess, so it makes me feel .. I dunno.

One of our friends kins Zuka, our father, and .. in a call with him, once, while I was Rocketshifted, he directly to my face said - as a joke, mind you - "goddammit Zuka kin, he's not your kid!"

I just .. ow? That .. hurt. Not word for word what was said - I don't exactly remember it anymore - but .. the point was made. They're canonmates, the Zuka & Rocket, so while he's technically not wrong, I kinda ... it upset me. A lot.

Sure, I'm not his Rocket specifically, but he could have said that? Instead? That would have hurt less I feel like.

I want to feel like I'm seen as me. Whatever.

Not signing off with my anon tag this time around. I feel kind of ashamed, even though it's stupid.

-Rocket (Phighting!, Roblox)

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Oh eugh I just saw the moon in SOTM, that’s not me, I mean we weren’t intended to even be in the daycare to begin with! We were supposed to be in the theater! And we always were together we were never separate things, there has never been a moon without a sun and there has never been an us without eclipse (we have to have eclipse, eclipse is our base form, too long either way and it starts to drive us a little crazyyy) that moon isn’t me, isn’t us, never has been and it’s weird calling it a prototype “us” it’s not us please don’t compare it with us! I know where similar, and maybe we ended up with similar roles but that doesn’t make is us

~Daycare attendant/Sun.Moon/Eclipse kin (just putting all the names used for us on here)

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hi, jonah (tmc) kin here.

i know the creator of tmc isn’t comfortable with jonadam. but i remember adam being my boyfriend. and i feel so weird and guilty and ugh about it .

but i also miss adam. i miss my boyfriend. i miss him a lot. i miss cuddling with him. i miss waking up in his arms. i miss making dumb jokes at 3AM with each other. i miss watching horror movies and me getting scared as fuck and accidentally spilling the popcorn and him rolling his eyes at me. i miss being able to kiss him. i miss him so much and i don’t really know what to do.

-jonah

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