#ace steve

[yikesharringrove]

Ace Steve as requested by @myboyfriendsteve​

Happy Pride!

Here is a link to my post about Harringrove for BLM, and here is a link to Writers/Artists Against Police Brutality

Here’s also a link to the Masterlist of Harringrove for BLM coutesy of @harringrovetrashh

Thank you all for organizing, participating, and donating.

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The bell above the door was somehow extra loud when Billy shoved his way through.

Or maybe Steve was just extra in tune with the specific way it jangled as he swaggered inside, smirking at Steve, his eyes sharp.

They did this every day.

Billy would come in, they would flirt back and forth, Billy would lick over his teeth, say something like why don’t you meet me at the quarry tonight, Pretty Boy, and Steve would panic and come up with some lame excuse why he couldn’t, Billy’s face would fall, and he’d slink back out.

“Why don’t you just go out with him?” Robin huffed as Steve watched Billy retreat. “I know you’re jonesin’ for him.”

“Because, because he’s gonna want stuff if we go out. Stuff I can’t, can’t give him.” They had already had this conversation, on the bathroom floor of the Starcourt Mall, drugged nearly out of their minds.

She had told him about Tammy Thompson, the deep feeling she got low in her gut when she thought about other girls, other women.

And he hadn’t understood, told her he had never felt that. He loved looking at beautiful people, loved holding hands and going on dates, but never felt that urge, that want.

And she had just shrugged, said that’s okay. That if someone was right for him, loved him as they should, they wouldn’t force something he didn’t want.

“Maybe you could talk to him? See if, if maybe he doesn’t mind that you can’t give him that.” Steve just shook his head.

“You’ve heard the rumors. He’s not goon want me once he, once he finds out that I’m broken.”

Robin’s eyes flashed.

“You are not fucking broken. Stop saying that about yourself. You’re normal and good and just fucking great the way you are, and if someone doesn’t love you enough to make you feel that, then they don’t deserve you.”

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Billy was back.

He leaned over the counter to tug on the back of Steve’s work vest.

“Hello, I’d like to rent a video. For my family.” He smiled brightly at Steve when he turned around, gum rolling around in his mouth. After getting possessed, after getting that thing burned out of him in the sauna, his lungs weren’t quite the same. He could usually be found with wads of bubblegum in his cheeks, shoving more in when he got another craving for a cigarette.

“I think I can help you with that. We are called Family Video for a reason.” RObin audibly groaned from the back room.

“Well, anything ticklin’ your fancy these days? You could come watch it, watch it with me.” Steve’s stomach dropped.

“Sorry, Billy. I got, I got to drive Dustin tonight, his mom took an extra shift and-” Billy huffed.

“That’s fine, Harrington. I get the fuckin’ message.”

Billy stomped out the door, shoved himself through. Steve panicked, was rounding the counter before he even realized what he was doing.

“Billy, Billy wait.” He reached Billy just as he was opening his car door in the lot behind Family Video. “Billy, why are you angry?”

“I get the fucking hint, Harrington. Why do you keep pretending to flirt if you don’t actually want to go out with me? You think it’s fun for me to get shot down again and again? Are you having fun playing with the queer? Playing with the fact that I fucking like you?”

“I’m, I’m not messing with you. I, I like you, but, but you don’t, you don’t get it.”

“What don’t I get?”

“If we’re together, you’re gonna, gonna find out, and then you won’t like me any more.” Billy shoved another piece of bubblegum in his mouth.

“Try me.” Steve shook his head, eyes wide. “What skeletons do you got in your little fancy boy closet? You got some weird fetish or something.”

Steve made a frustrated noise in the back of his throat, something like a scream with his mouth still closed.

“No. It’s the fucking opposite of that.” Billy furrowed his brows.

“The opposite, of a fetish? You think I’m not gonna like you because you like nice vanilla white boy sex? Honestly, Pretty Boy, that’s fine. That’s good, actually.” Steve stamped his foot. Billy just raised an eyebrow.

“No. I don’t like any sex. It’s just, it’s just like a chore and I don’t want it, and you’re not gonna be with me because I’m high maintenance, and you don’t get anything out of dating me.”

“Relationships aren’t just about sex, Steve. If we were, were together, I would get to be with you, I would get to love you. That’s fucking enough.”

“But I, I I just don’t feel that way. Like, I don’t think I ever have. I just, I’ve only had sex because I, because that’s what I’m supposed to do. Like, I’m a teenage boy. I should be raging with fucking hormones.” Billy took a small step closer to him, put his hands on each of Steve’s elbows. He spat out his wad of bubblegum, tightening his grip on Steve.

“Sweet Thing, I don’t fucking care about that. About any of it. We can be together and never have sex. I got two hands. I’m fine.” Steve smiled weakly. “As long as you’re happy, and comfortable, and safe, I’m good.”

Steve nodded at him.

“Can I kiss you?” He was searching Steve’s face. “Is that okay?”

“Yeah. I like kissing.” Billy smiled at him, discreetly looking around before leaning forward, leaning in.

He kept it soft, just a slow press of their lips. 

[yikesharringrove]

Ace Harringrove as requested by @gideongrace

Happy Pride!

Here is a link to my post about Harringrove for BLM, and here is a link to Writers/Artists Against Police Brutality

Here’s also a link to the Masterlist of Harringrove for BLM coutesy of @harringrovetrashh

Thank you all for organizing, participating, and donating.

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Steve is greyace in this

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They were wrapped up in Steve’s bed, making out lazily.

Steve always loves how Billy kisses him. His lips are soft, and he’s so much more gentle, more thoughtful than he would’ve ever guessed Billy would be.

His hands were big and warm, one arm underneath Steve, wrapped around his waist, hand on his back, the other gentle in the way it cradled his face.

And then Billy shifted his hips. He was hard against Steve, pressed into his hip.

“You wanna...?” Billy was trailing one hand down his side. Steve shrugged.

“Not really. Not tonight.” Sometimes Steve loved having sex with Billy, loved how close they felt. He loved that he could make Billy feel good, but sometimes it just felt bad and wrong. And sometimes it just felt like too much of a bother.

Billy just peppered kisses to his face, hand still warm on his hip.

“That’s okay. Just gimme a second.” Sometimes Billy would get too pent up while they were just making out, and didn’t want to make Steve uncomfortable. Sometimes he would go jerk off in the bathroom while Steve blushed and pretended he didn’t know what was happening in there. Sometimes he would read a few chapters of some horror novel. And sometimes he would just take a few breaths, tell Steve he’s beautiful, and they’d be right back in it.

“You’re beautiful.” He was back in Steve’s space, was kissing him again, just soft and slow, the way Steve likes it. Both arms wrapped around Steve’s waist, bringing him that much closer. Steve had both hands on his chest.

They broke apart, just smiling lazily at one another.

“You okay?” Steve rolled his eyes. Sometimes Billy was a little too vigorous with his check-ins. Steve knows he just wants to make sure Steve’s comfortable, but at this point, Steve would tell him. They’ve been together for so long.

“I’m fine, Bill. You don’t gotta keep checkin’.”

“You can’t stop me, Pretty Boy.” Steve rolled his eyes as Billy grinned. He just squeezed Steve tighter. Steve squirmed as Billy laughed, squeezing him even tighter.

[frosthexe]

Under the Skin - leveragehunters (Monkeygreen) - Captain America (Movies) [Archive of Our Own]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

"Brooklyn, like I said," he replied, taking Steve's hand and shaking it, then he paused, tilted his head, and said, "Actually, since you're staff? It's Bucky."

"Bucky," Steve repeated, feeling oddly touched.

"Always Brooklyn in front of the clients, though," he added seriously.

"No, of course," Steve promised. "Good to meet you."

"You too," he said, glancing down to where Steve was still holding his hand.

Steve let go with a sheepish smile. "Sorry."

Working in a brothel wasn't somewhere Steve ever expected to find himself, but then he'd never expected to quit his shitty corporate hell-job to apprentice as a tattoo artist. Great as it was, his apprenticeship didn't come with a pay cheque, so eating and keeping a roof over his head meant finding a job that paid actual money. Which was how he'd ended up as the night receptionist in a brothel, accidentally holding Bucky's hand, with no idea Bucky was going to turn out to be something else he'd never expected.

[girl-of-braids]

okay but

aromantic asexual steve rogers

aro ace Steve who doesn’t quite get why Bucky is so enamoured with all these girls. He tried to do the romance thing the first couple times Bucky dragged him on these double dates, but he eventually gave up and decided he must be broken or something. Now when they don’t ignore him for Bucky he simply tries to make friends with them. He still regularly meets with one to discuss art tips and where to find cheap art supplies. 

aro ace Steve who doesn’t understand why gay people just avoid doing anything, especially in a city like New York. He doesn’t have anything against them, and doesn’t care who they like, he just thinks it’s stupid that they try and do stuff in a big mean city like this. 

aro ace Steve being told that his low libido is because of all his health issues, but Steve can’t help but think it’s not just that, and if that’s the reason he doesn’t like looking at pretty dames, why doesn’t he understand romance either?

aro ace Steve meeting Peggy ad respecting her so much for standing up to the jerks. He knows most of the camp thinks he’s sweet on her, but really he just holds her in such high regard that he’s tripping over himself trying to talk to her. 

aro ace Steve working with the showgirls who absolutely love him because he doesn’t make lewd comments about their uniforms, and he isn’t insulted by the fact that they just want to focus on doing they’re jobs. A few of them make offers, but he politely turns them down and treats them no different. 

aro ace Steve going back and going to save Bucky, and on the way he talks with Peggy. He tries to ask about her and Howard, but that kind of talk always makes him blush and stammer so he blurts out the first thing that pops into his head and he knows that fondue is food but he couldn’t think of anything else to call it that wouldn’t make him feel really weird and he just wanted to know if Peggy and Howard were seeing each other dang it. 

aro ace Steve being kissed by that girl and he wants to get away but he’s just frozen and he can’t move and he doesn’t like it but he doesn’t want to hurt her by shoving her away or cause a commotion so with his arms half way raised to push her away he freezes and hopes she’ll stop when she notices he’s not responding. Thankfully Peggy walks in but then she assumes all the wrong things and he still doesn’t understand why people like kissing. 

aro ace Steve working with the Howling Commandos and when they have downtime they start talking about their girls. It sounds sweet but he still doesn’t understand what they’re feeling and he’s never felt it himself so he just sits there and listens, glad that this distracts them and makes them happy. But then someone insinuates that there’s something between him and Peggy, and he just laughs it off because he certainly doesn’t look at her as anything but a friend and doesn’t think she does either. Sure he’s got a picture of her in his compass but she’s the only friend he doesn’t see when the Commandos are off on missions, and it’s a good art reference and he doesn’t understand why having a picture of someone means you’re in love with them.

aro ace Steve losing Bucky and wondering if this is what people mean when they say they’re heartbroken, because he feels like he just can’t go on without him. This is so much worse than when his Ma died, and he knows heartbroken is usually a term for couples but how can the hurt possibly be worse than this, just because two people love each other different. 

aro ace Steve about to jump onto the plane after Schmidt when Peggy yells “wait” and so he leans in thinking she’s going to give him advice when she kisses him and again he freezes because he thought they were friends and nothing more why would she kiss him and he barely hears her next words when she pulls away. He’s shocked out of it by Colonel Phillips, and then he’s facing Schmidt and

aro ace Steve feeling horrible that he’s about to leave his friends behind, but feeling a cowardly happiness that he doesn’t have to try and deal with Peggy and her kiss and maybe now he’ll get to go see Bucky again. 

aro ace Steve waking up 70 years in the future, and again they’re attributing his low libido to other things, this time depression and PTSD, and Steve still not thinking that’s the whole story and still not understanding romance. 

aro ace Steve turning down every girl Natasha tries to recommend him because he doesn’t want or need anybody, never has, and he’s already accepted that something in him is so broken that the serum couldn’t fix it. 

aro ace Steve kissing Natasha to avoid Rumlow, and just trying to focus on the fact that it’s to stay alive, not on the ice cold feeling inside of him that is absolutely done with people kissing him. When they’re walking off the escalator she asks if he’s still uncomfortable with public displays of affection, and he says it’s not the word he’d use and leaves it at that, because he doesn’t feel the need to tell her that he now feels frozen and wrong and he doesn’t know how to describe the feeling when it’s confirmed that you’re broken. 

aro ace Steve seeing Peggy in the nightmare induced by the Maximoff girl, while part of the fear stems from the idea of there being nothing to fight for, another part is the fact that if there’s no fighting for him to do people are going to expect him to settle down with some girl and he just can’t. 

aro ace Steve telling Tony that the settling down thing just isn’t for him, because while it’s partly true, it’s mostly just the fact that he can’t deal with people expecting him to find someone, and if he’s always a soldier they won’t expect that of him. 

aro ace Steve setting up a twitter at Tony’s behest, and starts talking with people and answering their questions. He really likes being able to communicate with people, and share his own views on America and fix the idea that people seem to have of him holding all these conservative views. 

aro ace Steve migrating to tumblr as a way to see more of the world and understand more about society and pop culture. While he’s scrolling through his ‘dash’, he comes across a list of words about orientations and genders. He reads through the entire thing, finding it incredibly useful, but then his entire world jerks to a stop when he sees the words aromantic and asexual.

aro ace Steve feeling something just click, and finally learning that he’s not broken, there are other people like him, other people who don’t love and lust like everyone else seems to. Finally Steve feels like he belongs in this romantic and sexual world. 

aro ace Steve posting a picture of the aromantic and asexual flags on his twitter, and when people figure out what they mean, the media blows up. He gets many people calling him a robot, saying that the serum broke something inside of him, or that he just hasn’t tried anything like that yet. But when he reads messages from people thanking him for coming out, for giving them an icon, a person to look at and think if Captain America isn’t broken then maybe I’m not broken either. 

aro ace Steve going on talk shows and stuff to try and explain it, but mostly gets people telling him he’s confused or asking about Peggy. He still does it though, trying to help people understand that some people just don’t feel romantic or sexual attraction, and it’s perfectly normal. Eventually things die down though, people either just deciding to ignore it or thinking it was some publicity stunt. 

aro ace Steve going to his first pride in NYC wearing green, black, grey, white, and purple, and causing another uproar, and helping others accept who they are. Some people still don’t understand, but others are learning, and he’s getting hundreds of messages on twitter thanking him for giving them courage. 

Aro Ace Steve being mostly accepted by SHIELD and the Avengers. Some of them don’t understand (Tony) but they don’t care about it either so it’s all fine. Natasha does stop trying to set him up though, which he is thankful for. 

Aro Ace Steve Rogers!

[judesstfrancis]

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[asexualrogers]

ASDJKL:F YOU LIKE THE IDEA OF ACE!STEVE TOO? AAAAH. i'm sorry for screaming (no i'm not ehehe) but THIS IS EXCITING!!!! steve rogers is asexual and the world needs to know. HI.

asexual steve is the headcanon to end all headcanons and i will not see it any other way

[generalorgaanaa]

biromantic asexual steve is so important to me too a;sdlkgj i'll never let go of this headcanon. everrrrrrrr. ("what are you waiting for" "the right partner" /cough)

Oh god, me neither - now that I have found it I will never let anyone take the biromantic asexual steve headcanon away from me, not ever