Self Restraint (Jay Park Smut)
Requested
Admin: Zion
POV: First (female x male)
Genre: Smut (soft and passionate)
I stole a glance at Jay, who was diligently working. I wasn’t sure what he was doing, but it was most likely the same thing he had been doing for the past few hours. Occasionally his phone rang and he would answer it and speak in a slightly frustrated voice. He didn’t like being interrupted while he was working, it slowed him down.
I sighed and closed my laptop. I couldn’t work when my mind was only focused on him. We had agreed to not touch each other until he had finished his work and I had finished typing up a divorce agreement.
“Babe, what’s wrong?” He looked at me for the first time that day and was no longer typing.
“I can’t focus on my work with you sitting so close to me.”
“I’m all the way across the room. Do you miss me that much?” He smirked and batted his eyelashes at you. “I knew I was pretty but I never thought that I could drive you so crazy.”
“Oh, please. Give me a break,” I huffed and started to head toward my office.
“You know, Minsik has been nagging me about us going on a double date with him and his girlfriend. I can text him and tell him that tonight would work.” He had already grabbed out his phone, ready for me to agree.
“Sure. That sounds great. We haven’t been on a date in a while.” With that, I left to complete at least some work.
I applied the finishing touches to my makeup and sprayed on Jay’s favorite perfume. Admittedly, I purposely looked as sexy as I could. It was wrong to try to seduce Jay, but I felt like I had no choice. If I didn’t then I would never be able to complete my work. I pulled down the long black slip dress that showed off my curves and put on black heels.
I took my time walking down the stairs so as to not trip and completely ruin the mood I was trying to aim for. I reached the end of the stairs and looked around for Jay. He was busy buttoning up a white dress shirt. He shrugged on a blazer and turned to me. A crooked grin appeared as his eyes scanned me. I blushed and rubbed my arm, momentarily averting my gaze from his.
“You look...stunning,” He said. “We should get going. I don’t want them to think we stood them up.” His eyes lingered on my partly exposed chest before he opened the door and escorted me to the car.
The date had been filled with laughter and helped me to forget the frustration I had built up in me. After constantly seeing Minsik and his girlfriend flirt with each other, Jay and I had decided that one night of harmless flirting wouldn’t hurt, but once we had gotten into the car, we realized that the tension between us had only intensified.
I kicked off my heels and left them next to the door. I walked up the stairs, aching to take a shower and get into clean clothes. I rummaged through my drawers to find my favorite pair of shorts. Slim hands slowly rubbed circles on my hips and Jay mouthed a trail down the side of my neck to my upper arm.
“You looked so sexy tonight, baby,” He said huskily.
“I thought we agreed not to touch each other?” I said, letting a touch of bitterness leak into my voice.
“Don’t play with me. I know you want me. I can tell by the way you’ve been acting and what you’re wearing. You know this dress drives me crazy.”
He gently turned me around to face him and kissed me. I helplessly melted against him and kissed him back. The kiss deepened quickly and his hands began to explore my body. He broke away to catch his breath and his fingers pushed down the thin straps of my dress. I let it fall to the floor and hooked my fingers into the waist of his pants, pulling him with me until we fell onto the bed.
My hands fumbled with the buttons of his shirt until it was finally unbuttoned. I pushed the shirt off of his shoulders and he tossed it behind him. He took his time kissing and gently sucking all over my neck and chest. He reluctantly got up to quickly discard of his underwear and pants and was immediately back on top of me. I arched my back to allow him space to take off my bra and underwear.
He hovered over me and ran his fingers down my side as he stared at my now bare figure. My fingertips traced his tattoos and made their way to his startlingly handsome face.
“You’re so beautiful,” He breathed.
His eyes were wide and bright with lust. Blood rose in my cheeks and I smiled sheepishly. I pulled him back down and kissed him, his tongue roaming my mouth. I sucked on his tongue and earn a muffled moan from him. He shifted his weight and slipped a finger into me. While his fingers were busy pumping in and out of me, he left butterfly kisses along my collarbone and his lips found their way to my breasts. He took one of my nipples into his mouth and sucked delicately. I tangled one of my hands into his hair and the other gripped the back of his neck.
He pulled his fingers out of me and sucked them clean. I whimpered weakly at the sudden emptiness. He caught me in another kiss as he slipped his erect member into my core, rocking his hips. His hand cupped the back of my thigh as he began to thrust. My moans filled the room when his thrusts quicken and deepen.
I sucked on the vein in his neck in an attempt to suffocate the moans that kept coming from me. His thrusts grew sloppy and his breathing became rapid, signaling that he was close to his climax.
“Baby, cum for me,” He panted.
He rubbed my clit desperately, pushing me to my orgasm. I gave a final, loud series of moans as my walls tightened around him. He grunted as he came. His thrusts slowed to a stop and he collapsed beside me. I rested my head on the crook of his shoulder and raked my fingers through his hair, some of which was plastered onto his forehead.
“I don’t think we should make that agreement again,” I said before kissing his chest.
“Why not? I think it was a great idea,” He laughed and held me closer to him.