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picrewed [ can i say that ] my freaks

#order is teddy jasper allen foster #i never meant to allen to be that cute . i drew him like that once and then was like “that’s him oh my god”#foster’a [silas’s] hair is usually in a long low ponytail in the back but there was no long ponytail option so we ball #i also need to redo jaspers hair . i looked back and there was a better option for her [ i did these last night ]#teddy leary #jasper harvey #allen hunt #silas foster

my cult yaoi 💓💓💓

#i need to add them . to the pinned post #i’m gonna start tagging them #allen hunt #silas foster

im thinking about allen right nowww (excuse how stupid the things im going to say here are going to be) when teddy killed him do you think he was scared or content . like did he expect foster/god to come help him in some way and did he feel let down/abandoned when nobody came . would he view it as god letting him down or realizing that he was being manipulated or would he be so far into it at this point that he would doubt that he did enough for foster and it was his fault . or did he accept it . did he have so much faith that he let himself go , entirely and completely believing that he would be saved somehow . especially considering how teddy was the one person he was trying to convert the most , did he view specifically teddy killing him as a failure on his part / him failing foster . he makes me normal

if you dont have all of this figured out yet you can treat these like rhetorical questions + mb gang 🙏 i like thinking about him

ohhhh fuck this is a really good question bro you’re cooking . he would definitely be so deep in that up until the end he would believe that he would be saved . he was in wayyyy too deep to even have doubts that foster at some point was going to come and save him. he probably prayed a lot while dying that someone would come and save him also . i think he overall just lets himself go believing that he would be saved or at least go to heaven. for the part about like failing foster he would definitely feel like he failed xem. he would blame himself for the entire situation [which a decent amount is arguably his fault but a lot of stuff he couldn’t control, he never really wanted to get in this deep . he just wanted to find his purpose in life . that’s a different debate for another time ] but yea he overall dies thinking that he failed foster . i’m sorry if this is weirdly answered i tried my best to be clear with what’s going on in my brain

#mediation sessions #allen hunt