Cyril and Lillian DePaul. TO ME.

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Cyril and Lillian DePaul. TO ME.
is there a stitch in your heart as there is in mine?
questionably competent blonde spy and his fabulous paramour who is definitely not madly in love with him (I am normal about them)
tired of overly competent teenage protagonists? get ready for gay middle aged men who are SO bad at their jobs
Queer book haul!!
I went book thrifting yesterday and picked up all these books! Can't wait to read them!!
YA contemporary
Let's Talk About Love - Claire Kann
Black ace FMC, Japanese-American LI, MF romance
Stay Gold - Tobly McSmith
Trans MMC, cis FMC, MF romance
We Are Okay - Nina LaCour
Sapphic MC
Exploration of grief
Fantasy
The Brilliant Death - Amy Rose Capetta (YA)
Nonbinary MC, genderfluid LI, all latine cast
Book one of a duology
Teo is a mafia don's daughter, who uses her magic to turn her family's enemies into decorative objects. When her father is poisoned, she must travel to the capital disguised as a boy in order to save his life.
Infinity Son - Adam Silvera (YA)
Gay rep
Book one of the Infinity Cycle trilogy
Urban fantasy
Two brothers live in a world filled with specters who violently steal the essence of magical creatures.
The Sunbearer Trials - Aiden Thomas (YA)
Trans boy MC, all latine cast, MM rivals to lovers romance
Book one of The Sunbearer Duology
Every decade, ten semidioses are selected to compete in the Sunbearer Trials, where the loser will be sacrificed to Sol. When Teo is unexpectedly chosen, he will have to compete against more powerful opponents in order to survive.
Amberlough - Lara Elena Donnelly (Adult)
MLM
Book one of The Amberlough Dossier trilogy
Le Carré meets Cabaret in this debut spy thriller as a gay double-agent schemes to protect his smuggler lover during the rise of a fascist government coup
YA Horror
These Fleeting Shadows - Kate Alice Marshall
Sapphic MC
Haunted house story
In order to receive her inheritance, including her ancestral home Harrowstone Hall, Helen must live on the grounds of Harrowstone for one full year or be left with nothing.
Blood Countess - Lana Popović
Sapphic MC
First book of the Lady Slayers series
Toxic lesbian vampires???
Anna works as a scullery maid for the Countess Elizabeth Báthory but is elevated to the position of chambermaid when Elizabeth takes a liking to her. And then the murders
Historical romance
Something Fabulous - Alexis Hall
Demisexual MC, MM romance
Grumpy x sunshine
A delightfully witty romance featuring a reserved duke who’s betrothed to one twin and hopelessly enamoured of the other.
sorry for being insane. as if its my fault.
finished Amnesty. can i get a welfare check. on my self
straight up going to get into spoilers because there is no other way to talk about this. it took me a while to get to Amristice after finishing Amberlough because id heard things get different after the first book. and yeah, it was a different setting, but the characters were still there. the stakes were still high. there was still glam and violence and pain and espionage. and Aristide. still kicking. somewhere under a layer of thick sadness and alcoholism.
Amnesty, however, was a shock? im still in shock. first of all, how slow and dull it had all become. the monotony of lillian's life as an imperfect wife and mother. i hadnt expected any kind of followup to her story after Armistice was frankly unsure of this... slow, beige crawl for the entire first half of the story. it was hard to care about her campaigning and meetings and the future of a city just beginning to thaw. after all the fighting has ended. after aristide and cyril's renunion happened in chapter fucking three. while their painful, stifled gravtitational orbit was tearing me to shreds with every scrap of interaction. the way i had to linger, and reread every single word they said to each other. it was hard to be peeled away from that just to be subjected to another scene about lillian and jinadh's cold marriage.
but ari? and cyril? older and colder and sicker and and sadder and alive? despite everything? it made me sick. it made me feel so sick in the head. it made me want to scream and never stop. i dont know what i was expecting, how i envisioned them to possibly fit into each others lives again but it wasnt that, and YET what else could it have been? what else, but this? and from the halfway point to the end i was a goner. screaming in my head with mounting intensity. staring off into the distance. hoping. hoping. watching in horror as i got closer and closer to the end and everything kept going wrong and when they finally, finally................... it was better, than i could have imagined. it was everything and more. and now im sniffling face down in the bed because literally the only thing they have left is each other and it took everything, everything, just to get that. and a red sand beach
btw if anyone wants a callum nova dupe but who is infinitely times better i have just the man. (no it’s not andrew minyard). it’s cyril depaul from the amberlough series (which is my fav series of all time)!!! he’s blond, rich, stupid, a genius, totally in love, and he actually has an incredibly satisfying character arc!!! he’s everything i wanted from callum. pls stan cyril depaul with me, there are like zero amberlough fans out there
Lies came to him easily. The truth was much, much harder.