Apr 11
pretty often at 11pm or so I'll get hit by this wave of sadness/regret/existential feelings and then I'll very sensibly go to bed because that's what you do with 11pm feelings. and they're gone by the morning.
but the thing is I would like to not experience them now.
#my nonsense#I think bc there's no time left to do things in the day which makes me feel bad about all the things I did not do with the time I had#and then I'm like. let's extrapolate this to my entire life.#what if you're never good at the things you want to be good at bc you are too tired to practice them?#anyways. BED.