something i love considering is once steve and billy start dating pretty seriously and theres just small milestones that freak steve out like the first time he blows billy; totally fine, hes pretty alright for his first time, he does it, its pretty smooth but the first time billy blows steve? steve freaks out and pushes him off and pulls billy up and presses his forehead into billys and apologizes a million times and is holding back tears bc hes embarassed that this? is freaking him out
and the first time they spend the night together, like spending the night, totally fine, nothing weird but seeing billy in his shirt for the first time? hes gotta like leave the room and calm down bc its somehow too much
and the first time they fuck, again steves good but then they shower together and steves getting overwhelmed and has to hop out early
like the big important scary milestones, steve breezes through, cool as a cucumber, but those small weird ones fuck him up and i think steve would try to be open and communicate about this stuff but hes also embarassed that hes freaking out about such stupid stuff! like hes been blown before, he doesnt know why seeing a guy sucking his cock freaks him out? hes seen girls wear his shirts before, why us billy any different? hes showered with someone else before why is still so weird?
and billy kinda laughs about it bc hes like its bc its gay, you were getting ready for the big gay stuff that youve never done before but you werent getting ready for the old things to be gay
and steves just like blushing and apologizing for it while billys just like baby stop its fine! and kisses his face all over which just makes steve blush a little bit more
