Dec 8, 2024
only my mom has the incredible talent of yelling at me for hours and then again berate me for crying abt it like- atp i dont know what she even expects me to do.
#rant alert#idk but she yells at me over the pettiest things#and expect me to not say anything#and most of the time i am silent#but theres a limit to which i can silently swallow insults#but if i say anything#or raise my voice even a little bit-#it is the biggest offence of all time#or leave it-#if i just stay inside my room with my door closed#even that isnt accepted#what is she even trying to do??#rant about how i do nothing#how useless i am#how ungrateful#how she shouldnt expect anything from me#how selfish i am#and maybe i am all of these things#atp even i dont know..#ughhh this is sooo horrible#i just wanna get out of here#i just want to be alone#i dont want people poking into everything i am doing#judge everything i am doing#i just want to be left to myself#is that too much??