An update on the Painting Series
I hope every one who finds this post is in good health and safe surroundings. I know that this year has been a stressful, painful, tumultuous time for most everyone. In comparison to the many systematic, social, medical, and economical tragedies and problems we each currently face, J.K. Rowling’s bigoted remarks are small and unimportant.
Nevertheless, her transphobia has shocked, pained, and caused millions of fans to reassess their attachment to Rowling’s work. Make no mistake, Rowling has made many problematic remarks in the past and this is not the first time she has hurt people, or harnessed the painful history and efforts of marginalized groups to strengthen her own narrative.
It’s just that when Rowling did this in the past, fans of her work managed to rebound by making the fan space and fan culture more inclusive, better developed, and more magical than Rowling managed to. This time, from what I have looked into, it seems that it is more challenging to reclaim these stories.
When J K Rowling made transphobic comments in June, I was eager to write fan fiction in the Harry Potter universe because I wanted to create the things within that world I had wanted to see. As a non binary writer, I was compelled to show other Harry Potter fans that belong under the trans* umbrella that I was willing to connect to them, as I am sure, many fan fic authors are.
As J K Rowling has doubled down on her bigotry in recent weeks I’ve had some of this confidence slapped out of me. I recognize that her viewpoints are likely coming from a place of fear, past trauma, and radicalization- but that does not excuse her actions, particularly after so many authors, institutions, and actors close to her chose to speak against her words. I was surprised to have it affect me so much, because I do not consider myself the biggest fan of Harry Potter or anything- but I just kept worrying about how trans fans were going to be affected by this.
So now I am conflicted- do I keep writing this story? I know that I’d been posting at the beginning of the month, and now have missed early September. I have most of the third chapter written, but I just started to question whether or not its really responsible to continue. I don’t know if I am helping or hurting.
I think for each fan, especially if you belong to the LGBTQIA+ spectrum, whether to forsake or reclaim Harry Potter is a decision each person must make for themselves. Do not tell trans* fans what to do.
That said- I’m writing this because I am asking for opinions- whether you’ve read this fic so far and have enjoyed it, or you’re within this fandom and are willing to give me your thoughts.
Thanks! xxx