Jealousy combined with the fear of rejection is a diabolical combination

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Jealousy combined with the fear of rejection is a diabolical combination
Running out of queue so adding some of my own stuff I think applies. this is AvPD coded to me
I have avpd with some schizoid traits. For some reason people always come to me for advice or comfort. I do admit I can have empathy and compassion though. I don’t judge or discriminate, I’m good helping people I guess , so maybe that the reason.. it just gets to be a lot . I become the main person people go to for advice and venting. It gets to the point where i feel like my time isn’t my own anymore, and im burnt out.
i feel trapped in an endless cycle, i always end up ruining something good i have going on
it’s humiliating to be so ugly to the point you can’t even casually hold a conversation with someone let alone a relationship. whether it be romantic or platonic, my statement still stands. i feel guilty when i interact with people.
i should not be alive for being ugly
ASPD + AvPD culture is getting angry when people vent because it's just so annoying and makes them look so worthless to you, despite knowing that you're just as neurotic as they are, if not moreso.
ASPD Culture is
> does something
> feels as if im not doing good enough
> gets frustrated and overwhelmed with not doing good enough
> feels as if ive failed
> gets depressive
> avoids everyone
> feels as if im not enough because i cant keep active ontact
> gets depressive
> avoids everyone
> gets depressive because i've avoided everyone
> gets depressive
> avoids everyone
> avpd