#b1a4ever

[mukbangongchan]

rewatched some of our B1A4 videos.. couldn’t help but to feel sad.. I miss them huhuhu can't wait for that day.. for their very first comeback as three.. new music.. new vibe.. B1A4EVER forever love you

[banacafe]

Listening and thinking about all the memories I had with H.O.T, I'm so sad that I spent many years being angry at Kangta and Heejun (just finished listening to "You and I" and "Together Forever," and I'm a compete mess). I'm upset at myself for allowing that to overshadow the good memories I had with them. This is the reason why I am not angry at Bayoung. I know that staying mad isn't going to bring B1A4 back, so I'm just here waiting--waiting for a time when the members can forgive each other. That might take years or even decades, but never give up on them.

I know sometimes we can't help but feel angry and betrayed, and I'm sure the members feel that way too. But when I saw Woohyuk walking through that door on Infinite Challenge, the members broke into tears and cried. I knew they were sorry to each other and to their fans. To hold anger among each other, I'm pretty sure it was so hard for them to say sorry. And I brought this moment up because we can see the members were relieved and couldn't believe "reuniting" was happening. They didn't even need to say anything, but their reactions and tears meant a thousand words.

Personally, it took me 6 to 7 years to finally stop being angry at Kangta and Heejun. The time JTL had their Guerilla Concert out in the cold and cried about the separation, it reminded me so muuuuuuuchhhhh of A3 crying at the Fan meeting last year. I was very upset how Kangta and Heejun didn't step up for them. I kept blaming them for JTL's suffering and saying that they were selfish. But I noticed that no matter how angry I was, the only person I'm more upset with is myself because I blamed them for my sorrow. Me being angry at them is me giving up on H.O.T. I now know that the main reason I was angry because the separation reminded me of my parents' divorce. I thought that life was all about perfection and happiness, but the split reminded me how your love ones can leave you. Just because H.O.T couldn't live up to what I saw as perfect and something that cannot be broken, I wanted to point fingers. As I grew older, I've come to realize that nothing lasts forever. All those angry years I had are now forgiven and put behind. In a time like this, there is no room for anger and grudges (because I've already done that to H.O.T). With hope, we can slowly heal the broken. Let's all love, have patience, support them, forgive them, and hope.

Forever White Angel and BANA ❤

[banafoxiejeyn]

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Dahil dito, naeexcite na ako mag elevator araw araw sa office.. hahahaha imaginin ko si fox yung sasalubong sakin.. huhuhuhu #myfeelsWillExplode 😭😭😭😍❤💘 363DaysBeforeCameback ba un? Asdfghjkl aus lang kahit 1 year, ang mahalaga magkakasama at buo padin kayo and getting More stronger 👊 #B1A4ever

[banafoxiejeyn]

Dahil dito, naeexcite na ako mag elevator araw araw sa office.. hahahaha imaginin ko si fox yung sasalubong sakin.. huhuhuhu #myfeelsWillExplode 😭😭😭😍❤💘 363DaysBeforeCameback ba un? Asdfghjkl aus lang kahit 1 year, ang mahalaga magkakasama at buo padin kayo and getting More stronger 👊 #B1A4ever

[ginil0311e-blog]

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[cringe-prince-blog]

EDIT | “we will always fly together, B1A4 and BANA...”