#bad soul

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- Bill!Sans by Hwamyong

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Workshop of the Zavattari - Saint John the Baptist and Saint Michael. Detail. 1440 - 1480

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bad soul

i started it

i suggested we have a break, we break up then ,we talked ,we agreed at first go wait on me, ill fix my self kind of agreement 

then it became we should not talk and just don’t hope we’ll comeback to each others arms

then i cant do it then i keep begging her 

then i agreed 

maybe shell like me if i did 

but she didn’t comeback,

then i from time to time messages her, 

she replies tho we agreed not to, 

i tell her i love her so much,

it never fades, 

she says i love you too

then the last one was 

when i had enough of dragging and confusion, 

she said she’ll gonna meet me and we talk then 

she cancelled she was busy.

she said shes gonna do it next week. 

then its already that week 

no replies then i chatted her

and she said she cant anymore 

and that’s when i blew up

i couldn’t contain everything.

 i was so hurt 

i feel like i’ have been toyed all along 

i wish her to feel all the pain in the world or ten times more,

or just feel what i entirely felt, 

i told her i hate her, 

i told her to go and fuck herself 

and i told her that i wish to never cross paths with her again

but deep down all of it was the opposite

i know words was hurtful

and at the height of my anger i said i said it all

i know she’s already hurtful and i hurt her more

no one deserves that kind of words,even if they hurt me so much

i am a bad soul aren’t i?

a bad soul, not a great loss

not the great love i thought i was for her

not the cure of her sadness but the source of it.

i’m sorry i failed as a person, 

i’m sorry i failed as a lover,

i’m sorry for ruining you

you can blame me all you want

you can curse me, wish me dead

cause i am a bad soul

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Bad Soul doodles

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Post-it doodles from work.

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Various other doodles