Apr 19, 2017
i have been awake since 3am… it is now 11pm…
i could go to sleep… OR i could start properly writing this monster of an au…..
>.>
#me stuff#look. 1k turned into 3k pretty fast. and that wasn't even properly written out fic.#if i start writing the damn jeremwood coffeeshop fahc au fic#it will BECOME a monster. even if it isn't right now. it will be.#it could so so easily be 20k+#so like#starting is terrifying#but i have not been this inspired to write in so long#i wanna start it buuut again i've been awake for 20 hours#and the reason i woke up at 3am is because i had fallen asleep at 4pm#because i had stayed up the entire night before#because i woke up at 5pm#because i didn't sleep until 8am...#you get the point my sleep schedule is fucked lol#THERE IS ALSO#the fact that i have prompts#that i said i would fill#this week.#that are just sitting. in my inbox. waiting.#and IF I START WRITING THIS AU.#I. WILL. NEVER. STOP.#(or at least never get around to those poor prompts.)#writing dilemmas *jazz hands*