For You
The first time I saw your selfies I was instantly smitten. That never really happened to me before. Just looking at someone and immediately thinking “I’d really like to get to know them.” I didn’t crush on people like that. Then you came along with your pretty blue eyes, cool colored hair, and your dorky facial expressions and I was just like FUCK.
And it wasn’t just the way you looked. It was your silly posts and tags and the fact that you’re a writer that really added to my attraction to you. I still think you being a writer is the coolest thing ever.
But I didn’t wanna act on my crush on you. Mainly because of the distance. I’ve never done that before. Also because I wasn’t in a good place. I didn’t feel worthy of pursuing anyone and I didn’t think I’d be good enough for you. So I stayed back and admired you from afar with a hope of maybe one day.
Then that one day came. I liked you a lot and I told myself that I couldn’t be afraid to try. You never know, ya know? So we started talking. And talking and talking and before I knew it I was rushing home to reply to you or staying up super late because I never wanted to say goodbye.
And here we are now. We’ve been together for almost seven months and it’s the happiest I’ve ever been. I didn’t think I could ever be this happy and it’s all because of you. Falling in love with you is the best thing to ever happen to me.
You’re an amazing and supportive girlfriend. You’re always there when I need you and always make me laugh when all I wanna do is cry. You make me feel good about myself. You were the first person to ever call me beautiful. You make me feel loved and wanted and just cared for and I can never thank you enough for all the great things you’ve brought into my life.
It hurts having to be away from you after getting to spend an incredible week together but I know that one day we won’t have to be apart again. You’re my one and my future and I love you so much.
