//the perfect guide to romanticizing heartbreak
cry in the shower.
wail like a banshee —
deafening, guttural.
but not loud enough
to drown out
the background music.
your life is still a movie.
you must perform.
boil yourself in sun-hot water.
make sure the mirror fogs up,
so you don't have to
look at what you've become.
sit in your room at 3:17 a.m.
the glowing laptop screen is moonlight.
with shaking hands,
type out your grief.
unleash your sorrows
like a merciless flood.
then pause,
press backspace,
and replace it all with:
“i’m fine.”
become the epitome of heartbreak.
smudge your mascara with purpose.
smear your lipstick—
violently—
in a way he never dared to.
burn your toast
and call it symbolism.
chop off your hair,
and call it transformation.
break,
but make yourself art.
once darkness descends
upon morgue-pure skies,
listen to old voicemails.
call them love songs,
confessions.
find meaning in silence.
read subtext in blank pages.
find undertones in conversations
that only happened
inside your wrecked head.
it’s just like weaving poetry
out of your drab, colourless life.
you’ve done it a million times.
you can do it again.
the wounds of the heart
need neither salve,
nor barrier.
but always remember —
to bleed pretty,
to bleed quietly,
to bleed in lowercase.