#brain damaged jim

[jimzuccofromit]

I see a lot of Mormor angst with brain damaged Jim, but why isn't it touched on more with Sheriarty? It would be far more heart wrenching for Sherlock to finally accept Jim as his equal only to have him destroy his own intellectual gifts right in front of him. Imagine how badly it would tear Jim up knowing he'll never be at Sherlock's level again and that he's probably turned out to be a huge disappointment.

[jimzuccofromit]

Sherlock visiting brain damaged Jim at the hospital sometimes to tell him about his latest cases. At first it's because it helps to talk them over with someone like he used to with John, but then he starts to do it because it's nice to see how relaxed Jim gets when he's there, enjoying his company and getting to exercise his mind rather than focusing on his inability to perform simple tasks easily now and becoming frustrated.

[luminaatti]

AU where Jim shot himself in the roof, but didn't die. He was lucky enough to survive, but he got serious brain damage and forget who he was. He was all alone, until Sebastian found him in a hospital, not believing who he was at first, but then realised who he was. He was heartbroken, because they were married and he really thought he died. After that, Sebastian has tried his best to make Jim believe, but he has kept him safe as well. Of course he missed old Jim, but the new one was so sweet and happy. Sometimes Jim would wake up from nightmares about his past and Sebastian would always there.

Sometimes Jim would act like old Jim, get random anger attacks and end up forgetting what he was doing. Sometimes he would end up reminding old Jim way to much, what would cause the Tiger to burst into tears and Jim would always ask what's wrong, but Sebastian never answers. He just hugs Jim and whispers "I love you" and Jim would never understand why. 

[jimzuccofromit]

mormor romantic/fluffy headcanon?

Every evening like clockwork, Jim pleads with Sebastian to go to the park and watch the stars, even if Sebastian has told him they have other things to do. It never seems to stick. When they do go however, Sebastian handles getting the food and blankets to keep warm and off the dirty ground and lets Jim try to get himself dressed in clothes other than his now customary pajamas, although he usually gets stuck in his shirt and starts to cry quietly, then Sebastian will take over that as well. Sebastian carries everything on the walk over and Jim hangs onto his arm, smiling sweetly as they walk. Sometimes if it seems like Jim is too hyperactive to be still and admire the sky, Sebastian will swaddle him so he can’t move and force him to lay close, ignoring his squirming in favor of imagining that it’s Moriarty beside him. Other times Jim is more relaxed and he will cuddle into Sebastian’s side, purring as his hair is pet just like Moriarty used to do but without the threat of him lashing out if he’s stroked one too many times like a cat. In those moments Sebastian feels content, the wind making the leaves on the trees rustle like the sound of rain and expanse of the universe above them making him lose all sense of direction.

[jimzuccofromit]

☠ + ✿ + mormor please uwu

☠ - angry/violent headcanon

✿ - sex headcanon

Since Jim shot himself, he hasn’t been the same. His eyes have become dimmer, his expression relaxed and innocent, completely unlike the Moriarty that Sebastian loved. Sebastian thinks that maybe he could grow to love this Jim, with time, but it’s difficult right now to look at that face and recognize that he’s not as wickedly brilliant as he should be. Jim is a poor substitute, like a really big star that burned itself out and ended up a black dwarf, or something like that. Moriarty used to talk about astronomy, he’d have corrected Sebastian for his stupid remarks.

Sebastian had always had a temper. Moriarty had always known how to fight back when it boiled over, but while Sebastian tried his hardest to take care of doe-eyed Jim with the pretty smile and childish hand gestures, sometimes he just couldn’t control himself. Sometimes he just needed to lash out with his fists and leave the bleeding man curled up on the floor petting the hair where his metal plate had been put in for comfort. Other times Sebastian just needed a warm body beneath his own to sink into at a leisurely pace and Jim didn’t resist, instead just looking confused and bit frightened by the pain as Sebastian eased in. He couldn’t really understand why his strong Sebby, the person who protected him always, would hurt him too, but he wanted to make Sebby smile and he only did when Jim played along and smiled back. Sometimes Sebastian wanted both, to bend the little thing over a table and ram into him until he was spent, then rain punches down on him like it might fix what Moriarty had done.

In the end, Sebastian usually found Jim hiding in some room, not even clever enough to clean himself up, and guided him into the bathroom to apply bandages and wash away the mess, kissing cuts to make him giggle and blush. He could grow to love this Jim one day, but for now when he sees that face he can only think of Moriarty smugly cursing him to a life with the wrong version of himself.

[mormuerta]

I just really need distracting right now. Anyone want to RP?

[mormoressentials]

Collection of short stories AUTHOR: nixiesaurus RATING: NC-17

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