The Lord is my strength and my reason for singing. He saved me! - Psalm 118:14 (ERV) Yes God, Yes! I can only point to you when people say I'm doing this well. I'm staying positive and full of hope against a brain cancer death-sentence because you have saved me! Sure my body will die, that was always gonna happen someday, but you alone know the hour and the day. It has always been so. So why do I sing? Why do I smile? Why am I still out there loving people, trying to make a difference? How am I staying so footloose and fancy free with a cloud looming that may leave my wife a widow and my six kids fatherless? Because of you God! It's really all right here in this same chapter: Praise the Lord because he is good! His faithful love will last forever! You people worshiping the Lord, say it: “His faithful love will last forever!” I was in trouble, so I called to the Lord for help. The Lord answered and made me free. The Lord is with me, so I will not be afraid. Psalm118:1,4-6a (ERV) That's it God! My soul has been set free and I had 36 years before diagnosis to learn and experience your faithful love. It's been there for me in every up, every down 🎢! Even in seasons when I tried to sabotage myself with selfish sinful behavior, your love was there and rescued me. It's true! We call for help when in trouble and you answer with freedom. Freedom from the fears of the future, freedom from regret over the past, freedom from fighting and struggling alone. You are WITH me. Not watching from above with criticism and judgement; but in the trenches WITH me, making me strong, filling me with hope and most importantly your abundant love! You ARE with me God. I am not afraid 💪🏻. You are my strength, my reason for singing, you save me 🙌💙. . Hasthags: #prayerjournal #meditation #bible #surf #surfing #longboarding #hope #youtuber #bucketlistliving #braintumorlife (at Imperial Beach, California)















