#brokenfriendship

[greyaugustuspoetry]

learned my lesson.

I came out barely breathing

and you came out just fine.

I guess four years of agony

gave me a lesson I had to learn

[ccaramel-macchiatoo]

Almost 2 years ago I decided to ‘went missing.’ I changed my phone numbers, leaving only my social media active to see if anyone noticed or reached out to me. Only few hours after that, a close friend that I made when I worked at a bakery sent out messages on Facebook. She texted me saying that she noticed that the messages she sent on WhatsApp were left unresponded with only one tick. She immediately went on Facebook to see if I could receive her messages and asked for my new phone number. I gave it to her right away. We’ve only been friends for nearly a year.

Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months and months, months turned into almost 2 years. Nobody reached out to me. I deactivated my Facebook after two months of no notifications whatsoever.

To be truthful, I was disappointed. I had a group of best friends of 8 years and none of them checking up on me. I don’t block them on social media and they have few ways to reach out even if I did. They have my instagram, my mom’s and sister’s phone number and my girlfriend’s phone number and instagram. They could’ve reach out but they didn’t. I don’t think they ever noticed that I’ve changed my number. At this point I thought that even if I died, they won’t ever know. Even on my birthday, I don’t received any DM. So I accepted my fate and moved on.

The reason why I decided to ‘went missing,’ was because I was tired. I felt left out. I won’t get any messages unless I texted them first. Sometimes they took days to reply. I mean, I get it. We’re becoming adults with responsibilities. We get busy, I truly get it. But just a simple, “can’t talk right now,” message is enough than no response at all.

Insecurities get the best of me. I leave before they left me. So I ‘went missing,’ and only reached out to people that are reaching out.

They reached out yesterday. With only one message— “the girls missed you.” Missed me? How long will their ‘missing me’ lasts this time? Few hours? Couple of days till they decided they don’t miss me anymore? Is that all my worth to them?

Am I being selfish? Immature?

But 8 years of friendship and almost 2 years not noticing my absence kinda hurt a lot.

[aquavenus12]

The Heartbreak

I knew it was coming, and it still hurt badly.

[poetrybyn1yah]

I’m non-existant to you unless you want something from me that I can’t offer.

[dimmedsunlight]

friendships dissolve like sugar in water.

slowly at first..not even giving a hint of the distance forming b/w us.

then slowly with time..it all dissolves into the water into nothingness just leaving behind the sweetness. the sweetness of the friendship that we shared.

and if the situation becomes heated..we dissolve even more quickly drivinf us even apart.

and i think this is so preposterous.

all that's left is bleak pain with the sugary drops of the memories here and there. </3

[magicalbabe]

Who says only lovers break our hearts? Friends have that talent too! Whenever you start trusting a person with your whole heart there comes a point when they leave or we should leave. Every time one of my closest friends left my side I shattered but I believed in the goodness of this universe so I trusted again and again but the same thing happened and thus now, I have decided to be my own best friend.

[marvelgirl7]

His True Gold

Masterlist

Lance Tucker Masterlist

Summary:

Best friends turned lovers till Lance’s fame got the best of him. You haven’t spoken or seen him in 5 years. Your life moved on you didn’t need Lance Tucker you were fine on your own. Now Lance is back and there was nothing you could do about that. You just hoped he never found out your little secret.

Prologue

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, 

Chapter 7, Chapter 8, Chapter 9

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One Shots:

My One Regret

Coffee Shop

Bad Dreams

[istilldonotwanttobeknown]

Slowly your chat head is descending to the bottom. Then I'll delete the whole thing and forget about your existence.