#brook rambles

[gogoseabrook]

Hi...again

So.

It's been a while. 5 years, or close enough.

If you know me, you know what happened and why I disappeared. And I love you all so so much.

For those that don't...well it's a long, and frankly rather depressing story. But it boils down to this:

When I started this blog, I wanted it to be my happy place. A place where I could be positive and happy and make other people feel happy too. And, for a long time, I didn't feel I could do that.

Now...I don't feel quite the same.

I'm not as completely positive as I used to be. But I'm learning to be okay with that. Life is hard, and sometimes you've just got to be negative for a while. And I'm learning that letting the people you love see that sad bit isn't just burdening them, it's letting them care about you.

I feel ready to make this blog mine again. It's still going to be my happy place - there are too many amazing people I know through here to not be my happy place - but it's going to be more realistic. More honest, about the good and the bad, even if I hope it's mostly the former.

I don't have the same interests I used to. I am still determined to finish all those fics, and all the commitments I have made, and then...who knows? That's going to be part of the fun, I think.

So hey.

Tl;dr: I'm back.

[epicmarshmallow]

You can't tell me that 'As Long As You're Mine' from Wicked isn't just so Jegulus.

Reggie as Elphaba

James as Fiyero

"Kiss me too fiercely

Hold me too tight

I need help believing

You're with me tonight

My wildest dreamings

Could not foresee

Lying beside you

With you wanting me"

Regulus doesn't understand how someone as sweet and lovely as James can want him but god if he's not going to hold on for dear life.

"And if it turns out

It's over too fast

I'll make every last moment last

As long as you're mine"

He's going to cherish every second because he knows all too well how fast good things go away.

"Maybe I'm brainless

Maybe I'm wise

But you've got me seeing

Through different eyes

Somehow I've fallen

Under your spell

And somehow I'm feeling

It's up that I fell"

James isn't some dumb Quidditch jock by any means but his brains are always what people see him for. He's also a massive sap and falls hard and fast. He never thought it would be for his best friend's death eater brother but here he is. Under his spell.

"I'll wake up my body

And make up for lost time

Say there's no future

For us as a pair

And though I may know

I don't care"

They both know how this is going to end and it's not going to go well but they don't care while they're laying in each others arms. When they're both so warm and full of love. They can dream about a future where they belong.

[bluee-birb]

Currently thinking about how much I ADORE this hand movement that Madoka does to Homura and how she subtly pulls Homura closer to her. Gay people

[broccli-soup]

kris get the shitpost

[brooklynbroke13]

Hello Taylor 💛

I just wanted to make this post and give you a little update on my life, not that you know who I am 😅

My name is Brooklyn and I am 21 years old. I am going into my senior year of college for a Bachelors in Business Management. I live with my parents, brother, cat, and two dogs in NM.

I’ve been a hardcore fan of yours since around the speak now era but I’ve known your music since elementary school. I remember hearing Teardrops on My Guitar for the first time and thinking whoever wrote it was an absolute genius. Then I heard You Belong With me on the radio and was blown away again. I’ve truly grown up with you and I couldn’t be prouder of who I picked to look up to because of your intelligence, grace, humor, and music of course. I was finally able to attend a show of yours on the reputation tour and it was the most magical thing I’ve ever experienced. I was at opening night in Glendale with my mom and then the US closing night in Dallas with my friends. I’ve met so many people online because of you and I can’t wait to meet so many more on the next tour. This era is going to be a special one I know it.

I look forward to seeing you on the Lover tour and hearing what you’ve been working on, I know it’ll be genuine, magical, and beautiful 💗 @taylorswift

[theatresweetheart]

Get to Know Me Better

rules: tag people you’d like to get to know better

tagged by: @nonsensicalstranger (Thanks for tagging me friend, these are fun!)

tagging: @hiddendreamer67 @tall-cute-boy @the-little-shoebox and anyone else! 

Favorite color: Red. Crimson red is my favourite. But, I also love the colour of the sky when it fades into night. Top 3 Favorite Ships: Top three ships? Woo boy. I mean, the only ships I currently have at the moment are all Sanders Sides related because that’s literally all I’ve been writing so. Here nerds, take my top three ships for that fandom: Analogical, Prinxiety and Logicality, (but literally any of them make me soft, no joke.) So, um, you can probably tell what my latest obsession has been rip Lipstick or Chapstick: Lipstick is something I wear more often than not. Though, it’s usually pale pinks and light reds, but sometimes I go ham and I end up with purple or dark red. Last Song: Sweet but Psycho by Ava Max. I’ve had it on repeat while I’m writing tbh. Last Movie: The Road to Eldorado.

Currently Reading: Both The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings. I’m kind of bouncing back and forth between them (since I’ve read them both already.)

[amynelson-support-groups]

hello hello! i started a peebles blog recently and i just wanted to say that your blog has been a huge inspiration to me, i follow what you post all the time because amy makes my heart so happy and you always provide the best pictures. do you have any advice for an amy blogger starting out like me?

this ask honestly made my freaking day. tysm, and I hope your week is going good so far!! it means so much to me that my little blog was an inspiration!! I checked out your blog a bit and overall I really like what you got going on. be sure to use tags, though!! they’re what really put your content out there for other people to find! also (and this is a mistake I made in the beginning) don’t be afraid to reblog other people’s things! it’s such a great thing to do for the blog as well as your followers!! that’s all I have to say, but I wish you luck!! 💛

[bluee-birb]

Just found this render of Her™️. Don’t talk to me