note; friendly valentine's day with randomly selected TWST, BSD characters (might be ooc) — gender unspecified reader, implied to be crushing on you 👀 (VERY late valentine's day post uhhhhhhhh).
ace trapolla mocks you at first when he spots the heart shaped box of chocolates in your hands, saying the receiver must be a poor soul to be given a gift from you. he sputters and goes quiet when you say yeah. its a shame, since you were going to give them to him. but you guess you can't no more, and that you'll eat them yourself instead. you try to retract the gift away but he's quick to grab them back and go back on his words; almost desperate and flustered yet not really admitting his feelings. however, ace's expression almost drops when you say you like him as a friend but he keeps the stupid grin and says the same with a cracked voice, his heart aching a bit for wanting more than that.
the retainer of malleus draconia stares at the chocolates you held like you just presented the dragon-fae's head to him. sebek zigvolt was so silent you truly thought his soul just dissipated right then and there, the normally punctual & loud-mouthed sebek absent this very moment. when you call his name, he stutters some jumbled words before his body moves on its own to reach out and shakily grasp the wrapped box with careful consideration. he shouts his acceptance but deflates when you cheer about him being your valentine friend. though you don't hear his grumbles, sebek still accepts the gift with flushed ears & neck, even when he hugs it so tightly to his chest when you jokingly tried to take it back.
the blue-flame haired guy gawks at you. ever so silent, as if waiting for you to drop the “act” and laugh at his face for hoping such a thing would happen. you don't and wait patiently for the dude to accept the damn chocolates. ortho shroud eventually snaps idia shroud out of his daze, telling his older brother his heart rate is rising rapidly while also urging him to take the chance to accept the gift, a similar wrapped package of sweets in the younger brother’s grasp (probably ‘cause you also gave him one so he won't be left out). red-faced and all, he accepts the chocolates and when you tell the third year he and ortho are such great friends to you & that you gave them the chocolates as a sign of your affection, idia almost- no, he just dead ass faints. leaving you and ortho to panic and try to resolve the situation on your own.
the armed detective agency's white tiger ability user, atsushi nakajima, chokes harshly when you present your gift of affection to him. your words go one ear out the other as he holds the box in his trembling hands, gaping, head empty of words to say, and his eyes probably about to water up. though, however, his ears catch the you giving him the gift in a friend like way — not in a romantic manner — the poor boy somehow almost trips on his two feet but atsushi thanks you for the gift anyway. scratching the back of his head, he apologizes for not getting you one but he promises to certainly get you one back, regardless if you say so or not.
sigma is initially confused when given the sweets but flushes a bit when you tell him about the holiday. he thanks you for the gift, though his mind spirals about giving you chocolates back but you reassure him he doesn't have to and that he is your good friend. sigma feels an aching feeling in his chest when you refer to him as your friend, other than that, he's grateful for the present.
quick a/n - hai everyone! I myself am Russian, an intj, a violist (viola player) and a figure skater, so ill be hinting at the music and sports stuff throughout this
js a quick heads-up as well, this has mentions of EDs but only once and kind of rigid thought process.
Girldad!Fyodor will definitely have his daughter learn Russian as her first language, then English, Japanese and probably Mandarin Chinese since it's another major language
Girldad!Fyodor would for SURE have his daughter play a musical instrument. Maybe violin so they can do duets. Maybe viola, maybe piano. But for sure will do music of some sort
No social media/online distractions until about 14/15 years old. Otherwise, Girldad!Fyodor would just teach coding.
For sports, I really do think that Girldad!Fyodor would put his daughter into an artistic sport like rhythmic gymnastics, gymnastics, classical ballet, or figure skating, which are very common sports for girls in Russia. But on top of that, maybe he would also make her do some sort of self defense.
Girldad!Fyodor would be a listening father. A soft but direct one. I really don't think he would be an abusive, yelling father. He would be very sarcastic and make wry jokes, but never intentionally put down his own daughter.
Girldad!Fyodor would for sure do either homeschooling or send his daughter to private school, no doubting that. He would want the highest education for his own child; no criminal mastermind would want a child who doesn't know the basics or even advanced of fields to be their child.
Girldad!Fyodor would have a 'you do it or not' mindset for his daughter. Back to sports, if his daughter needs ONE day off from her activities, sure. But otherwise, what would be the point of doing it if you don't want it? But injuries and severe eating disorders mean immediate medical care.
When Girldad!Fyodor is fighting the ADA and PM, he would for sure have his daughter hidden either with his wife or live in a small apartment or house in maybe Switzerland, Siberia, or Romania/Moldova. Just some places.
Girldad!Fyodor will spam songs/composers like the Chopin Nocturnes, Tchaikovsky, and Shostakovich 24/7. Like, no denying that. For songs with words, he would most definitely play Миллион Алых роз (Pronounciation-Million Alih Ros Translation- Million scarlet Roses), Zoya Yashchenko, Mark Bernes, Anna German, and Josef Kozbon. He seems like the type of person who would listen to calm nostalgic modern music.
When it comes to shopping, Girldad!Fyodor would definitely get his daughter what she needs. And for the things she wants, she has to explain why and for what reason. Then if it seems logical, he'll get her it.
post a/n - I hope that u enjoyed this and liked the song linksss. tell me in the comments ur favs!
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Okay so I wrote this at 2am and I'll probably come back to edit and clean it up and maybe add more to it at a later date... But think of this as something Chuuya and Dazai did back in their skk days as like a small side quest, let the kids play
"So why do the gloves work?" Shitty dazai's face was very neutral, not blank but not entirely open.
"Why the hell do you want to know?"
"Because Chuuya always wears them but even when we're kidnapped and they take them away from you, you're fine. So how do they help you?"
They were driving downtown closer to the supremist base, Dazai sniffed it out and considered them stupid enough to be taken down after their boss died, they were a cult and usually if cult leaders died either their followers... Well... Followed or they set off on a revenge mission, and Dazai liked making Mori walk on his toes.
Chuuya's gloves creaked on the steering wheel, "well it's kinda like a buffer right?"
Dazai leaned his head on Chuuya's shoulder, "like how you also put you hands in your pockets even with the gloves?"
"Yeah, think of it like, my hands touch something and I become aware of that thing completely, where it breaks how it is secure and it's gravitational pull on me and everything around it.
"Sometimes it's easier just to not have all that in my head, so I keep my hands covered in my pockets. So I have to make the conscious choice to reach out for things with my ability through my own gravitational pull on the earth and the things around me."
"What are you magnetic?"
"We all are mackerel, we are all made of mass, and with that mass we have an effect on other forms with mass. Cause the earth is so fucking big it's mass kinda... Idk it overrides our own mass so that our gravity is kinda negligible when compared to the earths gravity."
Chuuya could feel dazai's eye on the side of his face, Dazai had completely leaned across the arm rest and was making Chuuya's arm slowly start to fall asleep where it held onto the stick.
"Sit the fuck down, I'm turning up here."
Dazai proceeded to crawl into Chuuya's lap.
"So my dog doesn't like when his head is loud?"
Chuuya barely slowed as he took a sharp turn deeper into downtown nearing the run down apartment complex the weird ass cult hosted themselves in.
He had to move his right arm from under the ass that was trying to cut off its circulation with its sharp bones.
"Well the more noise that's in my head the more I have to work to focus on the actual situation around me, think of it like wearing headphones, you usually play music you like but this fucking fish keeps adding shitty electro garbage into your playlist so now you have to stop and pull your phone out to change it. "
"I think you lost your point chibi."
"No what I'm saying is, you have to completely halt what you were doing, you have to think, that fucking shitty dead fish changed my awesome playlist and now I have to find where he mixed in shit with my gold."
"You definitely lost the point."
For more context I took a physics class 2 years ago and was kinda shit at it, so don't take what I say as law
I may be almost late but I saw a thing and couldn’t not write something
So uh
Take this very short, very silly BSD writing for April Fools :)
(Pretty sure April Fools is more of an American ‘holiday’ but let me have fun XD)
“DAZAI!” Kunikida shouted so loudly that Yosano poked her head out of her office on her rolling chair. Kunikida spotted her and stormed over, “Where is that bandaged freak?!” Yosano looked down at his hand and had to swallow down a laugh, both his notebook and his pen were glued to his fingers.
“He got you too?” She asked with as straight of a face as she could manage.
“Oh no, what’d he do to you?” He asked.
“You wanna see?” She rolled back and pushed the door open.
“What the hell?” He exclaimed when he saw the inside of the room. All of Yosano’s knives, scalpels, syringes, and bottles had been taped to the ceiling.
“I’ve been trying to get them off,” She said, gesturing to a pile of assorted items on her desk, "But they’re stuck up there good.”
“Has he gotten everybody?” Kunikida asked cautiously.
“I think so, he somehow managed to print and replace all of Atsushi’s paperwork in German, all of Kyouka’s draws were filled with fake rats, All the screws from Kenji’s chair were taken out so it fell apart when he sat on it, Junichirou’s computer was playing California Girls for twenty minutes before he finally figured out how to turn it off, he hid all of Ranpo’s candy around the office, of course, it didn’t take long for him to find it, and he even hid a recorder in the President’s office that randomly played cat noises.”
Kunikida sat listening to all this with his mouth hung open.
“That little— where is he?!” He exclaimed, whipping around.
“That’s the thing, he’s done all of this but no one has seen him all morning.” Yosano replied.
“What?!” He asked, exasperated. She simply shrugged.
“He is a terrifying man.” She said.
“The one day I come in late because I had actual things to do this morning.”
“Just so happens the one day you decided to show up late was April Fools. If I were him, I wouldn’t come to work today.” She added with a murmur.
“It doesn’t matter if he comes in today or two weeks from now, I’m going to strangle him!”
Chuuya finished brewing his coffee in one of the Port Mafia break rooms. He mixed in a pinch of sugar with a spoon and took a sip of the steaming drink. As soon as the taste hit his mouth, his face twisted and he nearly spit out the drink, swallowing it like it physically hurt him.
“What the fuck?!” He exclaimed, coughing.
“Chuuya?” Higuchi called from where she was sitting, “What happened?”
“Why does it taste like that?! It’s fucking sour!” He explained, squinting at his cup.
“Sour?” She questioned.
“Yeah, like someone put limes in it or something!” He opened the pot of boiling water, it looked and smelt normal.
“Mine tastes fine,” She said with a raised brow. Chuuya picked up the bag of coffee beans and examined that too,
“What—? Someone put fucking lime juice in the coffe beans!” He announced.
“What? Why? You’re the only one who uses those beans.” She pointed out.
“I don’t—” He paused, seeing the corner of a piece of paper inside the bag. He pulled in out and read the neat handwriting on it:
‘April Fools, Slug ;)’
“Why that little— DAZAI!” He shouted, crumbling the note in his hand.
It's a deep night in my town, and I have no sleep, so I just thinking about soukoku (I miss them so much), and also I'm a fan of medieval themes of fanfics. What if...
Osamu is the crown prince of a small kingdom, an incredibly attractive young man with a sharp mind, a naturally born leader and tactician who is preparing to take his place on the throne after his parents, but inside the palace he is more known as a wild, carefree person with a frivolous expression that constantly joking and singing, and flirting with beautiful court women.
The King and Queen are his parents, supportive and wise in this universe, but they are often obliged to put their son in his place (they know that Osamu is just messing around). Osamu's father often turns to his son for advice if he needs to make a serious decision. If their opinions do not coincide, the king rethinks his decision once again. His son's intelligence has never let them down, thanks to him the kingdom is in blossom.
So when Osamu turns 20, they decide to finally abdicate the throne and fully entrust him with the management of the kingdom.
However, every king needs a queen.
To the north of them another powerful kingdom is placed, known for its ancient dynasty of exclusively red-haired rulers. The current king is the young and ardent Nakahara Chuuya. Outside of his kingdom's territory, the legend is told that, just like all his predecessors, he has hair red like a flame, and his eyes are sapphires; bright, and piercing. Chuuya is only 20 years, but already a skilled fighter, and thanks to his knowledge of the art of war, the kingdom confidently occupies more and more territories without any significant rebellion. They have strong troops at their disposal, so forming a long-term alliance or even a wedlock would be an optimal solution to survive future wars.
King Dazai sends an invitation to Chuuya, and when he accepts and visits their palace, Osamu is... not thrilled. The legends about his appearance did not lie: graceful facial features, red hair and crystal blue eyes, calm and studying; a proud posture, expensive red and black clothes are tangled on his athletic body, but…
Instead of greetings and honors, the prince, after looking at Chuuya for a few seconds, shamelessly bursts into laughter. While the king is trying to restrain his son, Osamu quickly flies off his seat, runs toward the guest and these two converge in a verbal altercation. The hall is ringing with loud swearing and insults, Dazai has to bend down to shout at Nakahara, and Chuuya's heavenly eyes seemed to have turned into burning coals, and their faces are so close they can almost touch each other's tips of their noses. After that ridiculous scene, Chuuya, with the dignity of a true king, withstands Osamu's insults about his low stature, grabs him by the collar and pushes him away. With wide eyes full of confusion and a frozen crooked smile on his face, Dazai finally stops calling him a slug, then obediently returns to his parents to receive a slap in the face from his disappointed mother.
Well, it looks like marriage is not in sight. However, Chuuya nobly accepts the king's sincere apologies and gives him another chance to fix everything and form a military alliance. Osamu doesn't say anything else: his head is lowered, his eyes are closed with fluffy brown hair, but that sly smile is flickering among the strands. A plan was forming in his mind, the pieces of it spinning like tiny gears with barely perceptible clicking sounds.
He started hating this lad from the first sight, but his parents obviously didn't appreciate what he did. Well, he'll have to fix everything and accept the challenge, and just in a few months this tiny slug will become his spouse, as they wanted (and not because he's finally found something that truly captivates his interest after all those tiresome princesses and princes that were presented to him, definitely not)
While Chuuya was escorted back to his chambers, those present at this peculiar royal gathering were overcome with a sense of disgrace and an unwavering impression that these two, who had just encountered each other for the first time, already appeared to be best friends.
i have returned from the abyss. Please send in requests!! I miss writing and want to come back to BSD especially after all the craziness in the latest chapters
Credits to @kisara-16 because she basically co-wrote this through our conversations about Dazai. Seriously, these headcanons wouldn't look like this without her amazing insight on Dazai!
sfw
-Instant love is not an option when it comes to Dazai. He can think you're pretty when he first lays his eyes on you, and he can be impressed and admire certain qualities, but he's not going to fall in love that easily. Falling in love requires vulnerability and indirectly the acceptance of a possible loss. No, a slow burn sounds more right.
-Building up trust is the key to getting Dazai vulnerable. You're going to have to prove that you won't leave him. It's not an easy task as Dazai will make you face many challenges, like calling you up in the middle of the night because he's "too drunk" to walk home from the bar yet you're chasing him around the entire city up till dawn.
-However, there are more things needed to win over Dazai's heart. Little things over a long span of time, to be more precise. Dazai is a stranger yet attracted to sincerity and kindness, so a combination of these two things would pull his heartstrings.
-Imagine Dazai sitting at his desk and suddenly you put a can of crab on it. He's confused, but then you explain how you rarely see him eat at the ADA. When Dazai asks you why you chose a can of crab, you answer that he once tried to convince Kunikida to buy it for him with the promise he'd finish that long overdue paperwork. Dazai would be so surprised if someone, you, paid attention to him and remembered a detail from an interaction that didn't even involve you. (Credits to Kisara for this scenario!)
-Dazai would be oblivious to his crush on you at first, may it be because he's scared or the foreignness of the emotion. When Dazai does realize he has feelings for you, he tries to distance himself. As Dazai said, everything he wants is lost the minute he obtains it. He can't afford to add another wound to an already scarred heart. It's crucial to be consistent and prove you're not willing to leave, and that you desire to live.
-You'll have to confess first. Although Dazai easily picks up on other people's emotions and knows how to manipulate them, he has trouble handling his own. Vulnerability is something Dazai fears and that includes opening up about his feelings to you. He would wait until you make the first move.
-If you're scared though, don't worry! Dazai picked up on your crush on him as well as your struggle to confess. He'll tease you until you're convinced he needs to have some interest in you. Imagine being in the ADA kitchen and Dazai pops up behind you. His front is pressed against your back while he's trying to grab something that so accidentally happens to be at your coffee maker. "Don't mind me," he whispers softly into your ear. He could grab it much faster but why wouldn't he take his sweet time? After all, it's so cute how your body reacts to his close presence. And who knows, maybe it makes you confess sooner.
-When you do confess, Dazai might act light-heartened about it. "Oh, Belladonna, I knew you'd fall for my charms eventually! What about a lovely double suicide for our first date?" But don't let it fool you. He's excited yet nervous that you asked him out. He just needs to hide it for the both of you.
-You might also need to kiss him first. Dazai will turn it into a challenge to see how long you can resist kissing him. Imagine Dazai catching you looking at his lips. You turn your head the second you notice Dazai caught onto you, but then his slender fingers grab your chin, turning your head back to him. His eyes lock with yours, the air is filled with want... and then he lets go, focusing on whatever you were doing. The longer you wait for him to kiss you, the more seriously Dazai takes the challenge.
-Dazai's kisses are usually playful and teasing. He knows what makes you stand on the tip of your toes for more. One of the cuter things is when he taps on your shoulder only to appear on the opposite side to kiss your cheek.
-The PDA will be very clownery. Not sure if I wrote something similar for another post, but: If Dazai wants to cuddle with you at the ADA, he's going to drag you to the couch whining like a child needy for attention. It's all to hide that he craves your touch. Physical touch is an intimate action for Dazai as he rarely lets someone that close into his personal space and when he touches someone, it's rarely to show affection. Such an intimate action is something Dazai prefers to hide from his co-workers and strangers, so the way he goes around it is by using his desire for your touch to strengthen his reputation as a lazy clown.
-Nevertheless, there are going to be intimate, hidden touches throughout the day. He'll lightly bump into you at the copy machine. He'll then place his hands on your shoulders as if to steady you and innocently smiles "Sorry, can't have you falling for me again, sugar cube!" Or when nobody is watching and he delicately caresses your lower back for a split second. And perhaps the times your shoulders brush slightly aren't as accidental as they appear to be.
-Physical touch is more intimate when you're in one of your dorms, though. It's where Dazai doesn't have to worry about appearing soft or vulnerable. He loves it when you play with his hair, although it'd be an unfamiliar sensation at first. He'd relax so much if you made him lay his head in your lap while you do your skin-care routine on him. When you fill him in on everything that's going on in your mind while touching his skin aka giving him personal attention... He could never get tired of it.
-Dazai's favorite love language to receive is physical touch. He's so touch-starved, especially with the layers of bandages decorating his skin. It's going to take a long time before Dazai feels at ease and safe enough to remove the bandages around you, though. It's not something he's going to be comfortable with doing at the start of your relationship. Honestly, a lot of things that require even a bit of vulnerability turn into slow burns with Dazai. Even holding hands is a huge milestone that feels intimate to him. You really need to have patience and while you sometimes have to push him outside of his comfort zone or take the initiative, you cannot be too pushy either.
-Once Dazai agrees to remove his bandages, be extra tender with him. Kiss him softly and gently remove the bandages around his neck. Instead of staring at his skin and making him feel self-conscious, start placing kisses on his neck and then slowly trail down to the exposed part of his neck, leaving hickeys at places you couldn't before. Don't immediately let Dazai remove all his bandages. Take it step by step. Leave days between them. You don't have to remove his shield in one go.
-Dazai doesn't often initiate dates as he's rather easy in that aspect. It's not to say that he never takes you out, though! What Dazai values most on dates is the proximity of you and the memories that are being made. When Dazai wants to go on a date, they're rather spontaneous and unpredictable. One minute you're working and before you know it, he makes you chase him to a park. A fun date idea could be escape rooms! Of course, Dazai is smart enough to escape within five minutes, but he enjoys the proximity of it. He'll have already figured out where the key is, but why would he say it? Not only does that make you leave the room sooner, but he finds your cute dedication to escape it endearing. Dazai would also really like cafe or bar dates, but he also wouldn't say no to a date filled with surprises (if you manage to be sneaky enough to surprise him, that is).
-Dazai takes care of you from the shadows. He's a tsundere. So when he does an act of service, it's hard to tell it's him. For example, let's say you're very tired. When Atsushi is ready to grab a cup of coffee from the cafe, Dazai randomly brings up how tired you've looked all day. Next thing you know, Atsushi brings you a cup of coffee.
-Dazai isn't the one to get jealous easily, but oh does he taste it when somebody else thinks they can wrap you around their fingers when you're already wrapped around his. Softly said, it's not appreciated. It's hard to tell when Dazai is jealous, but he does get extra clingy and starts making it obvious that you belong to him. They're looking at your hair? Oops, Dazai is brushing it behind your ear. They're looking at your cheek? Dazai kisses it. They're trying to make a conversation with you? Dazai is answering all the questions in the most annoying way. They try to stand closer to you? Dazai has an arm around your waist, pressing you against him.
-When you need a hug for comfort, Dazai will make a remark on how clingy you are. But when you want to pull away, he hugs you even tighter and doesn't let go until he feels your heart rate go back to its usual tempo.
-Dazai prefers to sleep next to you. It doesn't necessarily helps him fall asleep (although it does make him feel more relaxed) but Dazai enjoys to have you in his arms, listening to your steady heartbeat and breathing, feel your warmth, and loves to have you close even though you're sleeping. It makes the night a bit more bearable and less lonely.
-Dazai isn't very used to praise, and if he does, then it usually doesn't mean anything to him. He knows he's smart. He's aware people perceive him as handsome. Nothing new. However, he'd secretly get flustered when it's you who praises him. It's the way you praise him with such sincerity and admiration without expecting anything back that makes the blood want to rush to his cheeks. Dazai knows how to smoothly hide his face, although you can still catch a tiny hint of him being flustered if the praise comes so unexpectedly.
-He's not always going to believe your praise, sadly. Not because Dazai doesn't trust you, but because Dazai doesn't believe himself to be a good human. So, whenever you praise him for being kind or beautiful, he's hesitant to internally accept it.
-Dazai calls you cringy pet names in public + Belladonna, but in the safety of your dorms he calls you "love" and "dear." All credits to Kisara and I'm still fangirling over how accurate this feels: "Sweet angel princess Belladonna, would you possibly... reconsider my double suicide offer?"
-Self-care does not come natural to Dazai. He is a pro in neglecting himself, so it is important that you motivate him in taking care of himself. Dazai will whine about how he does not want to shower only for him to do a full 180 turn when you offer to shower together. He clings to his can of crab, claiming it is all he need, only to change his mind once you make a delicious homemade meal (emphasis on you because there is something about knowing you made it that makes the food more enticing).
-To be fair, there are downsides to dating Dazai that you have to deal with. His acts of service often isn't noticeable, he has trouble opening up and sharing what is happening inside his head, and he requires patience on many surfaces. There are times he is as ungraspable as the wind. However;
-If there's one thing Dazai considers most important then it's your life. He has lost too many and he's not ready to lose you, too. So, it's almost a given that Dazai feels protective of you. He wouldn't let anyone harm you and if someone does... Well, that automatically makes them Dazai's enemy and we know what saying goes around. If you actually once get seriously hurt on a mission, it's going to keep Dazai up for the next couple of nights. Sure, the Agency has Yosano and she fixed you up like a pro, but still. What would've happened if they got you to Yosano too late? Especially if you got hurt in Dazai's plan, he'd beat himself up. Either way, he's going to feel like he should have predicted it. He praises himself for his intelligence but couldn't even use it to keep his love safe? Pathetic. Dazai is going to find it endearing though if you decide to stay up with him even though you're basically falling asleep on his shoulder.
nsfw (mdni)
-As I mentioned before, holding hands is already going to be a huge achievement, so I don't think you will sleep together very soon in the relationship.
-This man is unmotivated to do anything until we're talking about how many orgasms he can get out of you. Dazai is both a fan of overstimulation and edging. He will edge you for what feels like hours on end to then go full out without hitting the brakes because "Wasn't that what you were begging me for, my Bella?"
-I am not saying Dazai has a praise kink but he is going to be flustered the first few times you praise him during (oral) sex. Imagine moaning his name in the middle of the act and Dazai, the tease that he is, asks "Yes, love?" "Mhm, you are doing so good, Osamu." Instantly, Dazai's pace stutters and slows down as he lets the words sink in. "Is that so?" he replies before muttering to himself "Better live up to the expectations then." Good luck walking the next day, you will need it.
-He probably has been praised before when pleasuring other women but it never did matter as much to him as your praise does.
-I don't think Dazai is that much into degradation. I can't see him wanting to degrade someone he deeply cares about; the closest you will get him to degradation is when he teases how desperate you are for him. However, if you are into it, he will degrade you more because he knows it serves the purpose of pleasuring you.
-Dazai is going to be soft and gentle the first time you will do it. He is self-aware enough to know the times he has been cruel, so he feels extra motivated to do this right. If it is your actual first time, Dazai is more scared of hurting you and feels more pressure to make this time as memorable and pleasurable as possible. He will prep you extra well, entering you slowly while observing every sign that tells him you are hurting, and he will take all the time in the world before he starts moving in and out. During all of that, he coos lovely words that comfort you and distract you from the pain.
-Dazai is a switch with a preference to dom. It will take a while before he takes the role of the sub. When he does, make sure to be gentle with him.
-At the start, Dazai prefers to give. He barely prioritizes himself, so he doesn't make a huge deal out of being on the receiving end. It is quite the opposite: Dazai is aware he does not show love easily and this is a skill he is confident in to show you how devoted he is to you. Yet, a new world opened to Dazai when he realized how good this feels with you. The difference between before and now is the emotions and attachment he feels towards you, which increases his pleasure during such intimate acts. Soon, Dazai will want to drown in the pleasure that you give him and crave more of it like a selfish man.
-Dazai is a pro with his mouth and fingers. Not only that, but he mastered the art of sensuality. He understands roughness, speed, and impatience are not everything. He knows how to make your body tremble with the unbearable slow trace of a single finger against your bare skin, the intimacy of an intense gaze, and the tone of his voice when he tells you all the things that will you crave more of him.
