A vhope au with Ceo Jung Hoseok and Idol Kim Taehyung 🩶⛓️
📝 : unrequited love(?) english isn't my first language soo yea, angst [little bit or maybe more hehe] ENJOY!!
Comments, reblogs, blaze are very much appreciated<3
"I wish I knew better than to keep myself waiting for your message" Taehyung said, a look of sadness painted on his beautiful face; something that Hoseok has grown to love.
"I am sorry sweetheart, it wasn't intentional. You know how busy things can be" Hoseok replied, trying to hold taehyung's hand but the man was tired. Oh so tired.
Taehyung pulled his hand back, a defensive yet vulnerable stance taking over his body. Pain, anger and most of all sadness was written all over his face.
His heart clenched, angry at himself but never angry at his baby boy. He couldn't say anything, he wanted to but it felt like as if he can't make up any words.
"takl to me taehyungie, please" he said, no... he pleaded. Voice laced with agony and hurt. It is hurting him, clawing at his heart but he felt helpless. Felt broken.
"what do you want me to say Hyung?, we have gone over this again and again. Different days but same conversation" he whispered, he wanted to scream. Wanted to scream at his lover, question him about WHY; just why this is happening to them but he couldn't.
He wanted to scream at Hoseok but it felt like he was tongue tied, with the overwhelming emotions.
"I am sorry, I wish I knew how to fix it. I hate seeing you this way, I HATE SEEING US THIS WAY" Hoseok murmured, his eyes glistening with tears.
His eyes, the eyes that taehyung absolutely love. Those eyes, the eyes that he always want to light up with happiness were now filled with tears; tears that he caused? Oh the question stabbed him like a knife in his chest.
"stop crying hyung, please" he whispered, reaching out to Hoseok. Trying to hold him close.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Nothing is working out. I know you're tired of it all. I know I've made you wait for such a long time. I know how suffocating it has been for you. I'm so sorry my baby boy" Hoseok cried out, head nestled between the juncture of taehyung's neck and shoulder,body racking with sobs of agony and sadness.
"no no please don't apologise hyungie please, stop" taehyung replied, hugging hoseok close to him; keeping him warm in his embrace as he gently pats his back. Placing feather light kisses on the crown of his head.
"look at me, please just look at me for once hobi" taehyung said, a pleading voice leaving his throat.
"I know you're trying, I know you're tired too and I am so sorry for not looking at this situation from your perspective. I have been very selfish and I am so sorry for that honey" taehyung said, tears rolling down his eyes and crying with his lover.
"no tae, please don't apologise. I hate seeing you crying, hate seeing you blaming yourself for everything. I promise I'll do everything in my power to make this situation better, just please trust me this one time" hoseok responded, looking at taehyung with eyes full of determination and love.
"I know you'll, love" taehyung whispered, caressing hobi's face with his knuckle. Pulling him closer and wrapping him up tightly in his arms.
"it's hard you know, I always used to wonder when this will come to an end but it feels like a never ending fight" taehyung continued in a hard voice as if he was devoid of all the emotions.
It was scary, it scares hobi; scares because he knows where this might be going.
"I understand, I really do and I am sorry again for putting you in this position. All these years I know, the one thing that you wish for is for us to love eachother openly and to not keep our relationship hidden" hoseok replied, trying to make eye contact with taehyung.
"baby look at me please, you're scaring me taehyung" hobi voiced out, trying to make taehyung look at him.
Cradling his face in his hands, he pressed his forehead against taehyung's; tears rolling down his eyes. He knew this was it.
The promise he made, he knew he'd to fulfill it. He has hurt taehyung enough. He promised to love him and look at what he has done to the boy, to their relationship.
"stop blaming yourself,just stop" taehyung grits out. "You're not the one at fault, sometimes destiny is a f*ckin' bitch and we can't do anything to stop it from tearing apart our souls" he continued, standing up and gently pushing hoseok away from him.
"I can't stop it because I feel like a pathetic loser. All these years I have done nothing but made you feel like a you never belonged to my world when all this time; you were my world and you always will" Hoseok replied, standing straight; he can hear his heart shattering but he knew this is something that's needed to be done.
"I'll go, I'm going to stay away from you and I will stop hurting you. I know it'll kill me everyday but I'm done making you suffer because of the f*cked up conditions of my family" hoseok continued, looking at taehyung with eyes full of determination.
"I'll come back, I'll show the world who my real lover is. You, taehyung are my love; the person I want to spend my life not with the woman the people call my fiance" he reaches out, taking taehyung's hand in his own; he placed a gentle kiss on his knuckle.
"I love you baby boy, I promise to fix it all and find you" he said.
"I will miss you, I'll miss us Hoseok. So much, just the thought of staying away from you and possibly losing you is killing me already but I am going to trust you sunshine. Please make it all stop" taehyung replied , taking a step back. He heaves a sigh.
" I promise you, once all this is over; no one will try to separate us" hoseok replied, giving him a little smile.
"I love you baby boy, wait for me"
"you know I will, I love you hoseok"
