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unfollowing all stranger things tags this is now a non fandom blog as it should've been from the beginning. i want nothing to do with this fucking show anymore
Gonna starve myself so that I look good in the Diwali pictures.
So y’all remember how we figured out how Lydia levitates?
And how both Alex and Sophia will kill us?
I mean... I’m the first to go but DONT DIRECT THEM TOWARDS US HAHA
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I’m still gonna work on finding out the magics though. ILL DIE KNOWING THE TRUTH😂
Quarantine is killing me, university's summer session exams are killing me, HEAT IS KILLING ME.
I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. All I know is I did some doodles.
I'm ready for a real death wish.
how much longer until bite me? (^o^)
Ask the wormhole in my room that keeps warping time and space so I can never get anything done!!!!! Where was October!!! Where was it!!!!
The real answer: still finding that balance between writing, life, & school. I’m getting better. I haven’t done as much work on Bite Me as I’ve wanted to and I have just been desperate to get back to it. Every month so far I’ve said “this is the month”, which just tells you I am absolutely awful at gauging time, so any answer I’d give you will be inevitably wildly inaccurate. So...longer. That’s all I have for you :(
Last update.
I’m leaving tumblr, folks. I don’t enjoy being here anymore: this place has gotten too toxic and there is so much you can take. Also, I don’t think I want to keep writing anymore. I know you "write for yourself", but let's be fully honest? If we truly wanted to write for ourselves, we wouldn't share our works. We wouldn't even start a blog. I am NOT paid unlike many artists taking commissions here and it takes me days and a lot of effort to craft a story in a language that's not my own.
I have written free wlw contents for years over here hoping to make people like me rightly complaining about the lack of wlw content feel seen or at least less lonely. To give people like me what straight audience get so easily and for free: stories, representation. I thought: I can write, I can do it. Apparently I can't. At this point I don't care anymore.
Over the past year I've become progressively invisible: it's disheartening, to put it (very) mildly. It hurts to put out something you’re so proud of just to have almost no one even glance at it. It hurts to support other creators and not gain that support in return.
No, it is not worth it anymore. Life is miserable enough without adding this. I approached writing fiction with joy, now it only brings me frustration and sadness: all is left is the grim awareness of shouting into the void like a fool. Well, my throat is dry now. I quit.
I need to take time off this hellsite.
I have no idea when or if I will ever be back.
In case we don't see each other again (very likely), stay healthy and safe since Mrs Rhona is still raging and the world is a mess. Take care of yourselves and stand up for your values. Also, practice kindness if you can.
Bye, folks.
E.
P.S. To the lovely people (creators and not, you know who you are) who supported me, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your words meant more to me than you probably realised. Love you ❤
P.P.S I am not deactivating (yet, at least) not to lose all my writings since I haven’t saved them all yet.
HUH