#castiel x

[lokissuper]

Believe Me | Dean Winchester X Reader

Summary: Feelings arise during an argument with Dean.

I personally thought the hunt went well. I’m assuming Dean thought otherwise by the pissed look on his face.

We had found a small spirit case in a town just an hour away from the bunker so him and I went to go check it out. Sam had been away visiting Jody and the girls as a ‘getaway’. The hunt only took us 4 days to solve with little to no complications. One being when we were getting rid of the spirit, which resulted in me getting thrown into a wall. Dean was just overreacting but I just had some bruising, but that came with every hunt we went on. 

Walking down the steps of the bunker I hear a huff of breath from in front of me. Dean had got down the steps and put his bag on the table before turning around to me.

“What the hell was that?” He asked.

I tilted my head in confusion and took a step further, “ I have no clue what your talking about.”

“You deciding to be the hero. I don’t want you on the next few hunts.” He spoke sternly. I rolled my eyes and walked past him and placed my bag next to his. 

“I wasn’t being a hero, I was doing my job. Same as you and if you think I’m not working the next hunt then you wrong, Dean.” I responded.

Before I could walk away he had grabbed my wrist,” You didn’t follow my lead and that caused you to get hurt. So yes, that means you’re on the bench.”

“That’s not fair Dean, you get hurt all the time. Sam and I never put you in a time out. Loosen up, I’m only bruised.” I say. 

He backed up for a second and took a deep breath before speaking again, “ You’re not me, Y/n. You are not Sammy. If I get hurt it won’t damage the swing of things-” Before he could continue I cut him off.

“That is a load of crap. You always go on and on about how you should be the one to do the job, to get hurt, or risk your life just because you feel your not worth it. I’m sick of it, Dean. Your so much more then what you think, much more.” I yell out.

Dean’s eye’s widened not believing that I had just snapped at him. We sat in silence for a few moments before he actually responded.

“You don’t mean that, Y/n. We all know that you and Sammy were always going to amount to something more if you didn’t chose hunting. I don’t know what is going on with you, but you need to stop it.” 

I put my head in my hands taking a deep breath of air. I looked up at Dean and locked eyes with him, I shook my head,” No.” 

His eyebrows furrowed,” What the hell do you mean? No? What has gotten into you? You’ve never had a problem before.”

“That’s because I love you, Dean! I never had the balls to speak out earlier and your getting on my last nerve with this sulking crap.” I screamed out quickly before slapping my hand over my mouth. Dean’s jaw visibly dropped and his eyes were as big as golf balls. 

I took my hand away from my mouth, whispering,” I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” I grabbed my bag quickly and went to go turn around and make my way to my room. I wanted to lock myself in there for the rest of my life.

All of a sudden I was pulled backwards and felt his lips on mine. After the initial shock, I dropped my bag on the ground and wrapped my arms around his neck. It was amazing, our lips moving in sync and my hands scratching the back of his head, just hearing him groan into the kiss. Dean’s hands traveled to my thighs and lifted me up, placing me on the table. He continued him pecks down my neck and to my ear.

“I love you too, sweetheart. Believe me when I say your not going to walk out of here after dropping a bomb like that,” he whispered. He continued to travel down my neck after that, making his mark on me. 

I grinned bringing his face up to mine,” Is that a promise?”

xxoo

[imaginestuffs]

Lie with me- Castiel x Reader

Word count:774

Warnings: fluff, fluff, fluff.

Summary: Cas and the reader just lie together have a little confession.

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Castiel looked down at you from the top of the stairs. You're lying on your back, eyes closed and listening to music. His brows furrowed in concern as he quickly descended from the small landing. 

Dean walks by just as Cas reaches the bottom of the stairs. He sees the concern in his eyes and laughs. 

"Dean, why are you laughing? (Y/n) is just lying on the floor. Why is this funny to you?" He asks with a tilt of his head. Your ears perked up at the commotion, and you peeped one eye open. Dean was laughing his ass off and Cas had a look of extreme concern. 

You let out a giggle and stopped your music. Castiel turned to look at you and his eyes widened. 

"(Y/n), you're ok?" He asked. His voice held a small ounce of panic. You smiled at the Angel and let out a laugh. 

"Aw Cas, I'm just fine. I was only listening to my music." You said reaching a hand up and stroking his cheek.  

His eyes softened but confusion still lingers. He looks once more to Dean. "I still don't understand why you found this so humorous." He said. 

"She does this a lot. She lies on the floor to think, or just likes to take a break from the world." He explained to the blue-eyed angel.  

"Oh, ok. I guess I'll just leave you to think." Cas said before standing to his feet again. 

Dean walked away with a smile on his face. Just as Cas was about to step away you tugged on the bottom of his trench coat.  He looked down at you. 

"Yes (y/n)." He says. 

"Would you like to join me?" You asked with a hopeful glint in your eyes. He gives you a soft smile before getting onto the floor next to you. 

He was currently just sitting next to you and you were looking up at him. "Well, are you gonna lie down Angel?" You asked 

He blushed a little bit before nodding. He lied on his back and stretched his legs out. You looked at him and there he was next to you staring straight at the ceiling with his usual look of concentration and soft confusion. Your smile brightened at the sight. "Cas, you know you don't have to concentrate on thinking so much. You can just give yourself a rest and relax." You said to him, and he turned his head to look at you. Your faces were inches apart, his blue eyes wide in surprise at the proximity between you both. 

"Ok, I will try not to concentrate. But it will be difficult with you next to me." He says, you could feel his breath fan across your face. Your eyes closed at the feeling. 

"Why would I make it so difficult?" You whisper. Your (e/c) eyes scan his face for an answer. 

"I find your face to be distracting, you seem to be all I think about." He admits and your heartbeat speeds up. Your cheeks turn red and eyes grow wide. 

"You think about me?" You ask in shock. He looks at you and nods. "Yes. Quite frequently. I'm not sure why, I feel so deeply for you. I don't know what this feeling is." He explains to you. 

You let out a giggle and smile at him softly. 

"Cas... are you saying you love me?" You ask with hesitation. He furrowed his eyebrows as if he's trying to think about what to say. 

"Yes, I think I am. I love you (y/n)." He says with confidence. 

You move a tiny bit closer so your noses are touching. You carefully turn onto your side, and use your elbow to prop you up. You're slightly hovering over Cas and he turned so he was looking up at you. 

"I love you too Castiel." You said before leaning down tentatively pressing a kiss to his soft pink lips. You pull away and when you open your eyes you see that his eyes are still closed, and lips slightly parted. You smile at the sight and press one last kiss to his lips. 

He opens his eyes and looks at you with surprise and adoration. You giggle at his expression. Before settling next to him again.  A smile settled on your face, and you glance over to see a smile on the Angel's face as well. 

Suddenly you feel him move closer to you, and intertwined his fingers with yours. 

There both of you lie at the bottom of the stairs, hands laced together and smiles etched across your faces.

[luci-in-trenchcoats]

Imagine...Playing hide and go seek in the Bunker

Pairing: Cas x reader

A/N: From the depths of my drafts...

“Sammy...” Dean called out in a singsong voice. “Y/N...” You were quiet as you heard Dean’s heavy footsteps near your hiding spot in a hall closet. The light under the door was blocked out as Dean came to stop in front of it.

He paused for only a moment before continuing on down the hall. After a few more seconds, you felt Sam shift behind you, ready to make a break for home base. Slowly you twisted the handle and pulled the door open. When Dean didn’t appear in front of you, you stepped out quickly, Sam following right after.

Sam stepped past you and to your surprise, actually pushed you the direction Dean had gone.

“Sorry, Y/N. I’ve already been it,” he said loud enough for Dean to hear. Turning around, you saw Dean round the corner as Sam took off in the opposite direction. Dean gave a dangerous smile as he raised his eyebrows, crossing his arms behind his back casually.

“Hi, Y/N,” he said, carefully moving towards you. In the distance you heard Sam call out that he was safe. You took a step back and then another, Dean matching his pace with yours. “Just surrender, it’s much easier than what I have  planned for you,” he said. You gulped.

“Not my style,” you said. You broke off into a sprint, a thought coming to your head. It was only a few seconds by the time Dean rounded the corner but you were nowhere to be found.

“Y/N?” Dean said. “What...” he said to himself, knowing you should have still been in that hall. 

“Safe!” he heard you call from the library. Begrudgingly, Dean made his way there to see Sam and you sitting in a couple of chairs, feet kicked up on the table.

“We win,” said Sam, reaching across the table to give you a high-five. You returned it as Cas walked into the room.

“No way, you guys cheated somehow,” said Dean, Cas walking past him quickly and realization overcoming Dean. “I thought we said Cas was off limits! No teleporting!” said Dean, staring the angel down.

"In Y/N’s defense, she didn’t mean to pray to me, she just sort of did. She does that sometimes,” said Cas, taking a seat besides you. Your eyes were glued to the table as you felt your face heat up.

“Oh really?” said Sam and Dean at the same time, both turning to watch you. But neither you or Cas could be found.

“We really should tell them you know,” said Cas, holding onto you tightly as you took in your surroundings. A private beach it looked like. You nodded.

“I’m pretty sure they’ll have figured it out by now Mr. Subtle,” you scolded him, reaching down to interlink your hands. 

“Which is what you wanted when you prayed to me, Y/N,” he said, his warm hand rubbing circles over yours. You waited a moment, staring out into the water. “I don’t think they will be angry like you fear.”

“You’re probably right. But you might have to stop helping me cheat at hide and go seek. Dean might actually kill you over that,” you said. Cas laughed.

“Who says I only help you cheat?” said Cas, winking his eye. 

“It’s a good thing I love you,” you said, bumping your shoulder into him. 

“I love you too,” said Cas, carefully bumping you back. 

[castiels-bro]

Show Me (Part 3)

Summary:  You just wanted to see Cas’ wings and it turned into a very interesting change in your life.

Warnings: smut, wing!kink, being caught

Words: 1544

A/N: So sorry for running this late. I just couldn’t finish it. I’m still not so happy with it, so you can be sure I will write part 4 for recover and as an apology. Anyway, hope you enjoy at least a little.

Part 1 Part 2

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(gif’s not mine)

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It's been a month since that night with Castiel and for the first time in your life, you weren't worried about the fact that you hadn't talked about that. Well, Cas wasn't that type that can just fuck you and then leave, you knew him. There was some more evidences too.

Firstly, every morning your coffie was waitng, by some miracle always perfectly warm and made just the way you loved it and, more often than not, you had your breakfast made too. Boys hadn't said a thing, but they surely saw it. Well, it was hard to not see that every time you entered a room, Castiel was smiling and in seconds by your side, always sitting and standing close, sometimes his hand was on your knee or on your inner thigh, high enough to make you uncomfortable if there wasn't something in between you.

He even took care of you when you got your period. He was massaging your lower belly every time you both could be alone for even two minutes and when it ended... Well, you were just horny, but this time you wanted to take your time; you wanted him to take everything in his hands.

But there was just silence. You saw that he was checking you out more often, you even tried to look sexier than before, but he was still so composed and it was driving you crazy.

So when you had occasion to stay in the bunker with him and boys went on a case, you decided that your limit reached and you couldn't wait any longer.

The first few days was quiet. You didn't changed anything, but when he was disappearing without anything, even a look, something clicked in your mind.

The next moring you just didn't get dressed, you stayed in your underwear and did everything you were doing as your moring routine.

When you entered kitchen he was standing there making you breakfast. You smiled and hugged him from behind, he tense up and held his breath.

“Why didn't you dressed up?” he asked, slowly turning around and hugging you back.

“Why would I if I'm planning to take them off?” you gave back question and he understood it in a second, giving you a devilish grin. His hands were on your ass, then thighs and he lift you up and sat you on a kitchen top. His lips connected with yours and that was a really sweet kiss.

His lips were moving in perfect sync with yours, slowly making you even more impationt. He moved to your pulse point, his fingers on your thighs.

“Castiel, fuck me...” you breathed, not wanting to wait any longer.

“No.” he said firmly and stepped back. You just looked at him. That was not what you were expecting. Not after that kind of month. He must have seen your shock , because he licked his lips and smirked. “I want to make love to you.” he reached his hand in your direction waiting for your permission. Your heart flattered and you just couldn't stop smiling. You grabbed his hand and took him to your room, but before you could take him to the hall, he let go of your hand and came back to the stove, turned off the fire under pot and turned back to you. “What?”

“What were you cooking?” you furrowed your eyebrows at him and smiled, he offered his hand back to you and you gladly acepted it.

“I was doing cacao for you, with a fresh milk.” he said simply like it was completely normal and it kinda became normal.

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His pace was slow, but he was hitting every sensitive spot you had. His lips were everywhere, his kisses were wet but still really sweet. You had never made love before, nobody wanted this with you. Well, nobody until now. Once in a while he was asking you if that was okay and it really was. You weren't loud and rough, you both were breathing really heavy and moaning from time to time. Castiel was doing everything to keep his eyes on yours, but you saw that it was just as difficult for him as it was to you and you loved it.

You loved him and you knew it was true. You wanted to shout that you love him, but instead...

“Castiel, your wings. Now.” he submissively did it. His wings spred to its full size and you wasted no time. Your fingers were on that point that got him the last time and you started to massage it as slow as was his pace. You were in perfect sync. Both of you started moaning and now he sped up his pace, so you did the same. His head fell and he nestled in your neck. He was biting and kissing your sweet spot, but it wasn't aggressive, he just simply marked you like you were his. And you were.

You felt him squrim. Your heart flattered again and you sped your pace, and started to buck up your hips. Therefore, Castiel slowed, his moves were nonrhythmical, but powerful and he was hitting your g-spot perfectly. You just wanted to scream and...

Suddenly, the door to your room opened with loud crack and in seconds there was Dean and Sam pointing their guns at you. You hid in the sheets and under your Angel's wings so they didn't saw you. You heard the red alarm in the hall.

“Cas! What the fuck are you doing? We're under attack! Stop masturbating and find (Y/N)! Take her out of here!” shouted Dean, angry and confused. Cas' lifted his head a little and looked at brothers.

“Leave.” he said madly keeping eye contact with older Winchester, but you knew the brothers better than anyone so you just knew they won't leave. But you knew too, that there weren't any attack, it was just Cas' powers. The same thing had happened the last time his true form was close. You stuck your neck out from behind sheets and Cas' wings and looked at Sam who seemed to be really surprised. He touched Dean's shoulder and he looked at you too.

“Guys, it's just Cas” you said quietly. They saw only your eyes and fragment of your nose; you seemed even more scared to them than you had been. “We will explain later, we're safe, I promise, but, please, leave.” Both of them looked even more surprised than before, but they left, closing the door behinde them.

You and Castiel locked your eyes with each other, but it wasn't for long, because you just couldn't let go now. You needed realise and you knew he wanted it too. Your hands found its way to Cas' wings again and he re-started his slow, but perfect pace. Your lips crashed on his and you still couldn't belive that he was here with you, in you, because of you. That he loved you and he proved it.

After a dozon of so minutes you added to your moves a lot more presure and he sped up his pace and both of you climaxed, but it was different. You felt a heat growing inside you and when you saw Castiel's mouth and eyes shining agin you were pretty sure yours were doing the same. You couldn't stop smiling. Every atom of your body enjoyed that orgasm like it was a “changing-life situation”, like you were dying or borning, or every piece of your body changed.

And it changed, because when you opened your eyes again a few moments later you saw something different in Castiel. You saw him different. He got that strange blue light around his body. For a moment you thought that maybe it was just because of that light that came out of him, but another moments past and it wasn't changing.

You both were pounding and breathing heavy, not touching yourselves but being close enough. You sat up and looked at him one more time.

“How are we gonna explain them everything?” you asked him, grabing your clothes and planing to get a shower.

“We can tell them all of the story.” he shrugged, looking at you like he was seeing you for the first and last time.

“I mean... I was just guessing that it was your fault. I wasn't sure if it was your powers. The last time there was that thunder outside and...” he lift his hand up, shushing you.

“It was my fault and you have nothing to worry about. I talk to them.” he stood up and snapped his fingers; he was cleaned and dressed. He moved closer to you and kissed your forehead.”You look beautiful.” you smiled and he headed to the door.

“Castiel?” he stopped and looked at you.”You look beautiful too. Your aura is clean, you don't have to worry about it anymore.”he looked confused, but he understood what you meant. You hoped so, cause you weren't sure, you just knew it somehow.

He smiled, nodded and left. He had a mission and was really happy that he can finally say what he had in mind for a month now.

[imagine-by-susu]

Reqeust are open ;) ____________________  It could have been ended different. But it didn’t at least not for me. Fighting for what I thought would be right took a big price. Your grace and wings stolen away from the  Family you tought will alaways no matter what protect you. The only other Angels who where there for you were Gabriel and Balthazar who both died a time ago. But there was Castiel. You knew him for a very long time. Even fight with eatch other and help eatch other out. You were happy to know Castiel. Have you never met you would never get to know the Winchster Brothers. All those storyies you were told about them made you all excited to get to know them. Sometimes you would help them and Castiel out with something they needed to save the earth (again). First Sam and Dean didn’t trust you much but you showed that they could trust you with their lives. But all changed when Meteatron took your Grace and your wings. No longer Angel you were lost. Yous sank in a deep hole of darkness. When Sam and Dean found you you were a broken Human. No Family anymore, not a home to return to and than those emotions you never felt before. It was anbearable for you. Both Brothers took you back to the Bunker but your depression got worse and worse with each day. So they called a friend. Charlie was the most funny Human you had ever met. Her big smile made you smile too and her hugs woulcalm you down. You lived with her for aquite long time. She even showed you how to be Human. Teached you how and what to eat, how to shower and showed you a lot of her favourite things like books or movies. But what fascinated you the most was the Music. It brought up so many emotions but in a positive way. ‘‘I know a Song that would suit you just perfectly (Y/N) ‘‘ Charlie smiled bright and tipped the title in her computer. (Yes she even teached you how to use it. You still have much to learn about it though.) You looked onto the screen and read ‘Angel with a shotgun by The Cab’. You titled you head and looked at your redheaded friend. She just laughed and told you to listen to the song. Everything came back. All memoeries from heaven. Good and bad. But you loved it. Something that you still had to learn is that the best things in your life will be ripped away from you.

When you and Charlie had to help Sam and Dean crack a code you met Castiel again who appearntly watch over Charlie and Rowena. You huged him when you saw him again. At first he was kidn of scared. Scared that you could hate him. He is the reason why Metatron got the power to make you Human. ‘‘Cas don’t worry I’m not angry with you. I’m glad that I’m human now. Really I’M thankful’‘ that’s what you said to him and it took him by superise. He looked at Charlie who smiled knowingly and even Rowena smiled a little a the confuse Angel. Things got complicated when Chrlie run away. Castiel was panicked and you worried. I mean a big Family of Frankenstein idiots where going after her. While you tried to contact Charlie Castiel talked to Dean and unfortunaly to Sam who found out of the plan. Boy you were screwed. ‘‘Would you please jsut sit down already!’ Rowena called for the 100 th  time at you as you were passing here over and over again. ‘‘Shut up! Don’t you know how worried I’m right know?! How scared I’m to loose my best Friend?!‘‘ you screamed at the witch who just got quite. You felt a hand on your shoulder and than blue ocean eyes met (Y/E/C) coloured eyes. ‘‘(Y/N) calm down Sam and Dean will find Charlie and she will be alright.’‘ after Cas said those words to you a phone rang. You got a bad feeling. Castiels eyes were filled with sorrow as he talked to Dean on the phone. He looked up to you and that’s when you knew... Charlie will never return again.... Days passed. Than weeks. You were now staying with the Brothers in their Bunker again. It just felt like before you met Charlie. Lonliness and Darkness coverd in pure sorrow. You hateded this feelings. Sam, Dean and Castiel tried everything to get you out of the room and at least eat something. But the only noises they would hear were your crying and a Song. A Song that would always remeber you of Charlies kindess.

I’m an Angel with a Shoutgun fightin’ til the war’s won. I don’t care if heaven won’t take me back. ~

It got better. Sam dragged you out of your room when he had enough. Both him and his Brother talked to you. First angry. Than worried. Than with sadness. ‘‘You know’‘ Dean started. ‘‘Charlie was our friend too! And you know what?!’‘ he got louder and I looked up into his green eyes. ‘‘Charlie wld be so ashamed of you if she could see you right now! Do you think that’s what she wanted you to do!?’‘ I swallowed hard. ‘‘Dean!’‘ Sam said and took his brother by his arm. ‘‘No Sam. Dean is right. Being sad doesn’t bring her back. She will that we carry on with out lives’‘ with that the Winchesters knew that you finally said you goodbyes to Charlie.

(AN: Now the actual imagine I’m sorry I got carried away again ;-;) Time goes by very fast. With each day you got more used to be Human. You helped the Boys with hunts and they teached you everything they knew. You found in them your new Family. Castiel would alaways visit you and talk to you about everything. You were glad for that and you appricated it.

One day, the Boys were out on a hunt nothing to worry about just a little salt and burn, you were in the Bunker listening to Music. It became one of your hobbies. You listened to mostly everything. From Deans Metal Rock taste to Pop and  more. But recently a Song caught your attention the most. Lady Gagas song ‘Judas’. You don’t know why but you loved it. Maybe because of the bibical references in the music Video. To be honest you didn’t care at all. With headphones in your ear you heard the song on full blast. Sining and Dancing through the Bunker. I'm just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel But I'm still in love with Judas, baby I'm just a holy fool, oh, baby, it's so cruel But I'm still in love with Judas, baby

You were so focused on your moves that you didn’t saw the blue eyes in the corner of the room watching you dance and sing. Fully confused as to way you would be in love with Judas. He must admitted he felt somehting like....how Dean called it? Right! Jealousy. He stilled was confused but didn’t want to disturbst you. It was good to see you in a good mood like this. Still...Castiel won’t understand why you would prefer to be Human with all those emotions and needs a Humans has. But you found your peace in it. And if you would be happy so is Castiel. _____________________ GIFs are not mine Songs are not mine My God what just happend....I didn’t mean to do that emotional thing O_o I’m sorry Guys hope you still like it.

[imaginestuffs]

Drowsy affection- Castiel x reader

Word count: 734

Warnings: slight slight sexual references, and fluff!

Summary: Cas is human now and experiences to the need to sleep.

Gif not mine credit to owner!

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Castiel was human. He hurt, he felt, he ate, he drank, and over all he needed sleep. I don't think he ever realized how exhausting being human would be. You had been with him all day, since you live in a separate house from Sam and Dean. 

He always kisses you like he meant it, like he felt it and he did. Now when he kissed you for the first time being human... it was something else. You could feel everything more vividly. It's like every feeling was enhanced, taken up to 1,000. The way his lips moved against yours, the way he held you. Before he was human, he held you so tightly like his life depended on it. It made you feel safe and wanted, but now he held you tightly but so gently. His hands were gentle against your body, his lips moved soft, but firmly against yours. It was a whole new experience and it made you feel like your whole body was even more alive than ever. You almost cried when he pulled away, never knowing that you could ever feel more than you did with Castiel while he was an angel. Now.. with him human it melted your heart. 

He placed a kiss on your lips, pulling away slightly but you pulled him back in. Placing your lips on his, tilting your head to deepen the kiss. He let out a small moan and pulled you closer placing you on his lap and quickly flipping you onto your back. His lips then trail down your jaw to your neck. The next thing you knew you could feel his heart beat in sync with yours. 

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Your breathing began to regulate, your body still warm and a soft weight rested across your waist. You opened your eyes and were met with the oceans that are your boyfriend's eyes. He had a shy smile as he moved his arm from your waist up to rest his hand on your cheek. You smiled softly at him turning to kiss the palm of his hand, reaching up to grab it and intertwine your fingers. 

You heard him sigh, and he pulled you closer. His nose bumped yours softly and a small giggle escaped your lips. Cas' smile grew at the sound and so he continued the innocent action. When he stopped you placed a kiss to his nose. 

Somewhere in between the innocence of this afterglow castiel fell asleep. His eyes closed and his breathing was steady. His hair stuck up in different directions and his hand still holding yours. You smiled at the sight. It was your turn to watch over him as he dreamed his first dreams. 

"Cas, I've known you for years and been in love with you a few of them. I've seen you at your worst and your best. At the start you were cold and focused on this mission you so fully believed in. Too focused for even the idea of feeling. Still you made my heart flip, and my cheeks burn red. Now here you are lying next to me, legs tangled with mine and the taste of your lips on mine. You're in love, you're warm. This is you and I love you." You whispered. You squeezed  his hand lightly feeling how rough they were against yours. He always was insecure about touching you because of that. Each time you placed his hand on your face, or your leg letting him touch your soft skin. Making sure he knew that it was something you loved about him. 

"I know Castiel, that you're weary of touching me or holding my hand. Letting your hands wander over my skin. I want you to know that it's a feeling I adore, a feeling I crave when you're gone too long. Your hands may be tough but I knew from the minute you touched me, held my hand, that that's where they belonged. I love you Castiel, every part of you, every scar, every ounce of pain isn't just yours. Everything you feel you have to carry on your own... you don't have to. You're human now and I am going to take care of you like you've always done for me." 

You sleepily said. Taking one last look at Castiel you smiled and fell asleep. Making sure to hold him close so you knew he was safe.

[imaginestuffs]

Hi love! 🌻 If it’s okay, could I please request a Castiel x Reader where the reader gets injured in a regular bar fight (started by Dean... because he’s being Dean) and Cas has to heal the reader, and gets PISSED at Dean for being stupid and at the reader for jumping in to protect the Winchesters.

Yeah of course! Keep an eye on this answer it'll be posted here when it's done!!💛💛

Well it’s done Hun! I really hope you like it, let me know if you do. it’s be nice to know! anyway here it is! 

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BAR BRAWLS AND HEALING HANDS- Castiel x Reader

Word count:1574

warnings: fighting, blood, a few curse words. 

Summary: Reader jumps in to help Dean in a bar fight and gets herself hurt. Castiel is upset at both her and Dean for being so reckless. 

Another successful hunt had just finished, and you had decided to all go out to a bar. Well more like Dean decided for all of you. Sam and you just wanted to get back to the bunker and relax.  You took a sip of the beer in front of you and sighed in exhaustion. 

“You’re tired.” Sam’s voice cut through the fog in your mind. “Yeah I am Sammy, I’m really tired.” you confessed to the youngest Winchester. He nodded and placed a comforting hand on your shoulder. You gave him a tired smile before turning to look at Dean. 

That’s when you saw it, Dean was standing in front of a bigger guy. He was a bit taller and more built than Dean was. You sighed in annoyance at the green-eyed man. 

You looked away to take another sip of your drink when all of a sudden you heard a crash. Your head whipped around at the commotion just to see the guy on the floor. Dean let out a chuckle and smiled at you. 

That didn’t last long because the guy got up and punched Dean in the face sending him back into a table. You and Sam jumped right up and went straight into defense mode. Another guy had gotten up when he saw you and Sam getting up. He stood next to the tall, built blond. You stood in front of the blondie ready to fight if necessary. Sam was in front of the smaller one, and when Dean stood again he almost immediately threw a punch, you had gotten out of the way in time but that’s when everything went to shit. The guys had Dean pinned on the floor punching him, and all you could see was the guy’s bloody fist and Dean trying his best to fight back. 

Sam was handling the other guy when he was about to knock Sam down you kick the back of his knee and he fell to the floor. Then you went to grab the guy on Dean and try to pry him off. You gripped his shoulder tightly and pulled hard. You knew a little trick you had learned from your mother, how to easily dislocate someone’s shoulder. He tried to shake you off, but you held on and placed your hands in the correct places before making a swift movement. Hearing a popping sound you smirked and the guy yelled before falling off of Dean. Your best friend lied on the floor with a bloody nose and a black eye. Your heart rate raised and you kicked the man in the stomach as he tried to get up. He fell once again and cried when his shoulder hit the floor. 

You walked over to him and as you did he quickly kicked your leg out and you fell backward slamming your head against the floor. You groaned in pain but got up as quickly as you could. You saw the smaller guy on the floor and Sam above him. He was knocked out, and you smirked at Sammy.

As you got up the blond managed to as well, and without you noticing through all the noise he broke a bottle. You turned back around to face the man, but as soon as you did you felt a sharp pain in your side. You gasped in surprise at the contact before looking down to see crimson pooling across your white t-shirt. A gash showed itself across your right side. You looked up at the guy and saw him with an almost satisfied smile. You cringed in pain, and you heard the boys rushing up behind you to get to the guy. Before they could get to him you with all your strength you had reared your fist back and smashed it into his jaw. He fell back again and had actually passed out and it was your turn to smirk.  Just as you did your knees buckled and the last thing you saw was the floor rushing up to meet you. 

Sam caught you in his arms and began to try and put pressure. You were bleeding rather quickly and so he and Dean got you into the Impala as fast as possible. You were close to the bunker and so they drove the short 5 minutes home. Dean drove even faster than normal and got you all there in about 3 minutes. 

Sam rushed out of the car and walked into the bunker. He lied you down on one of the beds they had for when one of you was really hurt and they needed to fix them up. 

Sam had blood on his shirt and hands, and Dean was getting the essentials together. 

“Damn it, Dean. Just call Cas down here now!” Sam raised his voice at his older brother. 

“Cas, we need you down here right now. (y/n) is hurt bad, you got to help her.” Dean called upon their best friend. 

Immediately Castiel showed up beside you, panic in his eyes at your state. He assessed the damage hastily and placed his hands over the gash. There was the usual glow and soon enough the gash was gone, and Castiel looked up to Dean and Sam for an explanation. 

“What the hell happened to her?”  he sternly questioned the boys mainly Dean. 

“We finished a hunt and decided to get some drinks.” Sam cut Dean off. “You decided to get drinks Dean. not us.” he corrected him. 

“What happened?” Castiel spoke up loudly. 

He walked towards Dean, striding with slight intimidation. Dean backed up just a bit, but he continued to explain. 

“Some guy he was saying some crappy stuff so I punched him alright. We got in a fight they both got up to defend me. She beat the guy pretty bad honestly.” he ended with a lighter tone trying to get the atmosphere less tense. 

“How did she get hurt that badly in a bar fight Dean?” Castiel growled. 

“The guy broke a bottle, she didn’t see it and he got to her. It happened quickly Cas I’m sorry, I wasn’t meaning for any of this.” Dean said, trying to explain to the angel what happened. 

“You were being stupid Dean. was any of that necessary?” Cas questioned angrily.

Dean sighed and looked away. Cas then turned to Sam. 

“Sam, thank you for helping. I can take it from here.” Cas calmly addressed. 

“Yeah of course, if you need anything just call,” he said before placing a kiss on your head and leaving the room. 

“Cas, I’m-”  “Dean, just leave it. Go.” Cas commanded. Dean let his shoulder fall and he sighed before walking out. 

Castiel walked to sit next to you. He moved a piece of hair away from your face and sighed. 

“(y/n), why do you have to throw yourself in front of anyone no matter the situation?” he asked your sleeping figure. He sighed and picked you up, in a whoosh and flutter of wings you were in your room. The blood was gone and you were clean, in comfortable clothes. He placed you under the covers and sat beside you, opening the book on your bedside. It made him smile seeing as it was your favorite poetry book. It was worn and on some pages, his name was written by a specific poem. 

You stirred awake, and when you opened your eyes you sighed. There was no gash on your side and you were in your bed all cleaned up. 

“Hey Cas.” you acknowledged the angel, knowing he was there because of the condition you were in. 

“What were you thinking?” you heard his rough voice cut through the silence that had encapsulated the room. “I stepped in to help Dean, I wasn’t just going to stand by and watch him get beaten up, and fight this guy alone. You know I would never do that to any of you boys,” you said. Your voice was rough and your throat was dry. You looked at your bedside table to find the bottle of water you kept.  You took a sip of it and sighed heavily. 

“Dean could’ve handled it himself. I hate when you do that. I can’t have you hurt so often it kills me. I always wonder if I’ll get to you in time.” he tells you, you turn to look at those ocean eyes you adored so much. 

“Castiel, I’m always ok. You make it on time, and I can take care of myself too you know. It’s fine now ok. I’m here and I’m not going anywhere.” you told him. Reaching over you grasped his hand, and brought it up to your lips so you could kiss it. “Don’t keep doing those reckless things… please.” Castiel almost pleaded with you. 

“Castiel, this job is reckless, life can be reckless I can’t stop its recklessness. I will do my best for you though. I’ll do anything for you, Angel. “ you told him. He nodded at you and pulled you closer to him. Your hand rested on his chest. “I’ll never not be here for you. I’m reckless for you, I always have been and I will never not be.” he told you. 

Your heartbeat skipped and you reached up to kiss his stubble covered cheek. 

“I guess our recklessness is mutual.” you nuzzled his neck where you had come to rest. 

“It does seem so.” 

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Really Home- Castiel x Reader

Word count:2,227

Warnings: angst, angst, angst, slight fluff. Language maybe. I'm sorry some details may be off so please forgive me.

Summary: Castiel dies when Jack is born, and it hurts reader so badly but she takes care of Jack.

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You got out of the impala, slamming the door behind you. Sam and Dean both cringed,and followed suit. Jack sat there for a moment, not exactly understanding what was going on. He soon got out as well following the boys inside the bunker. As soon as you entered the bunker you all but ran to your room, holding back tears you had been dying to cry. 

-----hours earlier----- 

You were in the house with Kelly, and Mary. You had promised to be by her side when the time came and that's exactly what you did. You then went to the window to look out at the boys making sure they came back. Not seeing Crowely your heart broke. You had been surprisingly close with him and saw him as a good friend. 

You ran back to Kelly's side when she yelled for you. You were by her side in an instant. 

"(Y/n), go. It's ok. Thank you." She breathed heavily, and sobbed. You gave her hand a squeeze and kissed her head. "We'll keep him safe." 

You then ran down the stairs as quickly as possible and angel blade in hand. Just as your feet hit the dirt, you saw Lucifer appear behind Castiel. "Castiel, no!" You screamed. He looked at you for not even a second before a bright blue wave of light flashed. When it was over, you uncovered your eyes. Just in time to see his body drop to the ground. "Angel!!" You screamed out before running forward. Your heart completely shattered  at the scene before you. 

Dean and Sam looked at you with sympathy, but still keeping bravery at the forefront. You were about to throw yourself into a fight with the devil because of what he had done to Castiel. Before you could step forward Dean stretched his arm in front of you. "(Y/n), dont." He said sternly. You didn't fight him, knowing that if you died you would be breaking your promise to Kelly and to Cas. 

Lucifer looked at you all, "well, that was fun." You kept your tears in as you heard his words. "Really guys, points for trying." He said with a shrug. You wanted to rip that smug smirk right off of his, you wanted to kill him. You held yourself back though. 

For them. For Cas. For Jack. 

He looked directly at you and smiled wide. A wicked grin.

"You're the cute one that Crowely spoke about." You sneered at him.

"Aw, wait.. did I-did I just stab your boyfriend in the heart. Oh I did, didn't I  who knew blue eyes could get a girl." He said. This just brought more rage up to the surface and Dean had to physically hold you back. "Sorry Dear, he was just so annoying." He shrugs after his words. 

Before we knew it Mary came marching from the house. 

"Get away from them." She commanded. 

He had this barely visible look of surprise. You could tell he was intrigued though. 

"Mary, right? I've heard so much about you." He said scanning Mary slightly. 

"You, uh, are certainly living up to the hype." 

It felt like everything went in slow motion. 

The last thing she said stayed in your mind.

"I love you." 

The next thing you know Mary and Lucifer are gone. Just when you thought your heart couldn't shatter anymore. It did. 

You all just stood there for a moment processing everything that couldn't ever be truly processed. 

Sam then quickly moved away and into the house. Going to find the child that had been born moments ago. 

Once again you looked to the ground. You see Castiel lying there. No sign of movement. Just there. 

You fell to your knees next to him, Dean did the same. You shakily reached out to him lifting his head and resting it in your lap. Letting your tears fall, and sobs escape your lips. Dean was next to you wrapping an arm around you. 

You reached across Cas and wrapped your arm around his shoulders. Grabbing him and pulling him close to you. Crying while gripping fist-fulls of your boyfriend's trench coat. 

You pulled back from him you had no idea how it could be, but somehow he was still warm. 

You gave a watery smile raising your hand to his cheek, your tears falling on his pale cheeks. 

"(Y/n), we have to go. C'mon please sweetheart we have to go." Dean tried to persuade you away from cas' body. 

You fought against Dean holding on to Cas for dear life.

"No, Dean. No, I can't leave him. I'm sorry not leaving him. Just go, go. I can't leave him!" You sobbed at him. Dean finally let you go and let some tears fall before running back to the house. 

You immediately began to speak with him again. 

"Hey Angel, I'm here. I'm right here, I won't leave you." You stroked his cheek. 

"It's ok Angel, God-God will bring you back. Like he always does. He has to. You won't be gone for long." You tried desperately to reassure the lifeless body of the man you loved. When in all honesty you were trying to reassure yourself. 

You rested your forehead against his, closing your eyes.  Placing a hand on his chest, you sobbed once more. You no longer felt the steady rise and fall of his chest; you didn't feel his heart  underneath your palm. 

It was then that you noticed burn marks. You looked either side of you and saw the imprint of Castiel's wings. Those beautiful wings that wrapped around you when you were in danger, or just when you were cold. You let out a strangled cry gripping him tighter, and screwing your eyes shut.

"Castiel, Angel, come home." You pleaded once more. 

----after Jack is found---- 

You saw Jack and walked towards him, giving him a hug and then pulling back. 

Dean made sure it was a quick process wrapping up Cas and Kelly. You all gathered the wood and such, carefully placing them on top. You heard Sam speak but tuned him out. You stood a little further from the group. 

"Castiel, you are and always will be the love of my life. My angel, and I promise I'll make you and Kelly proud of Jack. I swear it." You said before blinking tears back and rushing back to the car. 

-----back to present----

You sat on your bed after closing the door behind you. 

Sitting there all you can think of is him. Just flashes of the scene play back in your mind. 

You hate yourself for not being there in time to save him. 

You place your head in your hands and quietly just sit there, tears not falling but your head heavy. Your entire body was heavy. 

Your world was heavy, but you knew you had to get up and be there for your new boy. For Jack, he needs you right now. You'll be there for him. 

That's exactly what you did. You were there for him. 

-----days later----- 

You had been taking care of Jack as best you could. Defending him against Dean. You even punched him once, he said that he would kill him himself. Hearing those words you walked right up to him and punched him in the face. 

"You touch him Dean Winchester. I'll kill you myself." You growled. You grabbed Jack's hand and walked away. 

Comforting the boy as best as you could. 

"I will never let anyone hurt you Jack. No one. You are good sweetheart. You're not evil, and he'll see that. You'll be ok Jack, I promise you." You said pulling the boy into a hug, kissing his cheek. 

-----the day----- 

You turned the corner and saw Jack reading at the library table. You smile at the boy walking over to him. You ran a hand through his hair and gently placed your lips to his head. 

"Hey Jack, how are you?" You asked softly. 

He looked up at you with a smile, "I'm ok (y/n), how are you?" He asked back kindly. 

"I'm alright Jack. Now what are you looking for?" You asked pulling out a chair beside him and sitting down. 

"Oh, I'm looking for a case." He stated. You looked down at the book and were about to speak. 

"Jack, (y/n)!" You heard Sam call. You both looked up, and smiled. "Hi Sam, how did it go?" You asked softly. He smiled. "It went great." Chirped Dean. You looked up and gave a smile to Dean. Sure you were pissed but you couldn't help loving these boys and being overly grateful when they came home safe. 

"That's great boys... I'm glad you're home safe." You said to them getting up to give them each a kiss on the cheek. 

Yet every time they came home from a hunt, and each time, you realized that Castiel wasn't going to be with them. You wouldn't get to run into his arms or kiss him for coming home safe. Your eyes began to sting slightly so you turned away from the boys hastily wiping your eyes. 

You didn't know, but they noticed little things about you had changed. They could see how broken you were now. You could barely look at them after coming home, they knew why. It was because you knew that there was one person less to walk through that door. That one person who was your everything. Your Angel. 

This time though. This time, things had changed. There was that one person. Your Angel came home. 

He saw you from the corner and his eyes glistened with tears, and knowing that Jack was also waiting for him. His heart skipped a beat. 

Sam gestured for him to come over. He knew it was time to see you again. 

He walked out slowly, your back was turned but you turned at the sound of a voice. His voice. 

"Hello (Y/n), Jack." He said. 

Jack quickly got up, and he walked to him. They wrapped each other in a hug, both smiling. They pulled away and you stood there with watery eyes. Tears clouding your vision to the point where everything looked different. 

Cas did the Same. 

"Castiel..." you whimpered. He nodded and you ran to him, jumping into his arms. He caught you and held you like everything hung in the balance if he let go. 

"You're home angel, you're home." You cried into his shoulder and he whispered in your ear. "Im home 

(Y/n), I'm home." You pulled away slightly to rest your forehead against his. 

His skin was no longer pale, his lips were their usual shade of pink. His wings wrapped themselves around you like they did before. It was him, your Angel.. he came back to you. 

The rest of the night you spent with him and Jack. Lying in bed after Jack decided to go to his room. 

It was just you and him now. He wrapped his arms around you holding you tightly. 

"I really thought you were gone. Your wings they were just burn marks in the dirt, I couldn't feel your heart. I couldn't see you breathe. 

I couldn't leave you, I begged for you. I cried for you, I watched you die, and I couldn't do a damn thing." You said to him looking at him. You were facing him and he you. His eyes were tearing up at the thought of you in so much pain. "I'm so sorry (y/n). I'm so sorry." His voice broke. "It's not your fault Angel, it's not your fault." You said wiping the tears away. 

His large warm hand rested against your cheek and sighed in content, letting a few tears slip. 

You placed your hand against his chest and gently pushed him onto his back. You crawled into his lap and straddled his waist. Looking down at him he smiled up at you and held your hips. He let out a small laugh at your actions which caused you to laugh as well. 

"You're so beautiful." You whispered looking down at him and seeing that his wings were wrapped around you once again. He let a blush dust his cheeks and he moved his hand to the back of your neck. He tangled his hand in your hair pulling you down to let your lips touch. "So are you..." he whispered against your lips before fully pressing them to yours. He slowly sat up and pulled you closer. 

Your hands cupped his cheeks then moved to run through his hair. His hand moved back to its original place on your hip along with the other one. 

You sighed against his lips, at the feeling of his scruff scratching gently along your face. It was a feeling you had missed so much. His chest was pressed against yours, and you could feel it. 

There they were. His heart beat against yours, and you could feel his chest move up and down with each breath. 

He pulled back and lied back down bringing you with him. You smiled and slid back to his side. You faced each other once again, looking into his bright blue eyes again. 

"You're really home?" You asked once again. He pressed his lips to your forehead. "I'm really home."