@christiianss .
is it premeditated that agnes decided to climb the goddamn vine to christian’s room or is it just the impulsiveness that the drugs kick into her giving her the right amount of stupid to do that ? perhaps that it’s the dead hours of the night , that even the insomniacs have retired to their bedrooms and the party - goers are still partying until sunrise , but agnes has a drive to rip off a band aid . she’s not sure how she manages it , definitely with a few scratches and a broken nail , her heels hanging from her elbow and better not look down when she reaches the window and pushes it open . thank god it swings open , knocking over some sort of ... metal something , that falls onto the ground and clatters around until finally settling into silence again . by that time , agnes is sat on the windowsill . ‘ yikes , that wasn’t planned ... ‘