tumblr causes me some angst in the same way looking at street fashion on vogue magazine causes angst in the same way that the endlessness of a Spotify library causes angst in the way that there is so much to be experienced. in the way that the identity of consumer overtakes the singular sensory pleasures of the body. in the way that time expands in all directions like a cosmic explosion, considering the enormity of things. in the way that to be human is to be so vast and yet so helplessly small in the face of all there is, and in the end the only real feeling we can hope for lies in our dangerous, capable, foolish, unskilled hands like a wounded bird - the possibility of love.
that is to say to be among other humans and uncertain of one's significance, to be suckered into the desire to be the next hot thing of the moment, to experience oneself only as a data point of comparison, exposes this terrible, inescapable truth we cannot control, that we are only beholden to eachother's gaze, and wants, and needs.