#dazai hc

[kyuusakuu]

do we fw blasian dazai …. hello … am i mutted …

[strayreg]

Hello! You take headcanon requests right? :^ Can I have some little Dazai ones? Specifically for a rainy day! I think he’d hate rainy days because they remind him of the day Odasaku died

I do! I have no idea if they'll be any good.. But I'll certainly cook some up!

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1.) Dazai would refuse to go out at all.. Caregivers may try, but Dazai would be more stubborn. I think he'd even insist he's not regressed at all, even if he wore puppy socks beneath his work shoes, or attempted to bring his beloved plushies in a brief case...

2.) It would be an indoor play day. Crayons, blocks, cartoons.. Anything to help Dazai feel regulated.

3.) Osamu would be very fussy all day. Tantrums, crying, meltdowns.. At risk of anything, so his caregiver would likely end up putting him down for a nap before it was twelve in the afternoon.

4.) I think Dazai would also be very clingy on those days. Stressed, anxious, everything. Lots of snuggles.

5.) On that note, I think Osamu would need lots of reassurance. Lots of self worth affirmations, lots of kisses and semi-constant cuddles to reassure him and soothe them.

6.) Dazai might have some flashbacks. Like lightning through his brain, Dazai would come running to caregivers for comfort. The rain outside wouldn't help.

7.) I think Osamu and his Caregiver would make a blanket fort. Cuddled deep in their basement/cellar, away from the clouds and roaring thunder, they would use blankets to cover the windows and play a movie, show or maybe songs loud enough to drown out the lightning.

8.) Even though Dazai was usually regressed to about 6/7, I think as night time rolled around I think Dazai would shrink down to 1-2 years old.

9.) As it became bed time, I think Osamu would grow fussier and sadder. His caregiver would make sure to be there for his big feelings, carrying him to bed.

10.) Even at the end of this no-good-very-bad-day, Dazai could curl up in his caregivers arms with a pacifier and a stuffy, knowing he was safe now from the mafia and living the life Odasaku wanted him to. Even if it was without him..

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Came out a bit angsty.. I hope you enjoy!

[ceranchi]

Dazai with a cheater girlfriend

Dazai is a complex character with a history of self-destructive behavior and a tendency towards nihilism. His reaction to a cheating girlfriend would likely be unpredictable and influenced by his own internal struggles. However, based on his character traits, here are some possible

* Self-Loathing: He could blame himself, seeing the infidelity as a consequence of his own flaws or a testament to his unworthiness of love.

* Dark Humor: Dazai might respond with a twisted sense of humor, making morbid jokes about the situation or his own heartbreak.

* Cynical and Dismissive: "Oh, well. Another day, another disappointment. How predictable."

* Self-Deprecating: "I suppose it's only natural. After all, I'm a walking disaster."

* Manipulative: "You know, I could understand if you left me for someone more interesting. But this? This is just pathetic."

* Poignant and Vulnerable (unlikely, but possible): "I thought I was different. I thought I could hold onto something real. But I was wrong, as always."

* A Quiet Confrontation: Dazai, seemingly calm, confronts his girlfriend. His voice is flat, his eyes devoid of emotion. He asks her about the infidelity, his words cutting through the silence. As she stumbles to explain, he listens, a faint smirk playing on his lips. He then turns and walks away, leaving her alone with her guilt and his silent judgment.

* "Another day, another disappointment. How predictable." He scoffs, a bitter smile playing on his lips. "Love, loyalty, trust—mere illusions, fleeting as the morning mist."

* Yet, beneath his cynical exterior, a pang of pain pierces his heart. "I thought I was different. I thought I could escape the cycle. But I'm just another pawn in this cruel game of life."

* Detached Manipulation: Dazai might initially react with a dismissive attitude, perhaps even a hint of amusement. He could use the situation to manipulate her emotions, playing on her guilt and fear of losing him.

Dismissive and Cynical: * Dazai might downplay the significance of the betrayal, dismissing it as another instance of human weakness and the inevitability of suffering. * He might even use it as an opportunity to further indulge in his self-destructive tendencies, seeing it as a justification for his own nihilistic worldview.

Deeply Hurt and Betrayed: * Despite his cynical exterior, Dazai is capable of forming deep emotional connections. If he truly cares for his girlfriend, he may be deeply hurt and betrayed by her actions. * This could lead to a period of introspection and self-doubt, as he questions the meaning of relationships and the possibility of genuine human connection.

. Manipulative and Controlling: * Dazai's manipulative tendencies might surface, as he attempts to control the situation and his girlfriend's emotions. * He may use guilt, emotional blackmail, or even self-harm to manipulate her into staying with him.

. Sudden Departure: * In a more dramatic turn, Dazai might abruptly disappear from his girlfriend's life, unable to cope with the emotional turmoil caused by the betrayal. * This could be a way for him to avoid further pain and to escape into his own self-destructive fantasies.Ultimately, Dazai's reaction would depend on the specific circumstances of the situation and the depth of his feelings for his girlfriend. However, it is likely to be complex, unpredictable, and potentially harmful to both himself and those around him.....

* Self-Destructive Behavior: In a more extreme reaction, Dazai might resort to self-harm or reckless behavior as a way to punish himself or to elicit sympathy from his girlfriend.

* Sudden Departure: He might abruptly disappear without a trace, leaving her bewildered and heartbroken. This could be his way of escaping the pain and avoiding further emotional entanglement.

* Fear of Intimacy: Dazai's fear of intimacy and his tendency to sabotage relationships could lead him to push his girlfriend away, even if he still cares for her.

* Self-Loathing: Deep-rooted self-loathing could make him believe that he doesn't deserve love or happiness, and that any attempt at a meaningful relationship is doomed to fail.

[rainonmoonlight]

Would you be comfortable sharing more information about your aro dazai hc? I'm super curious 👁️

Ok so, i've already mentioned that i feel his lack of romantic attraction is tied to trauma. But let's dive into that more.

Part of it, I believe is due to the disconnect he feels toward himself and the world. Growing up in the port mafia, and no doubt whatever he experienced that brought him there, has lessened his ability to feel. He struggles to emotionally connect with others and himself. That kind of thing is almost a requirement with how many he has killed, how much he has seen. It dulls and dulls until all you feel is hopelessness.

Which brings me to my next point:

"Anything I would never want to lose is always lost. It is a given that everything that is worth wanting will be lost the moment I obtain it."

This was said during his time in the port mafia, where his pessimism was stronger. But I believe that a piece of it sits deep inside of him still. With how things were taken from him over and over for the majority of his life, how can you shake that kind of worldview completely just by switching occupations?

And I believe due to this, there is some (maybe subconscious) part of him that is scared of love, of care, of want. Because when he starts to feel attached to something, the past digs its claws into him, singing in his ears that it will be stripped from him.

Also, a huge theme with him, is his inability to feel human. Humanity is often tied to identity, to soul. And Dazai puts on mask after mask, to the point he might not even know who he truly is deep down. Is he human, or a doll being utilized? Is he human, or a ghost haunting a body that should long since be dead?

When he is loved, what part of him is being loved? Is it the disconnected exterior he uses as a tool to get jobs done? Is it the goofiness, or the charm that he uses to make sure no one sees how ugly he is on the inside? The core of him cannot be loved. There is a hole in his chest where his heart should be. To be loved is to be seen, and Dazai is not someone that could ever be seen by any person. The only one who ever got close to that was Odasaku, who ended up being another something torn from him.

Dazai is dissociated from his own identity, and others. He struggles to feel. He is afraid of having, of wanting. He is a collection of masks parading around with an empty core. He isn't "human".

And what is the thing most often associated with being human?

The ability to love.

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[casperagender]

yet another dazai hc post! U^ェ^U

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i'm not sure if this is a popular headcanon?? but ive seen it in quite a few fan fictions and oomfs i've proposed this idea to agreed heavily so i thought i would share it publicly and see what everyone else thinks!! (this hc is 100% just me projecting but thats alright <3)

i would like to imagine that dazai has chronic nightmares, so much so— that nearly everyday of the week he's waking up in a cold sweat from them, wether it be related to his past— or some random nonsensical one. in both the manga and anime we see him sleeping during work hours and rather than it being due to overall laziness i think about him not being able to sleep during the night. dazai's always getting caught sleeping during work hours, and in the beginning everyone in the ada just assumed it was him avoiding work, either that or he's trying to annoy kunikida... when in reality it's because it's the only time he can get actual rest, rest uninterrupted by his nightmares.

no one other than kunikida really cares, so it's not like he's interrupted much anyway.. though it gets quite lonely when you're practically nocturnal, it's a given that dazai would get quite depressed at the fact he hasn't had much human interaction other than when he shows up to work, is awoken by kunikida who's yelling, and when he's leaving to go home.

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a little kunizai add on! >_<

in addition to the headcanon, i like to think about what would happen if kunikida found out about it, how worried he would be, and how he would insist dazai get actual, proper sleep. but of course he's unable to— as stated before. the two eventually come up with a compromise when they realize dazai is able to sleep properly when others are around him, or when he's in bed with someone. so kunikida begins coming over after work and sleeping in dazai's bed with him instead. it's definitely embarrassing for the taller man, but he cares for his coworker, so he endures it.

(this is definitely a little out of character.. but hey!! it's for fun♡)

[thebetterhalfofskk]

i'm a baby face dazai truther

[oddaesthetin]

“are you sure this is your only request?”

the bandaged guy beside you laughed. a genuine one, which for others is rare. “yes. this is already everything.”

you sighed and poured him another glass of whiskey. you two sat in peace at the small bar area of your apartment, letting the sound of the tv consume the cold air.

“i could’ve prepared something a lot more joyful than this tho.” you muttered again with a small pout.

“to sit here and have a drink with you in a cozy and intimate is already a dream come true to me.” he tilted his head and smiled at you. “let’s do this again next year.”

you almost held your breath at the last statement.

he just made a plan. a subtle promise.

he always tells you how you’ve helped him grow and still grow. he always says his thank yous, although in ways normal people would not understand, on how you serve as his light—his moral compass. he said it baffled him, too, but it’s peaceful. and up until this moment, it still amazes you how far he’d come and change.

to think that one day you’d hear something like this from dazai’s mouth, truly something the previous you would not expect.

hopeful and expectant. the things you’re slowly starting to see in his eyes again.

you awoke from your thoughts and smiled at him, picked up your glass and raised it.

“to more birthdays together.”

[hanazou]

╰ ⋆ ଓ.  𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐇𝐞 𝐃𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 • ₊˚

𓏸֢  . dazai - chuuya - oda

𓏸֢  . A list of expressions of love that even an aromantic (me) deeply craves for

𝗗𝗮𝘇𝗮𝗶 𝗢𝘀𝗮𝗺𝘂

♡ Sitting on a flower bed with his legs folded up, having a staring contest with a cat, only to perk up with a smile when he sees you. He pats the space next to him as an invitation to sit together.

♡ Knowing exactly where to massage your scalp that melts away all your tension, and doing it randomly.

♡ Hiding and grasping your shoulders from behind when you're walking pass a stranger with a dog on a leash.

♡ Doing the quick maths out loud when you have to make a quick purchase.

♡ Taking off one of his earphones and putting it into your ear when it's your favourite song playing from his playlist, or when it's a song that reminds him of you.

♡ Pointing out that your shoelaces are untied before you even noticed it.

♡ Catching himself fixing his hair using glass doors, walls, and windows in public just because you said you like his fluffy, voluminous hair once.

𝗖𝗵𝘂𝘂𝘆𝗮 𝗡𝗮𝗸𝗮𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮

♡ Spinning random objects on the tip of his pointer finger, catching it, then randomly chuckling imagining how you'd react if he showed off in front of you.

♡ Extending his arms wide and open for a hug when your eyes meet in public for the first time that day.

♡ Brushing your hair off your shoulder, face, and eyes when it gets into the way of him having a good look of your face.

♡ Nudging his shoulder against you as a way to ask if you want to lean your head on him.

♡ Fixing your mask when it slips down too low.

♡ Not realising he hums his favourite song only when you're within his proximity.

♡ Connecting your phone to his car's Bluetooth system so the night ride is serenaded by your music of choice.

♡ Ghosting his pinky finger on the back of your hand when the crowd gets bigger, and eventually flexing his index finger for your hand to grip so you don't get lost.

𝗢𝗱𝗮 𝗦𝗮𝗸𝘂𝗻𝗼𝘀𝘂𝗸𝗲

♡ Having a habit of unintentionally zoning out when he stands in a certain position and automatically refocuses when he senses your arrival.

♡ Pausing in his tracks when the wind blows into your eye, then crouching down to offer blowing your eye.

♡ Being the one who always double checks if you accidentally dropped or left anything behind when you leave a place.

♡ Turning back to extend his hand to you when you board any public transit or enter any building, and pulling you up when you need to climb although you're perfectly capable on your own, and the same when you board off or exit.

♡ Making you sit down in front of him while he stands up to barricade you when the public transit has no more seats, especially if crowded.

♡ Knowing your commute schedule by heart to pick you up at the end of the day to go home or to eat together.

♡ Standing shielding you against the traffic before you cross the road.

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