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92 questions,-- tagged by the bae stormchesters

2.last phone call:  mom

3. last text message:  n/a

4. last song listened to:  hozier - take me to church

5. last time i cried:  fucking last night when sam looked through the old pictures

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice: nah

7. been cheated on: nah

8. kissed someone and regretted it: he had cheeto teeth

9. lost someone special: nah

10. been depressed: yah 

11. been drunk and threw up: nah

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS

12. blue (pastel)

13. pink (pastel)

14. purple (pastel)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. made a new friend:  yeah

16. fallen out of love: yah

17. laughed until you cried: today at GSA we watched Rob Cantor's Shia Labeouf and i was in tears.

18. met someone who changed you: yeah B)

19. found out who your true friends are:  oh yeah

20. found out someone was talking about you: all of my friends talk shit so im not surprised anymore

21. kissed anyone on your FB friends list: nah

GENERAL

22. how many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: everyone but like 15 who are internet friends?

23. pets?  *deep breath* 1 hedgehog, 1 bunny, 1 dog, 2 turtles, 2 chinchillas, 7 zebra finches, some fish and some lizards. 

25. do you want to change your name?  i always liked the name alice

26. what did you do for your last birthday: uhm castiel probs. 

27. what time did you wake up today: 6:38

28. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping bruh

29. name something you CANNOT wait for: BIG HERO 6, AND DESTIEL TO BE CANON JFC 

30. last time you saw your mother: she told me to do my hw like five minutes ago now look where i am. 

31. what’s one thing you wish you could change about your life: no more procrastination

32. what are you listening to right now: bedroom hymns- florence and the machine. (listen to it right now and think about destiel oh god it's the best choice)

33. have you ever talked to someone named tom: maybe

34. whats getting on your nerves right now: idk

35. most visited webpage: tumblr

36. blood type: ????????

37. nickname: *sighs* ten dick heather, birdman, loser, king weenie, heath bar and fucking nerd.

38. relationship status: single ;)

39. zodiac sign: aquarius

40. pronouns: any of them, im kinda indifferent

41. elementary: no im  a five year old u got me

42. high school: currently in highschool

43. college: not yet?

44. hair color: bleached white

45. long or short: short

46. height: 5' 6ish"

47. do you have a crush right now? oh my god yeah 

48. what do you like about yourself? i think im kind and chill and accepting?? 

50. tattoos? ONE DAY I WILL BE A CANVAS FOR ART

51. right or lefty: right

52. first surgery: i have had no surgery 

53. first piercing: ears

54. first best friend: my friend shelby for like 8 years, but we don't talk anymore. 

55. first sport: does ice skating count?

56. first vacation: new hampshire

58. first pair of trainers: who the fuck calls shoes trainers.

RIGHT NOW

59. eating: nothing

60. drinking: also nothing

61. i’m about to: draw mushroom sketches for an object study for AP art.

62. listening to: riptide- vance joy

63. waiting for: cold weather

64: want kids: maybe idk. 

65. get married: this is debatable. 

66: career: i hope something to do with cinema ie screenplay, animation, director??

WHICH IS BETTER

67. lips or eyes: when it comes to dane dehaan you don't have to choose B)

68. hugs or kisses: hugs

69. shorter or taller: taller

70. older or younger: older

71. romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

72. nice stomach or nice arms: oh boy tummies

73. sensitive or loud: those are very different things

74. hook up or relationship: idk

75. trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker (probably)

HAVE YOU EVER

76. kissed a stranger: nope

77. drank hard liquor: im too lazy

78. lost glasses/contacts: i once cried my eyes out for like an hour (over what i forget) and i took my glasses off on the floor and then when i stood up after i felt better, i broke them and proceeded to cry for another hour and half. does that count?

79. sex on first date: it depends if they are dane dehaan or not

80. broken someone’s heart: maybe???

81. had your own heart broken: my baby bird cas??

82. been arrested: lol i've been close a few times. 

83. turned someone down: like 5 times. straight boys man. 

84. cried when someone died: tv shows: 24/7, real life: the only one who has died was my dog and i cried, so??

85. fallen for a friend: just a little bit but it usually goes away after like two days of panic

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

86. yourself: "trust in your future that everything will be okay"

87. miracles: ^^

88. love at first sight: have you seen dane dehaan.

89. heaven: i'm agnostic, but yeah i guess i  kinda hope so

90. santa claus: nah

91. kiss on the first date: depends if it's dane dehaan.

92. angels: laugh at me w/e, but i pray to cas? it makes me feel safe// and silly// but it makes me feel better wow im not gonna cry are you crying im not crying 

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[tetsuskitten]

Wincest, #26 Rubbing noses

Wincest  - Rubbing noses

They were spending the weekend at Bobby’s and Dean was left to take care of Sammy on his own. It had been almost a year since mom had died. Hunting what killed mom had become dad’s first priority and Sam had become Dean’s.

Little Sam was already one and 2 months old but he hadn’t given his first steps yet. They were in their room, Sam was playing with his toys and Dean was sitting on the bed, quietly watching. He drifted of a little, thinking what dad might be doing but still keeping an eye on Sammy.

The little boy who had been playing with his red favorite car, started getting up, he must have gotten bored. Slowly he gets a hold on one of the bed’s legs and clumsily gets up. He starts walking towards the bed, towards Dean. When Dean takes a look at where Sam was playing he doesn’t see him so he gets up to see where his brother went. That’s when he sees him, holding on to the bed sheets and walking on his own two legs.

Dean felt like a big ball of happiness just imploded inside him. Sammy was calling for him and making little gestures with his hand, clenching and unclenching his fists so he could grab Dean. But he wasn’t quite there yet so Dean started encouraging him. 

"C’mon Sammy C’mon! Just a little bit more, Sammy, c’mon!" Dean gestured for Sam to keep going until the little baby finally reaches his arms. "You did it, Sammy! You did it! I’m so proud of you!" 

He picked Sam up from the ground and twirled him in the air around the room. Dean was smiling ear to ear which made little Sammy smile too. Dean finally stopped and sat with Sam on the ground, looking at his baby brother’s big beautiful eyes that stared back excitedly.

"So proud of you, Sammy." Dean leaned a little forward and rubbed their noses together. Mary used to do it all the time with Dean, she called it a ‘Eskimo kiss’, Dean remembered it well because the name had made him laugh. And whenever she was proud of him, she’d rub her nose on his and it always made him feel happy so he guessed that it’ll make Sam happy too.

"Mom would be very proud of you, Sam." He whispered quietly, a tiny droplet of water wetting his young face. Sam wiped it away with his little fingers and made Dean smile the way only Sam could.

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They started growing up and Sam was a smart kid so he began noticing when Dean would rub their noses together. It wasn’t always but it was often and he wondered why.

When he was about 5, he finally understood.

Whenever Sam did something pride worthy, Dean would rub their noses together and smile at Sam. He didn’t say anything, didn’t need to either. Facts are, when Sam understood the meaning, it made him happy like hell!

He made Dean proud of him and that’s all he could wish for.

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On the day Sam told Dean he had been accepted in Stanford, Dean smiled. He had always known how smart his kid brother was, he knew Sam could make it and damn, if he wasn’t proud of him.

Dean leaned in and kissed Sam. A kiss that said how much he was going to miss him and a bunch of other things Dean didn’t dare say out loud. When they parted, Dean rubbed his nose on Sam’s and Sam broke out in a big smile.

Dean was proud of him.

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