#denial holder

[the-fermi-system]

There's a weird kind of irony that comes with being a denial holder in a system that's otherwise confident in its plurality.

I'm a pseudoscientist. (Selfhood isn't a science.)

I'm faking it for attention. (We've barely told anyone.)

I should log my switches... but that'll just make me think I'm plural.

All systems' experiences are valid... except mine, because I'm just brainwashed.

I think, therefore we aren't.

...I think I'm tired.

[the-et-al-gang]

Aw fuck I think posting about the denier accidentally brought them closer to the front because now I feel all shitty and anxious

I should have expected this but ughhh

[the-et-al-gang]

The Denier fronted today and it feels like in the few minutes they were in front they ripped our head apart. Gods this shit fucked with us so bad I hate how their denial lingers in me even after they leave