#dollysthoughts

[dolly-fishy]

When I started posting abt isfd with my friends I didn’t expect other people to FIND IT LMFAOAOOO

[dolly-fishy]

Intro post :3 yayayaya

Hai! My name is Dolly! (I won’t throw a fuss if you call me doll/fish/fishy :3) I use He/She pronouns exclusively! I’m 17, and I identify as Aromantic and a Boygirl!

I have ADHD and Autism but I like to pretend I’m normal. I’m also entirely unmedicated lol!

This is a multi fandom blog and I near exclusively reblog stuff because I’m incredibly unoriginal. It’s all just whatever makes me happy!

Chronic twitter user, I’m funnier there (@dollyfishy_), and I post art infrequently on Instagram (@dolly.fishy)

\/\/\/Interests and DNI under the cut \/\/\/

Interests include (in no real particular order):

The Magnus Archives!

ISFD. IF UR A SURVIVOR FROM THE ISFD FORUMS FOLLOW ME. PLEASE.

Silent Hill! (1-4)

Hollow Knight!

Bioshock

Hannibal

Bloodborne

Homestuck

The Amazing Digital Circus

Cruelty squad

Cry of fear

OCs! My ocs! Yours!

Music!

Lobotomy corp/library of ruina/limbus company

Sooo many old RPG maker horror games

The mechanisms

DNI if..

Basic DNI criteria (racist, terf, transphobe, nazi, yada yada…)

Over 25, under 14

NAZIS. Past experiences make me emphasize this one.

Bitches named Tyler. (Half joking. IYKYK)

NSFW blogs

Anti Self-DX

Uhhh that’s basically it LMFAOOOO

[dolly-fishy]

Dawg I stopped keeping up with project moon after library of Runia came out and?? Fym limbus company is a new Lcorp game????? What???????

[dolly-fishy]

Kill, F**k, Marry - ISFD Phillip, Katoa, Kalayavan

The audience eagerly awaits your response 🎤

Impossible questio-

Kill Phillip fuck Kalayavan Marry Katoa 🤗🤗🤗🤗💕💕💕💕

[dolly-fishy]

I have plans I cannot share rn because the haters will sabotage me. I have PLANS. I cannot share rn. Because the haters WILL sabotage me.

[obscure-toybox]

I can’t handle living here and feel like I’m the only one putting in efforts to a relationship I don’t feel is going to do anything anymore. I just don’t want to, I can’t handle feeling how I do like… I noticed I have 2 friends today… Two. That I can hang out with and talk to without feeling I am going to be judged…. Other then that I have no one. It's sad, so fucking sad when you can lay in a bed with someone and cry and they don't notice. I would like a cat or a pet I can love and care for.. Because I might just feel happy and loved... It hurts.

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Craving?

I wish drugs made me feel ugly, I wish they weren't the only thing to silence my thoughts.. My art hurts too much to do, my heart feels alone yet I live with someone.. I feel the affection is minimal so now that I am working I feel I will see a pattern.. I will probably come to work early in the morning to mid day work my shift and hide my mental illness this time and ignore my health again to maintain this work.. I will get off welfare and try to give back to those who helped me.. But sadly at the moment I don't know how. The only things I have come to grips with is I am an angry person naturally but that doesn't mean I don't care.. I have people try and reach out I guess to me? We'll in this case someone try and talk to me and leave. I cannot leave them with no response, I will offer my opinion and then they will leave me until they need what apparently is a wall to them.. Just tell me if we are friend or not, you hold your emotions inside because you're scared To be hurt which is fine everyone needs walls. Just don't live your whole life in those was alone when there are people willing to help in little to big fucking ways.

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~Argh~

I hate these cramps they need to go away... I feel so nauseous too I feel kinda got flashes... Please let me be okay!