I just feel like a fucking doormat for people sometimes. People just come and i do my best to be there for them and they just walk all over me. "Oh, you've been here for me for years? That's okay, I'll just repay you by making you feel like a completely disposable being but as soon as I get better I'll just go run back to the people who hurt me in the first place." i know you don't purposely do this (hopefully), an you don't say this out loud but actions speak louder than words right? And I'm just left here alone because I invested all my care and compassion into you and you just left me. So I go and try to be on my own and you get all huffy and puffy mad. And I'm. All. Alone. Thanks -_-