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Matching Outfits AMBW (DPR John)
𝐀𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
𝟏𝟎:𝟑𝟖 pm was our arrival time when we made it to the studio. After spending time together for our anniversary my boyfriend, John wanted us to go to the DPR studio to look at something with the crew.
"Hey, babe. Can you text everyone and say that we're here." John says as he parked the car and I did as told.
John and I have been together for a year now. He got connected with me through Instagram, I commented on one of his posts and said to link up, it took two months for me to actually go to South Korea and meet him in person along with the rest of the crew so I could take professional pictures of them. I am a photographer and he makes videos so we just clashed together. He told me that he liked me ever since we met each other online and that was on the day I was leaving to go back to America. Little did he know, I was feeling him too. So here we are a year later as a happy couple.
"Are you cold, baby?" He asks while watching me blow into my hands.
"A little, " I smirked. "But your warm hands could do the trick." He smiled widely as we held each other hands while walking towards the building. This month was February so South Korea was pretty cold around this time and I am not used to this because I'm from Florida.
Once we made it inside, we walked down the halls until we were at the DPR studio. DPR is my favorite group out there, when I discovered them on YouTube I wanted to meet them in person. They all treat me like I'm they're sister while John treats me like a queen. Scott be third-wheeling so hard when he's with us and I love it because he doesn't care. I told Scott one time that I was going to hook him up with a friend of mine from Florida, Lisa and I never saw Scott smile so wide before. I am Jamaican and she's Haitian we're both from the islands and Scott has a thing for island girls.
"Alyssa?" John's soft voice snapped me out of my thoughts. I looked at him as he sits down on the chair in front of the computer.
"I'm going on live while we wait for them to come," He holds his phone up and I come to sit next to him with a smile on my face.
"Okay," I nodded and he happily proceeds to go on Instagram.
"But I'm not going to be on live with you, I am too shy for that."
𝗧𝘄𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘆 𝗠𝗶𝗻𝘂𝘁𝗲𝘀 𝗟𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 .҉.҉.҉
"My favorite song from DPR Live is Martini Blue, good question. What's your favorite song from him, babe?" I looked at him waiting for an answer and he chuckles before putting a hand under his chin.
"I don't know," He says and I look back at the camera.
"You see guys, he's not a true DPR fan." I shake my head slowly and he poked my side a little causing me to giggle.
"Yes, I am!" He laughs before pressing play on the song "To Myself" then he got up to dance and I laughed at his goofiness.
"Now he's just trying to show off," I heard him chuckle behind me then I felt a kiss on my cheek. That kiss reminded me of the first time we kissed, it was a rainy day and we were coming out of a coffee shop. I don't know what happened but he moved my curls from my face and kissed me softly on the lips. That was the best day of my life and I will never want to trade John for anyone else.
"Look there saying how cute we are," His happy tone causing me to look back at the camera and read the comments. The fans were talking about how good we looked together then one asked John if he would do another documentary for DPR again.
"Yes, I would. It was really fun making the documentary for the team and we will have many more." He smiles as we moved side to side.
"Yeah, maybe he will direct a music video. Who knows, right?" I shrugged causing him to laugh shyly then the fans started to ask a bunch of questions about an upcoming project that didn't even exist yet but it probably will in the future. I just loved teasing the fans and I know they hate it.
"Let's not get ahead of ourselves just yet." John calms down the fans with a smile and I laughed.
"Yeah, let's not." We heard a familiar voice say behind us.
"But then again why not?" Another voice said causing me and John to turn around to see Scott and Dabin taking off their jackets.
"Y'all heard that it's the DPR fam!" I said to the camera.
"Happy Valentines Day!" Christian bursts into the room almost falling on the ground and we laughed.
"Wassup, Alyssa." Scott comes to give me a hug before dabbing John up.
"Hey, you guys," I said while giving Dabin a hug then Christian joined in almost squeezing us to the death.
"Damn, Christian you been hitting the gym lately?" I rubbed my arm with a laugh and he nods like a dork.
"Yep!" Christian says before looking over at the camera. I forgot we were still on live, the fans are probably going crazy.
"Hey, fam!" Christian waves as he walks over to the phone and Scott does the same before grabbing it.
"Before we go because we got work to do, I just want you guys to look at the lovely couple right here." Scott flips the camera and now it was facing us.
"No!" I hid in John's chest as if that was going to make things any better.
"Yep, do y'all see them? Their matching," Scott teases as he brings the camera up close on our outfits.
"Awe, John, and Alyssa are wearing matching outfits. I wish I could relate," Dabin says
John and I are wearing the DPR white shirt with grey sweatpants and we have black jackets to match as well because it's chilly outside. I had my shirt rolled up into a crop top so it won't be oversized on me and we also had on converse. Let's just say we were looking cute but John and I have one thing in common.
And that's shyness.
"Oh my gosh, guys." I shook my head.
"This is embarrassing," John whines causing the boys to laugh.
"No, it's not." Christian denies.
"Uwu, the fans want you guys to kiss," Scott says proudly.
"Kiss, kiss, kiss!" Scott chanted causing Dabin and Christian to laugh.
"Scott, I am going to make you pay for this." I pointed at him but it only made him chant some more.
"Let's just kiss so they could leave us alone," John whispers in my ear. I whined while cupping his face and he laughed before pulling me close. I closed my eyes shut knowing what was about to happen then I felt his lips on mine.
"Yes!" They all shouted I feel bad for anyone who's in the building. We kissed passionately for a minute or two before pulling away.
"Scott, I am going to get you next," I said sternly causing him to laugh nervously.
"I have a feeling," He says before I took the phone and gave it to John.
"Alright, fam. Goodnight, love y'all." John says.
"Bye, DPR fam!" We all said in sync before John turned off his phone.
"So, what did you mean by your going to get me next, Alyssa?" Scott asks as he sits down on the chair. John and I both giggled at his nervous expression.
"You will see," I smiled.
Confessions AMBW (DPR REM)
𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
How did I get here?
Currently, I'm in the living room at Scott's house, that's right Scott's house as in DPR REM. How did I end up in this house with Scott Kim? Not only was he pretty known in South Korea but he's also my crush.
You are probably confused right now so let me go back in time so you can understand.
𝑻𝒘𝒐 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒐 my friend, Alyssa invited me to South Korea to celebrate her 24th birthday with her boyfriend named John. Of course, being the best friend that I am, I said yes and packed my things to go to South Korea. Not only did I meet her boyfriend but I also had the pleasure to meet the DPR crew. I mean on my first day in South Korea I got to meet Dabin, Christian, Cream, Cline, and (last but not least my handsome crush) Scott. I was hooked when he hugged me and introduced himself for the first time but I thought that was the only time my heart would stop beating.
As if
The next day at Alyssa's house she took the opportunity to get me and Scott together. It felt like I was on a double date with Alyssa and John. Judging by Scott's nervous smiles, I could tell he was feeling the same way. At least we made small talk and got to know each other to the point that we exchanged each other's numbers. That same night when Scott left, I told Alyssa and John that I had a crush on Scott. They weren't surprised of course in fact this was apart of Alyssa's plan all along. She told me that the main reason why she wanted me to come to South Korea was because of Scott. That whole night Alyssa stayed up telling me about Scott and what he likes or what he doesn't like. She even told me that Scott had a thing for island girls which made me like him even more. But the problem is I am insecure to the point that I can't even look at myself for too long in the mirror. Ever since I was young, I hated my skin complexion and how dark I was. But mostly I hated my face even though I had a wonderful family that would tell me how beautiful I was, I would never believe it. After a week or so Scott invited me to go to the mall with him. Of course, your girl was smiling from ear to ear when he asked me out but I still felt like he saw me as a friend.
He proved me wrong.
While Scott and I were at the mall, I saw the store Forever 21 and decided to go check out some clothes. Scott didn't mind, of course, I thought he would because this is a girl's clothing store but no. Once I picked out a few outfits, I went to the fitting rooms to try on some of the clothes while Scott waited for me outside. After trying on the two outfits that I picked, I felt happy that I looked pretty in them. You see I was insecure about my skin and face but never of my body. But when I tried on the last outfit which was a red fitted tube dress, I didn't feel confident so I thought to ask Scott about it. He's my friend so he will give me a solid and honest answer about the dress I was wearing. When I walked out of the fitting room, where he was sitting down the couch that they had in store and his eyes opened widely once he saw me standing there.
"Scott, how do I look? Because I don't feel confident in this dress maybe it's because of my curves or my stomach. I just don't know-
"Shh, don't say that. You look beautiful as a matter of fact you look beautiful in everything. Buy the dress because you look stunning," He says with a smile and my heart stopped beating again. As I said, I was insecure so can you imagine how happy I felt when Scott told me that.
"Okay, thank you." That was all I could say before running back in the fitting room and changing into the outfit that I had on before. When I was done getting dressed, we went to the register, and before I could take out my wallet. Scott pays for the outfits and I was shocked the whole time because of how genuine he was to me.
Ever since that day on, he was treating me like I was more than a friend but I still couldn't tell if he liked me or not. The reason why I say this is because three weeks ago, Scott stopped being in contact with me and I was beginning to worry.
𝑻𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝑾𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒔 𝑨𝒈𝒐
𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐭𝐭'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
"Dude, what is up with you?" Dabin gets up from my couch.
"Just tell her you like her," Cline whines as he played a game on his phone.
"Yeah, don't be afraid." John agrees.
"What if she gets the wrong impression of me or what if we stop being friends all because Lisa doesn't like me back?" I rubbed my forehead and Christian signs out loud next to me.
"Scott it's been two months and you have already displayed your feelings for Lisa just by your actions. At least now the best that you could do is tell Lisa you like her," Christian says.
"Yeah, I agree with Barom. She hasn't reacted in any negative way ever since you've been telling her how beautiful she is," Dabin comes back to the couch with a coke in his hand.
"And don't forget the constant flirting between you two. I just learned what that word means," Cline says and I throw a pillow at him causing the boys to laugh.
"But who knows maybe she likes you too," John smirks before taking a sip of his drink and I looked at him suspiciously.
"John...does Lisa like me back?" I asked.
"Yes, you idiot!" Dabin shouts.
"Duh," John shakes his head at me slowly.
"For how long?" I can't believe Lisa likes me back, I feel so happy right now. I haven't liked anyone in a long time and this is taking a toll on me.
"You are going to have to ask her that in person,"
"Yes, schedule a date with her or something," Christian says
"Yeah, the poor girl hasn't heard anything from you in three weeks," Dabin says.
"You guys are right. I will text her tonight to meet me here so we can talk." I turned on my phone and went to messages, smiling at the last text we sent each other.
God, I miss her.
𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆
𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
Scott finally texts me during the night and asks for me to come over to his place at three tomorrow. Of course, I accepted his request without hesitation but I was going to face anxiety tomorrow.
So, now that you are up to date. You understand why I am freaking out right now.
I waited for Scott to come back patiently as I sat on the couch but his furniture was keeping me occupied. He had a decent modern-day house and I loved it because this whole place screamed Scott. I've never been to Scott's house before so this was a pleasant surprise but I'm still wondering why am I at his house.
"I turned down the A/C just in case you are getting cold," He came back to the living room breaking the silence and I nodded. He looked at my outfit before making eye contact with me.
"You're wearing the-
"The dress that you paid for at Forever 21. You didn't have to pay for it, you know?" I looked away from his eyes then he sat down next to me.
"Of course I did. You still look beautiful by the way and I love the hair," He complimented me with a smile. I wanted to try something new with my hair so I brought a blue shoulder-length wig and it matched my skin perfectly.
"Thank you," I smiled shyly while touching the back of my hair out of nervousness.
"Your welcome," Scott says with a chuckle. I missed his voice and the way he smiled.
"So, why am I here?" I wanted to get answers.
"Because...I have something to tell you," He pauses before grabbing my hands and I faced him.
"Lisa, I really like you. Over these past two months, I really got to know you and you got to know me. We just click and I haven't met anyone who clicks with me as much as you do. Especially with how fast we got to know each other. I guess what am I trying to say is...
𝙊𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙜𝙤𝙨𝙝, 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚.
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
My heart stopped beating and tears fell down my cheek. I honestly did not know what to say. This all happened so quickly, my heart can't take this. Hell! My mind can't comprehend what's going on right now. I didn't want to leave him hanging as he just stared at me waiting for an answer so I spoke up.
"Yes, I would love to be your girlfriend." As soon as I said that, Scott kissed me on the lips. I was shocked at first but kissed him back. When we finally pulled away from each other's lips, we caught our breaths and smiled.
"So, what do we do now?" I wrapped my arms around his neck and he looks around in deep thought.
"Watch a movie?" He lifts his shoulders up and I smiled before pecking him on the lips.
"Sure,"