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what’s wrong with me why am i like this

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Anyways if I spend one more year in this stupid fucking time zone I’m going to step off a fucking cliff I hate it here

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Big sibling things: I got grounded for a night bc my brothers didn’t do their chores.

Anyways there’s a reason I’d post my gross ass body here, and that is to remind everyone that

1) everyone has a roll sitting. Even in this, sucking in, sitting up, there’s a roll on my side. And that’s fine. Everyone has that.

2)everyone has tummy fat ok. I’m sorry if that hurts ur feelings but everyone has at least some and that’s ok.

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Yeah collarbones are cool but have you ever thought of sitting in a cafe with your wife? Her hand is on your thigh, you’re both eating some kind of pretty pastry and sipping some kind of sweet coffee. You’re laughing and not thinking about calories because you’re more focused on the beauty of her laughter? Yeah. That’s even better.

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Self harm tw

Anyone else scared of their birthday? My parents keep reminding me mine is coming up. But when they say that, all I remember are the tears on every birthday and the self relapses every year since my 16th. I’m scared of my birthday because honestly sitting in a shower on the floor sobbing and watching blood slip down my body isn’t really fun but at this point I feel like I’m almost sure it’ll happen as it has every year since my 16th birthday lmao

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We be cute sometimes

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Sometimes, my nights drag longer and longer. At night, I feel my throat sting from the cold air. My body is falling apart always. I’m trying to mend it. I really am. But I’m piecing it back together with a weak glue, and I fear it won’t hold until I see you. All I may do is plead it well. Plead I can hold on. You make that task seem simpler then it is, don’t you?

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I don’t think I’ve posted anything of me yet but anyways

Here I am with a dumb filter that I like looking like a dumb babie.