#dumb personal crap

[melanch1ly-blog]

When I read this new chapter you bet I’m going to hoard panels and make icons and shit outta them,,

[melanch1ly-blog]

I hate it when I get surprised when pandora hearts centric blogs post about pandora hearts because I’m always like ,”They???Like???Pandora???Hearts???Too???God bless I thought I was the only one”

[melanch1ly-blog]

Guess what this fool got

[melanch1ly-blog]

I, like a lot of other people, would like to pretend that the Pandora Hearts Anime didn’t happen, 

But I love the soundtrack a lot and I will fight people for it

[fanwarriorsunite4life]

So I hate hospitals

Fucking hate them

And the main reason is cause when I’m in a hospital for any reason I go into “end of the world” scenarios in my head

I always see the worst thing happening to whoever I’m here for while I’m here, even if everything is fine, and my body goes into an automatic fight or flight state

And today I’ve been fighting it all day and we still can’t leave and it’s KILLING ME

I’m so glad my bro is fine and the surgery went well but I need to be out of here so I’ll stop picturing bad things happening here my body is literally on edge just by fucking sitting here

I want so badly to sleep and feel nothing for awhile good god just being here is THAT overwhelming for me

[melanch1ly-blog]

When things go right for once something always comes and ruins it

[melanch1ly-blog]

sometimes i’m kinda a piece of shit?? like me @ me wyd??

[gearsmoke]

I really wish I could experience what it is like to be an average person.  In terms of pain, anxiety, depression, neurology, social awkwardness... the list goes on... I want to know if I’m just being a whiny baby or if it is really as bad as it feels.