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I hope you like this one!!
➤ “Kissing scars either shortly or long after they’ve healed”
Set in future chapters of my fic: Everything I didn’t ask for.
(EIDAF masterlist)
Cardan wasn’t sure what was his favorite part of all. To have her shivering and whimpering against his mouth, desperate for release... or this. The moment after.
Being able to see her with her guards down. Relaxed. Not her usual defensive stance, the one that could scare even the bravest man. He looked at her, gloriously naked and stretched along his bed. Sometimes he couldn’t believe such a mighty creature allowed him to see this part of her. Allowed him to touch her the way he did while turning her into a moaning wreck.
Then again, the scars on Jude’s body reminded him of the fact that she remained human. Painfully human.
He’d noticed them the first time they were together. Between hurried kisses and the sound of clothes being torn apart, he had seen one or two scars. But once he had her completely exposed in front of him, several more were added to the list.
It pissed him off. Knowing that no matter how delightful their moments together were, eventually she’d have to return to a place where she could get easily hurt. And what was worse, she would act as if it didn’t matter.
As he laid on his side, head propped on one of his hands, he glanced at the spot on her skin that had felt slightly different this time.
“This one’s new.” Cardan muttered, tracing his finger down her right arm where a thin line of skin felt rough to the touch. It wasn’t big, but looked recently healed. He clenched his jaw for a moment before lifting his gaze to her.
Jude watched him through hooded eyes, her dark curls framed her face in a wild haze. She looked almost ethereal. Even her lips were still a bit swollen from their punishing kisses.
“I faced a trickster opponent some nights ago.” She answered, lifting her hand to caress his chin. Judging by her tone, he could have very well asked her for the hour.
He was no stranger to violence, from a very young age he’d gained his own scars too. However, he had never spoken of it the same way Jude did. Indifferent. Resigned. It strained something inside him.
A part of him wanted to shout at her for doing so. The other, wanted to rip apart every single person who had dared touching her with harming intentions.
Instead, he leaned to graze his lips over that new scar.
Her breath hitched, but didn’t move away.
He pressed one, two kisses there before moving to another one. A long scar located near her hip. Cardan peered up at her, finding her slightly wide eyes. “And this one?”
“A rough training session.” She breathed. Cardan leaned down to repeat the process.
Upon moving to the third one, he nibbled her skin between kisses making her muscles twitch and her lips part with a sigh. Soft fingers tangled in his hair, encouraging him.
As much as he wanted, he couldn’t make her scars disappear. But he could do this. He could give her a moment in which the marks on her skin gave her anything but torment. A moment of peace.
A moment of something… something his mind couldn’t find a name for. Even when his heart already had.
"You're walking on thin ice. Jude took a deep breath. She could only hope it wasn’t thin enough to break."
↳ Everything I Didn't Ask For || Jurdan Fight Club AU by @clockworkgraystairs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESS!!!! In honour of you, here's a little edit I made for one of my favourite fics of yours. This fic has everything: passion, angst, crime. And also my entire heart and soul ❤️❤️
[if i forgot to tag someone i’m sorry! and please let me know]
AFTER
Cardan remained kneeled next to the unconscious girl. His eyes wide and still locked to Jude’s. Around them the crowd still roared, but for him it was just blurred background noise.
He felt words trapped in his throat. The urge to tell her something. Anything.
Jude. What the fuck is going on? What are you doing here? Are you ok? You need a doctor.
Nothing came out.
She didn’t say anything either. She kept looking down at him with that odd expression. It was as if the mischievous and teasing girl from before had vanished. In front of him was a fighter, with a look that promised pain for whoever stood in her way.
A hand on his back snapped his attention back.
“Move, Cardan.” Locke reaching for the girl on the floor. “We need to get her out of here.”
He quickly helped his friend lifting the girl’s feet. Before leaving, he gazed back to Jude one more time, but she had already turned away as a tall man raised her hand above her head and paraded her in front of the audience.
They kept screaming for The Queen as Cardan crossed the door to the room where he and Locke had left the other unfortunates.
After leaving the girl, Cardan leaned his back against a wall and once more tried to make sense of what he’d just saw.
“It seems like you go for the tough ones, don’t you?” Locke teased, a little hint of nervousness in his words.
“I didn’t know… I mean,” he said. “I thought she was only a guest here or something.”
His friend shrugged. “Maybe she is. People sometimes gets into this things for money or for sport.”
Suddenly, he remembered the exact point of what he’d wanted to say to Locke for the past hours. He straightened and pushed his friend’s shoulder. “What the fuck are we doing here anyway?? You said this was a good job dumbass!”
“Well it is!” He answered, crossing his arms. “If it was a safe or legal event, I didn’t ask. Bartenders who make a lot of questions are not usually hired. And here, my friend, we are making some good money.”
Cardan stared at him. He was right, he knew that. But still, underground fighting events were deeply illegal. They were since pretty much always but about a decade ago, a similar event had ended up in chaos because rival gang members started a riot. Many people, involved or not, had died. The place was burned down in the process. And it had uncovered several cases of well positioned people involved in drug dealing, women trafficking, among other things.
Since that day, police had fiercely hunted illegal fighting pits. There were some, of course. But it was rare for anyone to hear about them.
Then again, Cardan knew what it was to have family involved in illegal stuff. And thankfully he’d been able to leave Balekin before he’d messed up more. Or at least he tried.
Even if he didn’t work with his brother anymore, he was forced to give a fee every month to repay him after one night when Cardan, highly intoxicated, left a warehouse unguarded and several merchandise was stolen. Expensive merchandise. He was going to spend his entire life repaying that mistake. But at least he was on his own, not having to answer any other of Balekin’s calls.
He took a deep breath. He needed to get his shit together. After all the events of the night his thoughts were running full speed, not to mention the headaches the sight of blood and beatings caused him. There was still a faint ringing noise at the back of his mind.
The door opened and Madoc entered, eyeing all the unconscious bodies laying on the beds. “Good. Leave them there and go back to the bar. Someone will take care of this.”
As they walked back, Cardan eyed the remaining guests. Almost half of them had started to leave after the last encounter, but several other remain. Going back to the gambling tables and talking to each other. He wondered if Jude would still be there, maybe if he-
A hard bump on his shoulder stopped his trail of thoughts, followed by a growl and a hand grabbing his shirt roughly. “Watch it, idiot.”
He frowned and look up, finding a pair of cruel defying eyes staring back. The same ones he saw when the guy was beating the other one near death. Valerian.
His face and hair were cleaner now, he’d probably washed away the blood after the fight. Still, his expression remained the same.
Cardan said nothing, if the guy was waiting for an apology he wasn’t going to get it. He might not be a fighter but he was certainly sick of bullies like him. The grip on his shirt didn’t loosen. Grabbing Valerian’s hands he jerked himself off. “I could say the same thing.” Cardan snarled, walking away with Locke.
He only managed a couple of steps before he was pushed to the ground.
The roughness of the floor scratched his forearm. He turned just in time to see Valerian’s fist merely inches from his face.
The next thing Cardan knew, a sharp pain erupted on his jaw throwing him down completely. He could hear Locke yelling something, but before he could turn to face his friend, a heavy body settled on top of him.
People started gathering around them.
Valerian grabbed his shirt again and another blow connected near his eye, blinding him for a moment. Something warm slid down his face. He snarled and grabbed the man’s arm, pushing him away. His fist raised again and Cardan braised himself for the next blow.
One that never came.
From one moment to another, the weight over him disappeared with a grunt. He quickly got up, looking at his attacker, who now had a slender arm pulling against his neck. Hard.
Valerian arched and coughed, rage dancing on his eyes. Behind him, Jude kept janking the man back until they were at safer distance. Then, she let him go and move to stand between him and Cardan. She’d cleaned up too, Cardan noticed. Though she was still wearing the clothes from the match, her hair was loose and the dirt and blood were gone.
After spitting on the floor, Valerian turned to Jude with gritted teeth, raising up with closed fists as if he were to throw himself against her. Jude just glared at him, fists clenched too. A slight smirk tugging up the corner of her lip.
“Is there any problem here?” Madoc’s strong but calm voice startled him, pulling him out of the scene in front of them.
The two fighters dropped their defensive pose, eyes still locked at each other’s.
“There isn’t, General, my apologies.” Valerian muttered. “The barman and I had a little disagreement.”
“You being a jerk is common knowledge, not a disagreement.” Jude snorted.
The venomous glare he gave her send a shiver through Cardan’s skin.
“Enough. Everybody back to work now. And you two,” Madoc hissed, pointing at Jude and Valerian. “Drop it. I don’t have time for another of your quarrels today.”
That said, he left, dragging some of the curious spectators back to the gambling tables.
Cardan stood there, not sure if he should approach Jude. Yet.
“You heard your General,” She purred. “Walk.”
Valerian gave a step towards her, baring his teeth. “You won’t be the boss’ favorite forever, bitch.”
Then he was gone.
Cardan let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding.
“Hey man, are you ok?” Locke asked, laying a hand on his shoulder. “I’m sorry, you know I suck at fights, I should’ve-”
“Yeah, it’s ok.” He touched his brow, were Valerian’s blow had opened his skin. His fingers came back bloodied.
“You should get that checked.” Jude’s voice softer now, the fierce eyes she’d worn at the end of the fight had disappeared too. “I’ll send over a healer.”
She turned to leave, but Cardan reached for her arm, stopping her. “Hey.”
Pulling back her arm, she fixed him an alarmed look. Right, they weren’t supposed to be seen together. He hesitated. The bruise on her cheek looked less swollen now, but it had started to gain a slight purple stain on the center. “Are you alright?” He mumbled, as casually as he could.
Jude tilted her head and smirked. “Shouldn’t I be asking you that?”
She noticed his clenched teeth and rolled her eyes. “I’m fine, go.”
Cardan nodded and turned to Locke, walking back to their assigned spot. There, Roach ran back and forth, mixing drinks for the clients gathering there. He’d look funny if it wasn’t for his panicked eyes, searching for his partners among the crowd.
“About damn time!” He growled. “I’ve been attending all of our side for ages! Come here and- shit, Cardan what happened? Did you-”
“We’ll tell you later, let’s get this place free first.” Locke interrupted him, taking his gaze back to his friend’s wound. “You should get that cleaned, I don’t think people will appreciate blood-flavored drinks.”
They both chuckled as Cardan pressed a wet cloth to his brow.
With Locke’s help, the bar was empty again in a couple of minutes. All the remaining guests were now minding their own business elsewhere.
Roach sighed, resting his elbows on the table. “This is why I prefer to collect the money, rather than preparing the drinks. All those people are impossible!”
“Well that’s the fun part too.” Cardan sat on the floor, the cloth now extended all over his whole forehead. The places where he’d been hit throbbed harder now than a couple of minutes ago.
“Yeah, as fun as being beaten just for walking.” Roach laughed. “Man you really have some bad luck.”
“Not as bad as you’d think! Otherwise he wouldn’t have left with that gir-”
“Shht!” Cardan silenced him, feeling his cheeks slightly warm. “Let’s not talk about that here, her request.”
Locke barked a laugh, throwing another cloth at him. “You’re scared of Madoc, aren’t you? Fuck, I don’t blame you. He seems just ready to shot anyone anytime. But is he scarier than your girl? I wouldn’t dare getting on her way either.”
They were going to mock him till the end of times, Cardan was sure of that.
“You must be Cardan.” An unknown voice said, startling the three of them.
He looked up, taking the cloth away.
A short, slim woman stood behind the bar. Her short hair, frizzled and oddly white, framed her fine features. She wore a blue scrub, and carried a small first aid kit in her right hand.
The healer, he assumed.
“That’s me.”
She nodded and started taking things out of the briefcase, alcohol, cotton wool, antiseptic and god knows what else. “Sit here please.” She motioned at the stool in front of her.
Once he did, she started attending his wound. Fast, quiet, efficiently.
“Did Jude send you?” He whispered.
The healer hummed and nodded in response. Not much of a talker it would seem.
“Is she coming too?” He tried again, feeling dumb. But he needed some answers.
“Miss Jude has already left the building.”
Oh. Something sinked inside him. He let her work in silence, wincing just a bit when she pressed some first aid tape over his eyebrow. Had Jude treated her injuries already? He should probably stop thinking about her. She’d left already.
“I’m done.” The woman’s voice pulled him out of his thoughts. All of her items already packed except for a little pill box. “It will probably sting a little, but it won’t leave any scar. If you experiment any headaches, take one of this pills.”
Cardan nodded. “Thanks, I will. If you see Jude, tell her I say thank you... Please.”
The girl stared at him. Pondering. Her gaze felt like it could pierce his skull. At last, she sighed. “I will.”
She extended her hand to him, he frowned. An awkward hand-shake, considering she hadn’t gave him one when she arrived. Still, he answered back.
Then he felt it.
Something folded between her fingers.
Trying to keep a steady face, he took it, immediately putting it away from curious eyes. She grabbed her bag, ready to leave when Roach appeared next to them.
“Uh- excuse me miss, I don’t mean to bother but I cut my finger with a glass a moment ago. And I was wondering if you could- you know.” He babbled and raised his hand, a small gash running along his index.
The healer considered him for a moment, then pulled something from her bag and left it next to Cardan’s pills. “Sorry, I cannot stay.”
She walked away stiffly, soon disappearing behind some doors. Cardan watched her go.
A muffled laugh sounded behind him. He turned to find Locke covering his mouth in order to avoid the cackle that threatened to come out of it. Roach’s face was the embodiment of embarrassment and failure.
On the table was a little pink band-aid.
“Nailed it man, NAILED IT!” Locke mocked him. “Please tell me you didn’t actually cut your finger on purpose just to talk to her.”
“Of course I didn’t you ass! But I might have cut myself because… I was looking at her and didn’t pay attention to the damn broken glass.”
Locke and Cardan looked at each other before both erupted with laughter. Roach’s red ears didn’t help much.
Their jokes continued for a couple of minutes before vanishing completely at the sight of Madoc walking towards them.
“Well gentleman,” He greeted them. “Your work for today has come to an end. Clean everything and meet me in the kitchens.”
It didn’t take much since they were used to clean as they worked. But still paid a little extra attention into leaving everything impeccable. The last thing they wanted was to owe anything to those people.
Back in the kitchens, Madoc stood at the center. Waiting. Both of his hands behind him.
“I trust,” He started, glaring deeply at them. “That no word about what happened here today will leave your mouths. Am I correct?”
Cardan didn’t need to be a psychic to know that one of the hands Madoc kept unseen held his gun.
“You needn’t ask.” Locke answered. “When we accepted the job we knew our lips would be sealed about it, and they’ll remain like that.”
Well that first part wasn’t entirely true. But his friend had a clever mouth, specially when he needed to save his ass.
Roach and Cardan swore too they wouldn’t say anything.
“And if I find out that any of you slipped even the tiniest detail about this, you agree that I’ll have to kill all three of you.” Madoc smiled. “Well not that I’m really asking, but you’re aware of it now.”
The group remained silent, breaths caught in their throats.
Once that was cleared, he put away his gun and gave each one a small yellow envelope. “As promised. With a little extra since I had no complains for your work, a difficult thing to accomplish here.” He turned to Cardan. “About the incident with Valerian, I know it wasn’t your fault so, don’t worry about it.”
Inside the envelope was pure cash. Enough to make Roach whistle. They thanked him and put away their envelopes.
“There are three steady spots available for our bar zone. The last group, well, liked to gossip a bit too much.” Madoc sneered, clearly enjoying their reactions. Cardan was certain he could notice his pulse under his neck. “Same rules apply. One night every one or two weeks. Same payment, in case you’re interested of course.”
“We are.” Roach and Locke turned to him, wide eyed. The steadiness of his voice surprised even himself. “Consider it done.”
“Good. Keep the uniform then. There is a cab for you outside. I’ll let you know when you’re needed.”
Outside, they found out most of the cars were already gone. Small groups of people gathered around some of the remaining vehicles to smoke and talk. On the opposite corner, a lonely cab waited for them.
As soon as they crossed the door, his friend bursted into questions.
““We are”?? Cardan what the hell were you thinking?!!” Roach nearly shouted. “I won’t deny this is well paid but agreeing to this… I don’t know man-”
Locke didn’t say anything, but his frowned brow was enough.
Cardan stopped in front of them. “Do you really think he was asking? After what he said? We were in this since we arrived, and saying ‘no’ Madoc would’ve only gave him another reason to get rid of us. You can’t- just refuse here, not with this kind of people.”
A kind that, to his misfortune, he knew quite well. He sighed and passed a hand through his hair.
“I get it, I guess I just need to get used to the idea.” Locke mumbled, looking back to the building.
Roach panicked gaze was still on Cardan. “So this means there’s no way out? Not even a-”
“Fuuuck!” Locke suddenly whispered. “Guys isn’t that Garrett? There, next to the white Audi”
They turned to said car, where a small group of young men shared a bottle of whiskey. Cardan narrowed his eyes a bit but indeed, there he was.
Garrett had worked with them at the bar a couple of years ago, and even though he was a little introverted, Cardan had been good friends with him. Still, he’d left to enter the police academy. At least that’s what Cardan last heard. His normally sandy-coloured hair was dyed black, but that irreverent smirk of his was recognizable anywhere.
“What is he doing here?” He asked, mostly to himself.
The cab driver honked, hurrying them.
Just before closing the door, Cardan glanced back to the group. Garrett stared directly at them, taking a long puff from his cigarette. Then the car started.
Halfway back to the city, he remembered the paper the healer gave him. With a quick movement, he took it out of his pocket and unfolded it. I was a napkin. With a note.
I wouldn’t normally offer two for one, but since I didn’t get to say goodbye the way I intended, hopefully this allows me to make up for it some other day.
J.
Under it, a cell phone number. Her cell phone number.
He grinned and without really thinking about it, he took out his phone and send her a short message. Fuck, would that make him seem desperate? Hopefully not.
Roach and Locke were talking but he didn’t really paid attention.
It was until he was folding back Jude’s note that he realized there was something printed on the opposite side of it. Something that made his stomach turned to a knot.
He’d memorice that form since he was a little kid. But the Greenbriar’s shield he’d grown to, had a small “B” at the center in honor to his brother Balekin.
This one though, had a “D” at that same spot.
Dain’s.
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PATIENCE!
It took me like forever to reorganize my ideas for this au but IT’S BACK BABY!
ok i’m working on several things at the same time, but these ones will be for Everything I didn’t ask for
Tagging @slightlyrebelliouswriter23 for reasons 😏
FIRST — the first two sentences of my current project
If there was a definition of a busy night, this one definitely fit in. Elfhame’s Bar was famous enough to have a good number of clients on the regular days. However, today the damn place was on fire.
(i’ll give you 3 sentences bc i say so lmao)
LAST — the most recently written two sentences of my current project
Oh, she would never let him forget that first night and that stupid comment he'd made. However, Cardan couldn't care less in that moment.
"You came." He said, knowing that he was probably grinning like an idiot.
BEFORE THE BEGINNING — three sentences (or more) about something that happened before the plot of my current project
(this is going to be longer than 3 sentences but...)
Jude had gone to sleep thinking she would wake up to the fresh made waffles her mother did every Sunday. Instead, she woke in the middle of the night to find her room filled with smoke. With her heart up in her throat, Jude held her stuffed snake, Mr. Hiss, closer to her chest as she stood and opened the door.
The heap of smoke and heat that hit her made Jude cough fighting to grasp fresh air. Her eyes were burning. The walls of the corridor glowed with red and orange.
HELLO TESS I AM HERE TO TELL YOU HOW AMAZING YOU ARE!!!! so you know that Everything I Didn't Ask for is my Main Bitch like i drop everything for that fic bc hot damn the spice 🥵🔥 🌶 BUT OTHER TOP CONTENDERS?? Here For You (cardan being a mother hen omg 🥺) and Keep It Down (hhhhhhhot ma'am 🥵). also bonus mention: TAIL FETISH HC. this has been a psa, love you 😌💜💜
OMG EM FOR SOME REASON I HADN'T SEEN THIS I'M SORRY!!!! 🙈🥺
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Everything I Didn't Ask For is my baby, the first fanfic I ever dared to post bc my soul needed it, so it means the world that you like it that much!! 🥺 And I have plans for it ma'am, so many plans!!! You'll have to wait and see 😏
Sjsjkd Here For You exists thanks to that first promt you asked for!! 💜 And I'm loving it!!! I calculate two more chapters for it (the next one is almost done, yeah I've been saying that forever but it is!!! I'm just stuck on something important lmao)
Oohoho Keep it Down was a surprise even for me, ngl! A very pleasant one 🌚 I hope I'm able to overcome my writing-smut-fear and finish that second part (it was already half done idk what happened there). So I can continue with the other stuff I have for it (how it started, some Quidditch accident, the Yule ball, more sneaking out...) *finger guns*
Ahhhh that bonus 🙈🥰 sometimes I reread that one just because I need some tail kink in my life 🌚🌚
THIS ASK IS SO PRECIOUS, THANK YOU FOR LIGHTING UP MY DAY LIKE THIS EM!! 🧡
Warnings: Language, Violence (graphic and mentions), Dain is kind of creepy in here, just be warned. NSFW content if you don’t feel comfortable reading this you can skip the scene between || || there will be a summary of that part at the end with the important notes.
Summary:
Jude's POV
Being the favorite it's not always a good thing.
Notes: For the text messages:
>> are Cardan's
<< are Jude's
Chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 [coming soon]
EIDAF Masterlist General Masterlist AO3
A BIG MASIVE THANK YOU TO @slightlyrebelliouswriter23 for checking this and for making sure I correct my mistakes before posting this sjfksd I LOVE YOU LOST SISTER <3
THE BOSS’ FAVORITE BITCH
“A pink band aid?!” Jude cackled for the third time. “Girl you’re mean!”
She threw another blow to the punching bag. They were in the training room, which was by far her favorite spot in the whole manor. She could focus on sweating and hitting unanimated stuff instead of the rest of her duties. By “duties” she meant those nights at the fighting pits.
She kept delivering vicious punches, drops of sweat rolling down her temple and her neck.
“I didn’t mean to!” Lilliver repeated, covering her eyes in shame. Both had been laughing at the same topic for hours. “He just approached with that incredulous face of his and bloodied finger and asked for help the same way you would ask for someone’s number! What was I supposed to do?”
“Uh I don’t know… Maybe actually give him your number??” She wiggled her eyebrows at her friend, who lay face up on a foam mat a couple centimeters away. Lil was lucky she didn’t need to train her brains out since healing others was her principal job. Still, she enjoyed doing cardio and yoga sometimes.
With a scandalized expression she sat up, and grabbed her water bottle and mumbled. “That’s your thing honey, not mine.”
Jude paused the attack on the poor bag to turn horrified at her. “Lilliver.” Luckily for them, no one was close enough to hear the conversation, most of the fighters prefered to train with weights or run outside. She took a look around, just to be sure.
Lil raised her hands in defeat, lowering her voice a bit. “I’m just saying… Did he even text you? Because I didn’t risk my pelt that night delivering the note just for-”
She paused abruptly, as Jude turned back to the punching bag in a failed attempt to cover the color that rose up her cheeks.
“HE DID!” Her friend squealed. “Damn he doesn’t waste time does he? What did he say?”
Jude scoffed and whirled to face her, planting her gloves firmly on her hips. “Nothing that I can repeat on family hours.”
The disgusted grimace on Lilliver’s face was enough to set her on a laughter attack.
“Sup’ sluts! What are we joking about?”
They both turned to a girl walking towards them, her long braid a mix of blonde and blue. A pair of boxing gloves hung from her shoulder. Fand, Jude’s roommate. She hadn’t done so well at her match the other night. She got a black eye and Lilliver had to stitch a gash on her eyebrow.
“Oh the usual. Your roomie receiving dirty booty texts from a random dude.” Lil shrugged and turned to Jude. “You’re disgusting by the way, please don’t ever show me those messages.”
“Messages?” Fand repeated wide eyed. “Jude! You gave that barman your number?”
“I told you about it the other night!”
“Well sorry but I was beaten to a pulp. I can’t remember a damn thing!” Well that part was true, Jude conceded. “I do remember all of your eye-fucking in the limo, though. I’m surprised Madoc didn’t notice.”
“Fair point. How are you? Feeling better?” She felt a little sorry for her friend. Those fights were always uncertain.
There were technically no rules, but they were stopped as soon as a contendant lost consciousness. Injured people healed, dead bodies meant extra work and sure as hell Madoc didn’t like to waste time on it. It annoyed him to the point he’d once threatened the referee if he didn’t stop the next fights on time. The mere idea of it made her sick, so she tried to get straight to the point and leave her opponents on the floor as fast as she could.
Unfortunately for Fand, she’d been the one to end up face-down at her last party. At least that’s how the boss liked to call them. Parties. But because of her injuries she’d been instructed to rest at least two weeks.
“Just a little headache that comes and goes, I’m okay. One eye less to apply makeup for a while. Do stop trying to change the subject, what did he say?” Fand wiggled her eyebrows at her visibly intrigued.
“Don’t, please.” Liliver whimpered under her breath.
“Just some stuff… about what happened.”
Both of her friends frowned. “The eye-fucking?” Fand asked.
Jude bit her lip, unsure of how much she should tell them. “Not exactly, we kind of sneaked to a more private place after that…”
“JUDE!” Lil’s alarmed eyes were almost comical.
“I’m sorry! It just happened ok?” More like, she made it happen but they didn’t need to know about that. Nor that she planned on doing it again. And again.
Fand looked at her, all mockery gone from her face. “You’re walking on thin ice, you realize that don’t you? If the boss finds out-”
“He won’t. He doesn’t have to.” And oh she would make sure it remained that way. “You said yourself Madoc didn’t notice, so I don’t see why Dain should. You two are the only ones who know about this.”
There was a silent question hidden in her words. She trusted Liliver and Fand with her life, they’d grown up together. Still, she needed to be sure.
Lil answered in less than a second. “Hey, our lips are sealed. Don’t worry about it.”
“I know.” She sighed and turned to the blonde. “Are you done for the day Fand? Lil and I wanted to go downtown to buy a coffee.”
“Hell yeah, you know I’m always down for coffee.” Her friend grinned.
Jude mimicked her. Of course she thought. The three of them always looked for an excuse to leave the manor. Despite it being equipped for “each and every one of their needs” it still felt like a prison most of the time.
“Great, showers first and let’s meet at the front door in an hour. I’ll let Madoc know.” Naturally, Mr. ‘don’t bother me, I’m busy’ had to be aware of every movement Dain’s people made.
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With still-damp hair Jude walked through the long corridors, her frustration growing every step. For a man who seemed capable of appearing out of the darkness at every minute, Madoc was nowhere to be found. She’d checked the library, the gardens, his office, the training room where he liked to torment the new guys. Nothing.
The few options that remained were the kitchen, Dain’s office and the security room. She grimaced. One of them was unlikely, and another wasn’t a place she wanted to visit so she made her way to the security room.
On her way there, Jude couldn’t help thinking about Cardan.
As much as it embarrassed her to admit it, they were indeed sort of eye-fucking the moment they saw each other on their way to the party. How wouldn’t she? The guy had the face of an angel but wore an expression in his dark eyes that promised nothing but sins. Her favorite combination.
She thought about that first conversation after giving him her number. Barely arriving in her room she’d heard the phone buzz.
>> Something tells me you’re actually trying to get in trouble, miss.
<< Something tells me, you don’t care at all.
<< Call me that again and I’ll make you regret it.
>> The same way you did tonight? I’d very much like that.
<< I’d very much like to make you beg instead.
>> Next time we’re alone Jude, you can certainly try.
Jude wasn’t the romantic type, never had been. Not that there was a lot of space for romance in the lifestyle she had. She’d been taught that putting one’s heart first usually led to unnecessary drama and disaster. Especially after witnessing an incident that proved just that only a few short years after arriving at the manor. A young couple of fighters had fallen in love and tried to run away. They were found in a matter of days, and punished in front of everyone. Nightmares about it had haunted her for months. Empty eyes looking at her from their bodies laying on the ground, the sound of gunshots in the background.
Then again, she’d been younger. Bodies didn’t scare her anymore. Neither did guns. Nevertheless, she prefered to stay away from all of it.
Sex, on the other hand, was a language she could speak. Not expertly, if she was honest with herself but enough to know how to lure unwise men to her arms.
This occasion though, was the first time she’d chosen someone truly close to her element. Not a sloppy boy from a distant club she could fuck and never see again, but a bartender who most likely would attend Dain’s events regularly. Fand was right. She needed to be careful if they intended to continue sneaking around. And oh did she want to. By his messages, so did he.
They’d kept in touch most nights, when it was safe to take out the cellphone of course. Somehow that man knew how to make her laugh and in 0.2 seconds feel hot enough to need a cold shower.
Grinning absentmindedly, she turned to one of the manor’s halls and paused for a second at the sight of Valerian walking in the opposite direction. That brute was always trying to prove his strength at the expense of the weakest. He was usually the one who needed to be stopped before killing someone. He had no compassion, or brain cells for all that she knew.
After years of outright hatred between them, they generally maintained separate paths trying to remain neutral to the other’s presence. There had to be explicit orders for them to actually do it, still they failed at it sometimes.
Jude’s first mistake was to walk past Valerian ignoring him completely.
Barely a step away from him, an iron grip jerked her to the side and slammed her back against the wall.
“What the fuck? Let go of me!” She hissed yanking her arm back.
As a growl surged from him, he seized her neck with his other hand clenching his fingers. She gasped fighting to get some air, immediately grabbing his wrist and trying to pry herself free. He didn’t budge.
No brawling outside the training room or the fighting pits, unless you want a severe punishment. That was the rule Dain had established upon their incessant encounters. It had kept them at bay, at least physically. Obscene comments and hand signs were still frequent.
Valerian seemed to have forgotten all of it.
“Not so brave now, are you bitch?” He sneered, baring his teeth. Dropping her gaze she noticed an almost invisible purplish stain around his throat. Maybe she had tugged from him harder that she thought.
Darkness danced on the edges of her sight. “Let...go…”
“If you ever ridicule me again, I swear I will crush your little neck like a toothpick.” His grip tightened.
Jude clenched her fists. If Valerian wasn’t following the rules why should she? With all her strength she hammered the inner part of his elbow with hers making his arm bend. Using her other hand to pull him close she drove her knee to his stomach. Hard.
Valerian grunted and let go of her neck. She stepped away, coughing but not letting her sight off him again. Fuck the rules. By the time he turned to her, she was ready.
“Was I not clear last night, Valerian?” A voice roared through the hall, startling both of them.
Hissing a low curse Valerian turned, glaring at the dark area behind him.
“Well?” Madoc repeated, stepping out to meet them. His face hard as a rock left little space for questioning, hinting about the terrible mood in which he probably was at the moment.
“Yes, Madoc.” They both answered. Not that he’d asked Jude, but she had no wish to argue with him today.
Madoc sighed taking a look at both.
“Now that you’re both together, you shall come with me. Dain requires your presence.”
Her pulse had barely returned to normal when it rose again at his words. “From both of us?” Jude asked.
Madoc nooded. “Come on.”
She cursed mentally, squared her shoulders and followed him, Valerian walking by her side as far as the corridor allowed.
Upon arriving at the office Jude grimaced. Despite the big space, it always stank like mildew and cigars. She hated that smell. The first night Jude and her twin sister had arrived at that place, they were left there for hours. At least it felt like it, time was always different when you were a kid and had been taken from your home in the midst of fire and confusion.
Dain sat behind the massive desk at the center of the room, not paying attention to them. A cigarette hung from his mouth and his eyes roamed some papers sprawled in front of him.
They stood, in silence and rigid until Madoc cleared his throat.
“As you requested, Sir.”
Without lifting his gaze, he motioned Madoc to leave and pointed at the two chairs in front of them. Jude and Valerian hesitated for half a second before obeying. Cold and aged leather squeaked under them.
Giving a deep puff to his cigar he leaned back, alternating his gaze between them. He grinned.
“My champions. I’m so glad you had the time to come visit me. Work is keeping me busy, forgive my… thoughtlessness. How are you these days?”
They exchanged a stiff look in confusion. Valerian didn’t appear to be up for a talk at all.
“Fine, I guess?” She said slowly, not understanding the point of the question. Dain wasn’t the type of person who sought a casual chat. “The results at the pit have been good. No losses so… it’s not necessary to worry about it.”
“Oh I know, I know.” Throwing his hands up to the air he chuckled. “There’s no need for me to doubt your efficiency, dear Jude. Please, don’t think I brought you here for that reason.”
Charming. He got on her nerves when he behaved like that.
“Is there a reason then, for us to be here?” Valerian asked, adding quickly. “Sir?”
Dain stood, walking around the desk.
“Being the boss is difficult.” He began, a thoughtful almost tired expression in his eyes. “Not that I expect you to know how it feels but, it is. I need to have eyes everywhere. Know what my allies are doing, and especially what my competition is. I have to maintain order in all the parts of this organization, create rules, apply discipline.”
His voice followed him behind the chairs where they sat.
“Somehow I’ve managed it, and I’m proud of it you know? I’ve created a name that sends shivers down people’s spines, makes them respect my commands and my… dominance.” By the time he paused he was in front of them again, barely centimeters away. Jude pressed her fists tighter, sweaty. “Aren’t you glad of everything we’ve become?”
Clearing her throat, she and Valerian murmured in agreement. Dain smiled once again, all kindness gone from his eyes.
“Then explain to me please, why is it that despite having the entire city under my feet, I have to deal with disobedience inside my own house. From my beloved champions.” He gritted. “Because I’m not understanding why the fuck it is so hard for you both to follow one simple rule.”
They remained silent, avoiding his gaze.
“TELL ME!” Dain yelled, startling them. “Tell me why do I have to hear from Madoc that you’ve been creating disturbances in the middle of my parties, in front of my clients, in front of possible allies. Again.” Giving a step he bent towards Jude, locking eyes with her. “Are you trying to ruin everything I’ve worked for? Everything I’ve done for you both?”
“No.”
He tilted his head to Valerian. “And you?”
“No. And it wasn’t me, that barman-” His words were interrupted by a strong punch to his jaw. He landed on the floor with a thud. Valerian’s eyes beamed with anger, blood dripped from his lip but didn’t dare moving against Dain. “I was not the only one involved in that mess.” He spat.
“Be a fucking man and stop blaming others for your ineptitude. The next time you threaten not only my events, but one of my best fighters you will face a harsh consequence.” Dain’s stare was ice. “You are dismissed.”
He rose without taking his eyes from her and walked away.
The door slammed behind Valerian, leaving them alone. Jude swallowed, the chair creaking under her as she shifted in her place. She felt his cold hand slide over her shoulder, most likely able to feel her erratic pulse but she didn’t do more than clench her jaw. Her gaze remained fixed on the window behind the desk.
“You know that I will always protect you, don’t you?” His thumb drew smooth circles behind her neck. “Valerian is nobody. Nothing compared to you.”
She nodded almost imperceptibly, trying not to flinch when she felt Dain’s hot breath caress her ear. “You are my creature, Jude. Don’t forget that.”
“I know.” She breathed. “I apologize for my actions.”
“Good. Tell me Jude, is there anything else I should know?” His voice drew off as he returned to his chair.
She felt her breathing stop for a second. “I- about what exactly?”
“Well... if Valerian is bothering you at some other times I probably should know, don’t you think?” He smiled.
Relief washed through her, still she held it hoping it wasn’t too evident.
“No. It’s alright, you don’t need to worry.” Not true, but if Dain moved against Valerian again things would only be worse. Even if she could handle it, there was no need to stoke the fire.
Dain looked at her in a way she couldn’t describe. She hated how uneven he made her feel. He was no more than a simple man, but the power he held above her entire world weighed down heavier sometimes. She hated knowing he’d always be one step forward. She hated feeling trapped. She hated him.
“Very well. You may leave, dear.”
Jude didn’t think about it twice.
~
|| A couple of weeks later, music and ovations roared in her ears, the place was twice as full that night. Special guests had arrived with their wallets more than prepared to bet for ‘The Queen’.
Not that she cared.
Not as hot lips closed around her nipple and tugged from it, stealing another muffled moan from her. Harsh breaths surrounded them but barely audible with all the noise outside. Cardan pressed himself harder against her and groaned, turning his attention to her other breast. Jude writhed her hips, seeking extra friction.
“Eager today, aren’t you?” He teased, his lips came away with a pop. She suspected several marks would cover her the next morning.
Grabbing his jaw she led his eyes up to hers. The hunger reflected in them sent a hot pulse down her. Still, she smirked as smug as she could. “Judging by your last texts, I could say the same thing.”
“I might be…” Leaning to bite her lower lip Cardan trailed one of his hands down, along her side, her hip, moving slower under the elastic of her waistband until he got to the apex of her thighs. She knew that even over the piece of clothing remaining, the heat emanating from her was evident. “But how am I to blame, when I enjoy so much watching you coming undone for me?”
Jude let herself savor his ministrations for a moment before reaching to stroke him over his trousers. He moaned against her lips. That was enough for her to slide her hand in, pumping him with the same torturing pace he was using on her. “Wanna see something I enjoy?”
She needed no more words to explain herself. Cardan said the same thing to her on the third night they’d snuck out. Dress pushed aside, her leg was draped over his shoulder before Jude had any time to ask what he was talking about, his tongue unmerciful against her folds. Her climax crashed through her so hard, only by some miracle they weren’t caught.
She intended to repay in kind.
“Let’s meet outside.” She blinked her eyes open, not sure if she’d heard him correctly. For a moment Cardan looked as words came out without his permission. Yet, he repeated in a hoarse voice. “Meet me outside this place. Somewhere we don’t need to worry about being heard, or being seen. Somewhere I can spend hours worshiping every inch of you.”
Barely recovering herself Jude breathed. “Why?”
Feeling his fingers crawl inside her, she arched and gasped when her back touched the cold stone wall. Through the non existent space between them she felt him chuckle. “I’ll be glad to make out with you against walls anytime, sweet Jude. But if you ask me,” He reached that spot in her that made her mewl. “There’s nothing I’ve been desiring more, for weeks, than feeling myself inside you.”
Yes, Jude wanted to say, yes.
Still, she hesitated. Not knowing if she’d lost her speaking skills within her pleasure or if the little coherence remaining in her brain was what stopped her.
Cardan seemed to notice. Slowing down his pace, he leaned to let his lips graze her earlobe. “No pressure, just think about it. Please.”
She nodded. That she could do.
His eyes lit up before darkening back to that lascivious expression. “Great… Now, where were we?” ||
~
The next morning a low buzz brought her back to reality.
>> Woke up with your scent still on me. Can’t wait to have you in my arms again.
>> Also, good morning, beautiful.
Jude scoffed, a slight tremor running down her stomach. The phone buzzed again.
>> Please, think about what I told you yesterday.
She stared at the little device for a moment before typing back.
<< How would I know where? You didn’t give me an address.
<< You interrupted my sleep btw, not a good start.
>> My apologies. I bet you look cute as fuck when you’re sleeping.
<< I’m also gonna look cute when I’m naked, grinding on top of you. Just a thought.
His next message with a bar’s address came back so fast she had to bite back a laugh, not wanting to wake up her roommate.
Recalling Fand’s words she turned to her. Still deeply asleep, tangled ridiculously in her sheets.
You’re walking on thin ice.
Jude took a deep breath. She could only hope it wasn’t thin enough to break.
NSFW summary: It's been several nights Jude and Cardan are sneaking out at the parties. Cardan asks her to meet outside (on a normal place you could say) because as much as he enjoys making out with her, he wishes to do more. Jude hesitates and he tells her to think about it.
