It's a morning filled with honey dew
And i still can't believe
I won't even see the sight of you
What is left of us is merely ash and dust
The atmosphere feels thick
As i inhale smoke my mind always drifts to you
This held fire burns, inside my head you keep it spinning
Oh and it turns, inside a spiraling vortex
Of this here held thoughts
Oh and it turns,
Like the swelling in my chest
Of this dear held heart
My fingers reaching and it feels like never before
You put a spell on me and now I’m draped with this curse
Oh and it burns, like never before
I feel you reaching but never achieving
You come to me in my dreams at night
Hauntingly you ask what was with this sudden fight
You wouldn’t let go of my hand
But what the fuck how could you do this to me
Oppressed was never obsessed
Not with the notion of the gently devoted
I let you be, I let you see
I gave you everything to be free
Yet you passed it away like paper too thin to grasp
This time I’m certain
When you reach out your hand
Nothing will be there
Except a clasp of sand
It takes a long time to measure
The ways of your tormented pleasures
With the sand slowly slipping out of your hands
You think you’re tripping the will to bend
And it’s slipping over again
And it’s tripping over again
And it’s slipping
Out of your hands
Now it’s all for you
Reach the freedom point of view
And you will be
And you will achieve
But
The will to satisfy
Will it come?
Will it measure the sacrifice?
After all is said and done
Nothing will succumb
To the fatal fly that traces around your eyes
Breathe in the fresh air
The dust will cling to your hair
And as you look at each particle
The void of pure nothingness
I hope you're happy
For i know
Inside my inner eye
The desert won't satisfy your thirst
You'll crave the flowing currents
The sweet depths of the thymes
You’ll want to mask in the shimmery liquid
Bold and unrefined
Freedom never tasted sweeter
Than the bold feel of salt lingering on my lips
You’ll hear the ocean
Whispering to you its silent song
A mermaid you grasped in disguise
A siren who will lure you away
A nymph, dear gypsy
For when you stray
She will always be there
In the back of your mind
You fell down the well
Don’t you see
I touched you with these
Silken webs
And no matter how far you reach
You will never get away
From the matter that pervades you
These silken fingers linger on your skin
You won’t swim in the sand
You can run as fast as you can
But the apparitions won’t fade away
As you’re still chasing yesterday
I’m sorry it became this way
I never wanted to leave you like this
This void of nothingness
You grasp your fingers tightly
But there’s nothing there
Except the sand
Slowly falling
Out of the palm of your hand