#elise.mp3

[as-you-think]

Lonely is as lonely does, sink beneath the bed sheets

Drowning in the thought of us, a bloodless vessel, empty

[as-you-think]

Thought that I would've been better by now

Part of me's stuck and it's pullin' me down

I wanted to change but I didn't know how

[as-you-think]

I want the end of summer

So I can wear my thickest jumpers

I want the dark when I wake up

[as-you-think]

I'm only vapor.

A breeze across your lips.

No memory of this.

[as-you-think]

The kind of empty that fills the entire space in my chest cavity

Where I tried to keep you safe; but you escaped

[as-you-think]

We were always vacant, nothing more;

We spoke until our throats were sore.

Our hearts lay on the bedroom floor,

And one was mine, but both were yours.

[as-you-think]

You're messing with my head

Likely we'll end up dead

Can't trust a word you said

We cannot make amends

[godza]

https://voca.ro/19CfxJVsHbGL

heres me rambling about sports for four minutes. tw: i lie and say i love dazai. this was recorded in june of 2020. tw unreality at the end i lie about athletes. and i start breathing rlly heavy bc i got out of breath near the end