#emuotorikin

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i get that people rlly need wlw/mlm rep in media but it makes me kind of. :( whenever i see someone calling rui and tsukasa nd nene and i mlm/wlw soliditary. bc we werent, we were all dating eachother but poly rep is genuinely so hard to find. its hard to find art of me with any of my partners but nene! of course i love her lots but i also love my boyfriends and wgajhdgj. everytime theres fanart of us as a group its just that, its just wxs. not actual poly rep but i have to pretend like it is bc its rlly the only i'll find anyways i miss my partners sm i am smooching you all - emu otori

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It is. Insanely weird being an adult with kinmems of a teenager... I kin emu otori project sekai very heavily and have kinmems of dating the rest of my troupe but I've been an adult the entire time I've had these and it's weird :( luckily my boyfriend is very similar to my most prominent partner (Rui) so I can transpose my affectionate feelings to him instead but it's... Still strange and uncomfortable at times

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waaaahhhhhh i just want my best friends back!!!! i have soo so so much i wanna tell u guys and i miss u all SO SO much!!!! tho i’m terrified to go look for kinmates bc of horrible past experiences… it makes me so sad that i’ve had so many bad experiences doing kin calls that it’s preventing me from seeing my best friends again, but i’d be devastated if we suddenly didn’t get along!!! i’ll just keep daydreaming for now but i hope everyone in wonderlandsxshowtime knows that EMU LOVES U!!! wonderhoooooyyy!!!! ☆ —emu otori

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TSUKASA!!! NENE!!! RUI!!! i miss u all SOOOOOOO MUCH!!! someday if we see each other again i’m gonna give u all a big huge squeezy hug!!!! wonderhooooyyyy!!!!! ☆ —emu otori