some failures from january
accidentally opened a sketch from january back then i couldn't force myself to finish it: maybe OCD (i have the diagnosis) procrastination and shit, maybe just lazy - but it does take me effort to force myself even things like drawings ore even make myself start them. now i didn't really want to finish it, but i didn't want to leave it like that as well, so i just added more details without altering it much. not sure i should post it, it's better than some of my things i posted before i think. how i left it in january:
it was supposed to be one of 4 drawings on a friendly interpretation of eram. back then i did an another thing, but i didn't post it on my blog and only sent it to /@daily-eram (see the review i got here) i don't like it, it should have got more rendering, but i'm not sure how to do it. also the composition doesn't convey the idea i wanted to give, so uh... i guess i'll have to rework both afterwards, i hope it won't be hard to make myself do it
