#fictionmarrowed

[theberd555]

being a fictionfolk who is also in the fandom of his source is so funny. "Berdly is the goat" I, Berdly, say while watching an edit of myself

[rotten-replica]

Fictionmarrowed & Factmarrowed flags

[pt] Fiction marrowed & Fact marrowed flags [/pt]

Fictionmarrowed (left): A term for those who are in-between being fictionkin and fictionhearted in some way; this is the fiction-aligned version of othermarrowed.

Factmarrowed (right): A term for those who are in-between being factkin and facthearted in some way; this is the fact-aligned version of othermarrowed. [edit: I totally fucked up this one when I posted it, omg, its fixed now :') ]

Possible reasons for this include:

Having had a past life as a certain character/person, but not fully identifying as such in this life.

Rejecting one's current life to the point that one feels more like their hearttype.

Experiencing frequent or highly notable shifts surrounding one's hearttype.

Becoming so connected with one's hearttype that the lines between identifying *with* and identifying *as* feel blurred.

Not fully understanding the difference between fictionhearted/facthearted and fictionkin/factkin, making one feel unaligned with either label.

And more!

The long awaited fictionmarrowed flag, plus a factmarrowed flag to go along with it. Sorry for the like............. 10 month wait 😭

ImgBB fictionmarrow file || ImgBB factmarrow file

[lucentdreamzzz]

i spent 2 hours on this pagedoll for one of my kinsonas like subscribe and hit that bell

the bingly :))))

[ranpo-in-a-forrest]

Being a fictional character is weird. Because I acknowledge that other fictionkin exist. I acknowledge that other fictionkin of me exist. That doesn’t exactly make it any easier to handle, though.

I try to rationalize it like a doppelgänger situation. I saw someone that looked exactly like me in a newspaper recently, and it kinda freaked me out. They seem to have the same disabilities as me—the same identities as me. They are, for all intents and purposes, the same person as me. But they lived a different life. They have different experiences and those experiences shaped them differently than I. We are born from the same clay but time weathered us differently.

That’s how I see my doubles. Not as false imitations, but not as versions of myself—just as differently worn models of the same clay figure. Just as I am Ranpo, they, too, are Ranpo. But we are not the same person.

That is the only way I can explain it to myself.

[godoflosership]

I figured i'd write a bit about my experience as being what i'd currently label as being fictionkin and fictionhearted at the same time!

I feel like it's accurate to say that I partially identify as my fictomere, Inspekta. We have the same soul, we're molded from the same clay, but I'm also not him entirely. I carry a piece of him inside me, very much in the same way that you carry a piece of your child self inside you without being them fully. We're the same, but distinct- adapted to the context in which we live. I often feel that if I was born in his exact position, we would be indistinguishable and vice versa- but instead, I'm the product of being translated into this world. That's why when I look at him, I see myself, but also something foreign to me.

I questioned otherheartedness for a long time and eventually decided that my relationship couldn't be fully described without use of the label, as I heavily relate to the experiences described by otherhearted beings. To me, my fictomere is like a long lost twin sibling, one that grew up with different parents and life experiences and turned out to be an overall different person despite the fact that you share identical genetic material. I can't say that I feel like I've ever been that version of me, that I ever did those things or lived in that world. That's why for me, it's a bit awkward to try to refer to him in first person- because I don't fully feel like I'm him. I'm based on him. I'm impacted by him. He left an Inspekta shaped crater in my brain, and if I were to try to deny the part of me that is him, I'd feel like half of a person. While at times I feel a longing to have his bodily features or his relationships, I'm also content having my body and my personality, living in the world I live in. This place is my home and I have friends and family that I wouldn't leave behind for anything.

I've struggled for a long time to put words to these feelings. It seems like a connection so strong that it transcends language altogether- but if you read all that, I hope you found it interesting- and if you have any opinions or similar experiences, I would love for anybody to reply with their own writings :)

[find-a-canonmate]

Name: Berdly

Source: Deltarune

Character(s) you are: Berdly

Personal Pronouns: he/him

Fictionfolk ID: Fictionmarrowed

Bodily age: 16

Relationship type: As long as it’s not romantic, everything’s fine. Just wanna make friends and meet sourcemates

Looking for: any sourcemates, honestly (I already know a few sourcemates but the more the better). I would also LOVE to find more doubles. Any Berdlys that are out there, reach out!

Canon lenient or divergent: Honestly, I’m not sure. I’m just existing, I guess

Personal DNI: all kinds of maga, Nazi, zionist, Israel supporters, conservative, centrist/neutral ppl, radqueer, terfs, shotacon/loli, zoophiles, pedos, etc

How to contact: Reblog the post and write in the tags/reblog that you are interested. Reblogs without text/tags or tags/text that don’t show you’re interested, I will not reach out to, even if you are a sourcemate. (I made this rule that way bc I need 100% confirmation and want to avoid any misunderstandings. And also in case you want to reblog for reach or whatever reason you have for reblogging that is not a request for friendship )

Extra: I would prefer if you are under 18, I am uncomfortable with most adults (however, that doesn’t mean I am entirely opposed, I’ll decide if I want to interact with you). I would also consider myself pro endo, so if your stance on that is different, I doubt that we’ll get along.

(I don’t think the previous ask sent, but if it did, I’m very sorry for resending and just delete the previous one. Or whatever you would do in such a situation. Once again, sorryTT)

Good luck, Berdly!

[mumrikkin]

Intro post quote unquote

hello there!

this is where I will post my alterhuman thoughts.

I am still learning who and what I am. Here's what we know so far!

I am othermarrowed and fictionmarrowed for the following things:

Satyrs / fauns

Mumriks (possibly the Joxter)

Manticores (some sort of feral thing I have coined under that name)

A particular few of my own OCs

We shall see what else in time..

I have also learned I may dabble into the vampyre communities, though I haven't entirely figured out how particularly (likely energy in some form.)

I hope my ramblings make someone feel seen :)

[bird-in-a-forrest]

𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 Introduction post

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Hello! I am Forrest. I am a trans man, gay, asexual, xenogender, otherkin, autistic, age regressor, yumeshipper, and Hellenist.

I don’t plan on posting much, if at all, but if I do it will most likely be stream of consciousness posts. I mostly lurk and am not well versed in the social rules of Tumblr, so sorry if I preform some ancient faux pas.

I will expand on my identities, hobbies, interests, religion, DNI, etc. below. I understand that it is a lot, and do not require you to read it in the slightest. This is simply there for those who desire it.

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꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ Sideblog stuff

I want this blog to remain mostly about my otherkin experience, so I have multiple other sideblogs for things such as my yumeshipping, age/pet regression, fictionmarrowed experiences, and my more 18+ thoughts/experiences. Feel free to follow those if you find them interesting, I suppose.

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જ⁀➴ Gender/pronoun stuff

I collect and identify as many genders, to the extent that I cannot list them all here. However, I will list some of my main identities below:

⤷ Male

⤷ Boy+

⤷ Aminogender

⤷ Bloomboy

⤷ Technbodiment

⤷ Postgirl

⤷ Sunboy

⤷ Juparian

⤷ Selachiine

⤷ Muttgender

⤷ Dollboy

⤷ Angelgender

Similarly, I identify with many pronouns, but mainly use he/him, it/its, and doll/dolls on myself, so you may use those as well. I do also use many more pronouns (pup/vamp/mew/co/alto/star/plush/fir/thou, etc.) so feel free to mess around with those, though do not feel obligated to.

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₍^. .^₎⟆ Otherkin stuff

My kintypes (and heart-types) are as listed below:

⟢ Ball-jointed dollkin

⟢ Robot/techkin

⟢ Nonreligious angelkin

⟢ Ghoskin

⟢ Necrokin

⟢ Aviankin

⟢ KTM motocross bikekin

⟢ Fictionmarrow

⟢ Felis catus cladotherian

⟢ Grey husky therian

⟢ German shepherd therian

⟢ Vampirehearted

⟢ Crowhearted

⟢ Sunhearted

⟢ Sinhearted

It’s a lot, I know, but it’s me. In general, I identify as non-human and prefer not to be called human, though I cannot change the way people speak about me. I identify wholly and personally as each of my kintypes, and do not prescribe to the idea of being a “normal” or socially acceptable otherkin. If people cannot understand me for who and what I am, then so be it.

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꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Hobby/interest stuff

My hobbies/interests—the ones that will be seen on this account, at least—are as listed below:

» Stimboards and stimboard making

» SFW age/pet regression

» Fiction and essay writing

» Reading and writing poetry

» Kandi/pony beading

» Perler beading

» Creation and consumption of music

» Collecting (bones, figurines, and other knickknacks)

» Dungeons and Dragons

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૮ ․ ․ ྀིა Fandom stuff

While I most likely will not post much about fandoms, I may interact with posts about the following:

𖦹 Vocaloid

𖦹 Project Sekai

𖦹 Bungo Stray Dogs

𖦹 Toilet-bound Hanako-kun

𖦹 Servamp

𖦹 Kekkai Sensen

𖦹 KIZNAIVER

𖦹 Eddsworld

𖦹 Sanrio

𖦹 Pokémon

𖦹 The Spiderverse film series

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૮ • ﻌ - ა⁩ Religion stuff

I am a Hellenist/Hellenic pagan. I worship the Greek pantheon and my religion is a part of everything I do. I am a personal devotee to Apollon; I have an altar to him in my living space and devote my very existence to him.

I do not support religions discrimination. People of all faiths are welcome here, as long as they are respectful. I do understand not wishing people of certain religions or faiths to interact with oneself, and I will not push such boundaries.

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ᓚᘏᗢ DNI stuff

My DNI is not about hate, but about who I am comfortable interacting with. I block freely if necessary.

× Homophobic/transphobic — this includes biphobia, aphobia, etc., as well as those who encourage queer infighting and those who police “contradictory” identities

× Racism of any flavor — respect your neighbors and work on your bigotry

× Pedo/Zoophilia — I feel this should be obvious, but if you are a proud pedo/zoo (this includes autozoophilia and loli/shota shit) get the hell away from me. If you’re working on recovery and removing harmful urges, good on you. I’d still rather you not follow me, but I wish you luck in your journey. If you look at a being that cannot consent, fictional or otherwise, and have any fantasy or intention of assaulting it I hope you get help when possible

× Against good-faith xenogenders and xeno/neopronouns

× Against any form of non-humanity — including physical alterhumans, otherkin/alterhumans who experience delusions, and other such “decisive” beings

× DDLG, DDLB, etc. accounts — I don’t care what you do in the bedroom, but I do not want to see it

× Conservatives/republicans — I am American and the decision made by the republican party to support and vote for a fascist president is actively harming me

× Those who demonize or discriminate against sex workers

× Proana/self-harm accounts — I understand the pain you are going through and that you are seeking community, but I am a recovered anorexic and sober from a self-harm addiction, so seeing the hurt that once haunted me is something I would rather avoid

× Proship/profiction — I understand that Tumblr has a large profic community, so let me say this here: I am anti-harassment, but I am not pro-allowing-people-to-engage-publicly-in-harmful-behaviors. There is a line between harassing someone and expressing that what they are doing is harmful. It is not the representation of abuse and other such harm that irks me, but the glorification and enjoyment of it. If that is what it takes to get you off, I ask that you do not interact with me

× Radqueer/those transIDs — this does not include transspecies (sorry y’all get lumped in with them) and obviously does not involve transgender identities. If you support harmful identities or any of that “transharmed, transabuser, transracial, etc.” do not interact

I may also block for reasons not listed here, but these are the main interaction barriers. General hate and public shaming of anything one deems “cringe” is typically where I draw the line.

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( ´ཀ` ) Tag stuff

I will use a few tags/hashtags to mark certain types of posts. I’ll do my best to be consistent with this, but I may miss a few.

𓆃 forrest rants - rant posts, typically angry

𓆃 forrest whines - vent/complaining posts, usually more somber than angry

𓆃 forrest puppy posts - puppy posting

𓆃 forrest found something - pics or descriptions of objects I found/collected

𓆃 forrest made something - pics or descriptions of objects I made

𓆃 forrest does fandoms - fandom posts

𓆃 forrest otherkin posts - posts about specific otherkin identities

𓆃 forrest religion posts - posts about religion/pertaining mention of my religion

𓆃 forrest yaps - general posts, doesn’t fall into another category, probably yapping

𓆃 forrest reblogs - reblog posts

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૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა Content warning stuff

I will talk about some things here that may be upsetting. I will tag any content I believe could be triggering with the respective warning tags, but I will put here some of the more common topics—particularly those that I will not tag for one reason or another

∘ ∘ ∘ Sexuality and sexual discomfort — I will talk about my discomfort with sex and sexuality, my asexuality, and my celibacy on this blog, typically in reference to how my alterhumanity affects my experiences

∘ ∘ ∘ Food — I will talk openly about food and post photos of said food. These posts will not be tagged with a content warning

∘ ∘ ∘ Past and present mental health issues — I may bring up my past issues with self-harm, suicidal ideation, and disordered eating. I will in no way glorify this time of my life but may discuss it in reference to how those experiences affect me now, both mentally and physically

∘ ∘ ∘ Death — as a necrokin, ghostkin, and angelkin, death will be a common topic of discussion here, and thus will not be tagged with a content warning unless I find it particularly necessary

∘ ∘ ∘ Discrimination — I openly discuss my experiences being discriminated against due to my gender, sexuality, disability, etc. I will not tag these discussions with a warning unless they are particularly disturbing

∘ ∘ ∘ Caps/cursing — this is my blog and I will type how I wish. There will be no tags for text in all caps or for inappropriate language

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ʚ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ɞ Other stuff

A massive “thank you” is owed to anyone who read this much. I did not write this with the expectation that it be read—only that it be here and available should it be needed. Below I will list a few other things about me that did not fit the above criteria:

༄ I am autistic and not very good with tone through text. My written voice tends to fluctuate often, though try not to assume malice in any harsh wording. I tend to write as I speak: directly. I will express if I am truly upset. Due to my issues with text I am likely not to respond to DMs, as I struggle to find a proper response

༄ I have PoTS, and flareups—as well as burnout—can cause me to be inactive for long periods of time

༄ I prefer to keep personal information to myself, so will not disclose much beyond what I have stated here

Again, thank you to anyone who has read this far. This platform is a nice escape from the vitriol of everyday life, and I appreciate everyone who comes here to post, interact, or simply lurk.