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[finduilasclln]

Okay, but where is the fic where they're going through Buck's stuff making sure all pills are gone, but... are finding other stuff? Buck-harboring-big-feelings-for-Eddie indicating stuff? I have a mighty need.

[finduilasclln]

I was talking with @merryslilhobbit about the episode and she said something and I just...

Sure, I need Buck to be completely heartbroken about the prospect of Eddie leaving.

But what I also desperately need now is EDDIE to come to the realization that if he moves he will lose Buck. I want him to be so consumed by the logistics of it all and by the mix of excitement and worry of trying to get Chris back... But then I want it to hit him like an anvil to the head: This means leaving Buck. This means losing Buck. And I need him to be completely devastated about it. (And have it be the reason he stays)

[finduilasclln]

I need Chimney to be incessantly obnoxious to Buck about the fact that he once saved Tommy's life.

"Date night? You know, without me there'd be no boyfriend to date..."

"Bi colors for Pride? Nice. Without me you'd still be a miserable straight guy though."

"You know you owe that hickey to me..." "Please stop. I'm begging you."

[finduilasclln]

Okay, I have to say something... I was low-key (read: high key, because I wasn't going make a post but now I am anyway and I am surely going to regret this) annoyed that Eddie wasn't taken more into consideration to go with Hen up into space. He did jump off that bridge into the water and got the rich guy out. He was bagging him as Hen did compressions. Yes, they worked as a team - obviously - but I feel like Eddie did arguably the most to save rich guy's life. And I kind of don't think it's fair he's not really considered by anyone to take that spot.

Am I the only one?

[finduilasclln]

I started a "Eddie is leaving for El Paso and neither Buck nor Eddie are handling it well" fic when hiatus started. Hiatus is almost ending and I haven't finished it yet, but I do like what I have so far. I have some time to write (and thus maybe finish it) in the next two weeks.

Would anyone still be interested in reading it? Or have I missed the moment because everyone and their cow has already written and posted those kinds of fics? Lol.

[finduilasclln]

I have such an unpopular opinion and I can't share it anywhere. 😂 😭

[finduilasclln]

Okay, but now I'm thinking about Buck and Tommy and Eddie all hanging out together, because "Hey, isn't this great? You're already friends with my new boyfriend?" and yeah, Eddie's totally happy and giddy 'cause now he gets to hang out with BOTH of them.

And then there comes a point where Buck and Tommy are very much making eyes at each other and Eddie is just totally oblivious and grabs another beer and "Do you want one?" And Buck is like, "It's getting kinda late, huh, Eddie? Don't you need to go relieve Carla/Marisol of her babysit duties?" and they kind of have to manually shove him out the door because they want to make out.

[finduilasclln]

It just threw me that your baby is already daycare age. LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!! You were just pregnant with her and gave birth? What the fck man! Time flies!!

Hahaha, I know what you mean! And she's been going to daycare for a long time even. In less than a year she's going to go to school! (I am so not ready)

Eden is turning two in two weeks! She's walking and talking and she went potty for the first time last week. *mind blown*

But yeah, it feels like yesterday that I was giving birth to her. Except when it comes to fatigue, it definitely wasn't yesterday and I can totally feel that it's been almost two years since I got to sleep in. XD

Me yesterday:

Me today:

LOL. Time flies, for sure.